Chapter 36
36
A lex
Being a werewolf… letting her run free…
I don’t think I ever experienced anything so exhilarating before in my entire life.
Jake strokes my back, and I look up at him, at my mate, the man I love and will always love. How could I have lived without him? And for so long… He’s the only one who makes me feel complete. With him, I have found a new purpose.
I never wanted or needed a man to feel like my life was worthwhile. This is completely different. He doesn’t complete my life. He just elevates it.
“I can’t wait to let my wolf out again,” I say.
Jake chuckles. “Next you’ll want to go out on a hunt.”
I tilt my head to the side and peer up at him. “What do you mean?”
“I mean just what I said. A hunt.”
“For… animals.”
He nods. “To eat. We can sustain our bodies either as a human or as a wolf.”
That gets me to wondering about… other things… we can do as a wolf, and I feel my cheeks grow warm.
Jake just chuckles and rubs my back again. He doesn’t know what I was thinking, does he? But my wolf is in agreement. We love both Jake and his wolf, and maybe one day, once all of our troubles are behind us, Jake and I can make love in our wolf forms. I think our wolves would appreciate that.
But for now…
Our transformations left us naked, and I reach down between us.
“Alex…”
“Yes?” I don’t stop stroking him. He’s already incredibly hard.
He groans.
“Do you want me to stop?” I ask even as I stroke him harder, faster.
He just shakes his head.
I grin, loving that I rendered him incapable of speech.
I can feel my wolf inside of me. She’s even howling, practically panting, and I grin. She wants Jake to feel as much pleasure as he can.
I am more than happy to oblige.
I press a hand to Jake’s chest to create enough space for me to bring my mouth before his cock. Precum already leaks from the tip, and I lick it. Jake lets out a groan as I take his cock into my mouth.
“Alex…” My name is like a prayer on his lips.
I respond by releasing the tip and licking the length of his throbbing member. I cup his balls and take his cock back into my mouth, deeper this time.
Jake lets out a strangled noise. His fingers run through my hair.
I don’t think I can take all of him into my mouth so I keep one hand on his balls, but the other hand grips the bottom of his shaft, stroking the part of his cock that isn’t in my mouth.
He jerks suddenly. “Alex, if you don’t stop…”
Does he think his coming in my mouth is going too far? Because it’s not.
I would do anything and everything for him. Right now, the dangers of tomorrow seem so far away. Here and now, I can prove to him how much I love him, how much I accept him not only in my life but in my heart, how much I want our lives to have pleasure and love and everything mates should have.
He is everything to me.
I suck harder, daring myself to take another inch into my mouth. Jake jerks, and his cock squirts hot cum into the back of my throat. I swallow again and again.
Once he’s done, I release him.
Jake lets out a low growl. “I wanted to come inside you.”
I laugh and wipe my mouth with the back of my hand. “You did.”
“In your pussy.”
I don’t know what comes over me, but I smirk and ask, “Does that make me a bad girl?”
“You’re certainly a naughty one.”
The low huskiness of his voice turns me on, and I shiver. “Is that right?” I whisper.
He nods. “Lie down and spread your legs for me like a good girl.”
I gape at him. I’ve never been told anything like that before.
“Do I need to tell you again?” he asks, his smirk devilish, his eyes twinkling.
Fuck me, can he look any sexier?
I oblige, spreading my legs as far apart as I can.
Jake looks down, and his lips slowly twist into a smile as he makes a noise of appreciation. “Your pussy is already dripping wet.”
“Turning you on turns me on,” I whisper.
“Is that right? You receive pleasure when you pleasure others?”
“Apparently.”
He rubs two fingers against my slick folds and then places those fingers in his mouth, licking off my juices. “Sweeter than honey.”
Jake does it again, and I squirm.
“Do you not like that?” he asks, his eyes dark.
“No. I do. It’s just…”
“Just what?” He doesn’t blink, watching me carefully.
I gulp. “You’re torturing me.”
“That’s how you made me feel, sucking my cock like that. I couldn’t take it anymore, and that orgasm…” He shudders.
“That good, huh?” I ask smugly.
“Oh, Alex. You have no idea how good this is going to be for you.”
I want to squeeze my legs, but Jake places his meaty palms against my thighs. It’s like he can read my mind.
Maybe he can.
Honestly, I wouldn’t mind. I have no secrets to keep from him.
Slowly, he dips down, and he licks my folds. When he finds my clit, I can’t help crying out.
“Ah, there’s the spot, huh?” he teases.
He’s never sounded more smug.
“Yes, please,” I whimper.
Jake draws back, though, and I come up slightly, my forearms down, supporting my weight. He looks serious.
My heart sinks. Is he going to bring up the darkness that’s plagues our lives so far?
He cups my face. “Alex, I’m so glad our paths crossed. That you’re my mate means everything to me. It’s not just the bond that draws me to you, though. I want you to know that. You’re more than just my mate. You’re my lover, a friend… I want to protect you from any threat. Promise you’ll let me do that for you.”
“Jake…”
“You’re strong, and with your wolf, you’ll grow even stronger. I should train you how to fight as a wolf but not right now. Let me help you so you can watch my back. I want us to be equals in all things.”
I nod, my heart filled enough to burst. “Yes, of course. You can protect me, and I want to be able to protect you. I wasn’t scared to shift into my wolf. Yes, it hurt. It hurt so much, but letting her free… being one with her… I’m one with you too, and it means so much to me. I want to be strong enough to help you.” I blink a few times as I realize something through my wolf. “I want to help the entire pack,” I murmur. “I can sense them. Not like I can sense and feel you, but…”
Jake beams at me. “You’re a part of Steel Falls, Alex. We’re all in this together.”
I sit up and embrace him. Does he realize how much he’s given me?
He rubs my back and presses his lips to the top of my head before pushing me back to lie down again. “I promised that we will be equal in all things, didn’t I?”
I nod again.
“That includes orgasms,” he growls, and he latches onto my clit again with his mouth.
My back arches, and I close my eyes. “Jake…”
“You deserve this.”
I don’t know how anyone can deserve pleasure, but I’m not going to argue with him.
Jake continues to lick and suck my clit and pushes two fingers into my pussy. A moan slips out.
“I love that sound,” he murmurs.
Jake's tongue continues to dance in perfect harmony with his fingers, exploring every inch of my sensitive core. The sensation is exquisite, and my arousal builds rapidly. His eyes lock with mine, and I can see the passion burning in them. He wants to give me pleasure as much as I want to receive it. The way he worships my body is almost overwhelming but in the best possible way.
As he increases the pace, I can feel my heart rate quicken, matching the rhythm of his fingers and tongue. My mind is filled with thoughts of our bond, our connection, and our love for each other. We have overcome so much together, and maybe I should be afraid about what might come tomorrow, but I’m not.
Whatever comes, I’ll still have Jake.
I’ll always have Jake.
Jake's eyes are locked on mine, full of intensity and desire. He looks up at me with a smirk, his fingers moving faster now, sliding in and out with precise determination. My breath hitches as he nips at my clit, causing a wave of pleasure to crash over me.
"Fuck," I moan. "Jake, keep going, please."
He doesn't need to be asked twice. He increases the pace of his fingers, teasing my G-spot. His tongue dances around my clit, making it swell with pleasure. My hips start to rock in time with his rhythm, as if we're connected by an invisible string. I can feel every inch of me opening up to him, surrendering to his touch.
As he deepens his kisses on my most sensitive part, I involuntarily arch my back again, trying to push his fingers deeper inside me. Jake responds by changing tactics, shifting from gentle teasing to aggressive thrusting of his fingers. He curls them to hit the perfect spot, sending a shockwave of pleasure coursing through me.
"Oh God!" I cry out loud, feeling the tension building up inside me.
And then I fall over the edge, coming so hard that I can’t stop from screaming.
Jake draws back and wipes his mouth. “Pretty even, huh?”
“Ah…” I’m so dazed I can’t think.
But then I see that his cock has started to harden again, and I grin.
“You know,” I tease, reaching for his cock and stroking it again, “you did say you wanted to come inside me.”
“I did, didn’t I?” he agrees. “Alex, I don’t know if I can so quickly again.”
“It should still be pleasurable to try, right?” I reason.
He laughs and shakes his head. “You’re impossible.”
“You know you love me.”
“With all of my heart.”
Jake climbs on top of me, and I can feel his hardness pressed against my entrance. The anticipation of feeling him inside me is almost too much to bear.
He looks into my eyes, and I see the love and affection in them. "Are you ready, Alex?" he asks softly, running his thumb over my lips.
I nod, unable to speak past the lump in my throat.
Jake leans down and kisses me gently before positioning himself at my entrance. The head of his cock slides in smoothly, stretching me slightly but not causing any discomfort. We both moan at the sensation, our bodies responding to each other's touch.
I’ll never tire of this, of him. Each time we make love, we grow that much closer together.
A surge of pleasure starts deep inside and radiates outwards. His every thrust feels like a promise being fulfilled, a bond being strengthened. I wrap my legs around him, pulling him closer, wanting to feel as close to him as possible.
Our bodies move in perfect synchronicity, our movements becoming almost fluid as we find our rhythm. Jake's hands are on my waist, guiding us both in this dance of passion and desire. I can see the veins standing out on his neck, his muscles tensing with each thrust.
How can I love him more and more with every passing second? I can’t imagine life without him, and I don’t want to.
Jake continues to kiss me as he pushes deeper inside me, filling me completely. His eyes meet mine, and I can see the intensity of his desire for me reflected in them. He starts to move slowly, pulling out almost all the way before thrusting deep inside, deeper and deeper.
His hands are on either side of my head, and I can feel the strength of his body as he moves against me. This is an act of love and devotion. There's a tenderness in his movements that makes my heart swell, and I know I could never love anyone else as much as I love Jake.
Jake's thrusts become quicker, more urgent. Our bodies slap together, creating a rhythm that matches the pounding of our hearts. The room is filled with the sounds of our passion—our moans, our breaths, and the wet slapping of skin on skin.
I reach up and wrap my arms around Jake's neck, pulling him closer. Our tongues duel, our bodies moving in perfect harmony as we lose ourselves in each other. The feel of his skin against mine is electric, each touch sending a jolt of pleasure throughout my entire body.
Just when I think I can't take it anymore, Jake pulls back slightly, his eyes locked on mine. "Are you ready for something new?" he whispers, his voice husky with love.
I nod, my eyes never leaving his. "Whatever you want," I whisper, my voice barely above a whisper.
There's a thrill in trying something new with Jake, knowing that it will only bring us closer together.
He smiles, and I can see the excitement in his eyes. With ease, he lifts me up, still inside me. I wrap my legs around his waist, not wanting to lose our connection even for a moment. He carries me across the basement until we reach the wall, our bodies still locked together. He presses me against it, still kissing me passionately. My breath hitches as he positions himself, his hardness still inside me.
“I would like you to stand,” he murmurs.
“Oh.” My eyes widen.
“Only if you want to,” he murmurs, his lips close to my ears.
"Yes," I manage to whisper, my voice shaking with excitement.
I lower my legs, and immediately, he pushes me against the wall, making me stand on my tiptoes. I find myself sandwiched between two hard surfaces—the wall and Jake's powerful body.
As we stand there, our bodies entwined in this intense embrace, I feel something shifting within us. The love between us is becoming stronger, more tangible with each passing second. It is as if our souls are merging into one single entity, and the thought fills me with a sense of completeness that I've never experienced before.
His eyes are burning into mine, filled with desire and intensity as he begins to move inside me again.
“You’re mine,” he says, his voice rough.
“And you’re mine.”
“Only yours.”
Jake's movements become more urgent now, his thrusts deeper and harder. His breathing quickens, and his eyes lock onto mine as he pushes himself even deeper inside me.
"I love you," he whispers, his voice barely audible above the sounds of our passion.
"I love you too." The words tumble out of my mouth, as if carried on a wave of emotion that threatens to overtake me.
Jake's movements become even more erratic, his lips devouring mine in a kiss that is both tender and fierce. His hands grip my hips tightly, holding me close as he thrusts deeper inside me, driving me wild with desire.
Our bodies move in perfect unison, lost in each other's embrace. Time seems to stand still as we lose ourselves in the sheer sensuousness of our act.
He pulls me closer, my breasts pressing against his chest, and I can feel his heart pounding wildly beneath my touch. The air is thick with the scent of our passion—a heady blend of sweat and love that only serves to heighten my desire.
“Jake!” I cry as I orgasm so hard that my heart skips beats.
“Alex.” He buries his face in my neck, and he shudders against me.
Once we come down from our orgasms, Jake guides me upstairs.
“I don’t know about you, but I’m exhausted,” he groans.
I can’t help laughing. “I wore you out, huh?”
“Don’t act like you can go for another round,” he says.
I lift my eyebrows. “What if I can?”
He groans. “Then you have to be on top.”
I laugh even harder. “I’m tired too, but if you wake up in the middle of the night and want to, I’d love to wake up to a surprise.”
“Is that right?” He winks at me.
I shrug one shoulder. “Yes. Would be a wonderful surprise.”
“Or we could have a morning delight.”
“Or both,” I point out.
He sighs. “Woman, you’re trying to make me die from an orgasm, aren’t you?”
“Just trying to provide enough cardio to count as exercise,” I say sweetly.
“Brutal,” he teases.
I beam before becoming more serious. “My life’s changed because of you.”
“For the better, I hope.”
“Without a doubt,” I assure him. “I wouldn’t give you up for anything.”
“I will never put you in the position where you would be at risk.”
My lips curl into a smile. “When can I transform again?”
He lets out a low chuckle. “I thought we were going to go to sleep.”
I grin and shrug one shoulder. “I like to keep you on your toes.”
He closes his eyes. “Is that right?”
“You bet.”
He laughs again, but even that sound is tired.
I kiss his cheek. “Let’s sleep.”
“Thank you.”
I laugh to myself and snuggle against him, and listening to the sound of his heartbeat lulls me to a peaceful, much-needed sleep.