21. Lila
21
LILA
M ax was sitting outside by the driveway, waiting. I didn’t mean to let out a little squeal at the sight of him, it just slipped out. I hated that I hadn’t come back home first thing this morning.
“Why doesn’t she make that noise when she sees me?” Weylin grumbled.
Rainor held his hand out, palm down. “Weylin,” he said, then he held his hand out over the first. “Max.” He was telling Weylin where they sat on the ladder.
I shrugged. “I mean, he’s not wrong.” I got out of the car and quickly embraced Max, giving him lots of snuggles and pets. He was so excited to see me, he wiggled to the point I couldn’t hold him.
Not waiting around for the guys to get out, I went in with Max and made him his breakfast, apologizing profusely for being late. I made myself a coffee while chatting away with Max, telling him about Kage’s apartment penthouse condo thing, and breakfast, and that I was mad at Weylin.
Kind of.
Speaking of…
I began searching around for the cameras. By the time the guys came into the house, I had five of them ripped off the walls and lined up on the counter. Not a single wolf looked sheepish as they glanced at the cameras. Weylin looked longingly at them.
“Would you at least consent to the outdoor cameras?” Rainor asked, tablet in hand as he swiped through it, not even glancing up at me.
“Yes, but I want access to them too.”
“Fair enough, sending access to your email.” He pulled out his phone and, after a few taps, went back to his tablet.
“I have no idea where my phone is,” I mumbled to myself. I walked around the house, searching in the typical locations. Weylin was busy in the kitchen, cooking, while Kage bent his head down over Rain’s shoulder, the two of them reading over something.
After searching my room, the kitchen, and the couch cushions, I nearly gave up until I went to the bathroom and found it sitting on the counter. I had twelve missed calls and an insane number of text messages, all from this morning—which had only been in a span of five hours—and all of them from Chief Nix.
I slowly walked out of the bathroom, skimming through the texts. Did something happen pertaining to the case? Did a new case open up? Was the precinct on fire? The sheer volume of texts had me so worked up, I began to feel hot with anxiety.
Once I began reading them, though, that anxiety turned to anger, and the heat turned to a flush spreading through my body.
“You all right, babe?” Weylin asked from the kitchen.
“Hm, yes, fine.” I was too focused on my phone to give him any more than that.
Chief: Are you sick?
Why aren’t you in yet?
This isn’t very professional. Not like you.
Answer now or I'm sending a wellness check.
What is happening?
Answer me.
Answer me.
Answer me.
There had been days here or there when I spent the night working on cases and slept through the morning, however Roddy had never acted in such a way, with such intense worry. What annoyed me, though, was that the further I scrolled through the messages, the more they—and his mental state—seemed to deteriorate. Threats of my job being on the line. Talk about not being able to have an officer that was unreliable on the force. And then demands about if this had to do with the city police force. Where the hell did the donut and rainbow chief disappear to? Had someone swiped his phone?
After I read the final text about him needing all and any files on the alpha case, which he had called the Cartway Park case, I was flabbergasted.
I was able to divulge information to him, but only the same information we were currently giving the public, and only if we needed his assistance in keeping the public safe. The public was safe, since the killer wasn’t after any member of the public; it was the alphas who weren’t safe. He had no right requesting these documents.
I was beginning to have trouble breathing, dropping my head down and leaning over the kitchen counter as cramping took over low in my belly. I groaned.
“Hey now.” Weylin wrapped an arm around me, his warm palm flat against my belly. I took a deep breath.
“What’s going on?” Rainor asked. He held his hand out for my phone, as if he expected me to just give it to him.
“Nothing, it’s just work,” I said, setting it in front of me as I paid more attention to Weylin’s wandering hands.
He placed both hands on my hips before sliding my borrowed oversized sweatpants down. Once they hit the floor, I spread my legs apart, already knowing Weylin would take care of the pain brewing in my lower belly.
“I feel like this place should be a pants-free zone,” Weylin whispered into my ear.
I smiled at him, my wolf fluttering our eyes a little, being flirtatious. “But then I wouldn’t get to feel you take them off of me.” I liked the buildup, the tease, the feeling of him sliding his hands all over my body. Gripping and cupping my curves while groaning, as if he were holding himself back. Weylin loved to worship every part of me, and having layers made him work for it.
I heard his belt come undone, followed by the sound of his pants hitting the floor. He stepped up behind me, his cock brushing along the inside of my thigh.
Across the counter, Rain was still keeping his eyes on the tablet, but Kage was watching us, his lips parted ever so slightly, nostrils flaring as he took in the scent of my heat. It wasn’t long before he unzipped himself, freeing his erection and running his hand up and down his length.
“Stop,” I said. Weylin froze, and I looked over my shoulder. “Not you.” My eyes drifted back to Kage. The wave was coming on fast, and I needed them all. “You. Weylin is going to fuck me first, and then I’m going to fuck you. I don’t want you to touch yourself until I’m ready.”
I wasn’t sure where these thoughts were coming from, perhaps I was channeling my wolf, but I felt no shame. These shifters were here for me, to help me get through this cycle, and it filled me with glee as Kage obeyed, removing his hand from his erection.
“Take off your pants and your shirt, and go sit on the couch for me,” I ordered him. Kage obeyed.
Weylin took his cock and began rubbing the head back and forth along my clit. My pussy clenched at the prospect of having him. The pain was building now, though it wasn’t as painful as it had been before. Now I felt anticipation build, my mind associating the pain to the men listening and obeying me, pleasuring me and filling me.
My phone began to ring, the chief’s name popping up on the screen.
“Ignore it,” Weylin said, nipping at my ear.
I swiped to hang up the call. Weylin rewarded me by slowly slipping the head of his dick inside of me. Even after all the sex I’d had in the last twenty-four hours, his cock still stretched me, filling me completely.
My phone rang again, and I growled, annoyed at the intrusion and knowing the chief wasn’t going to give up. I answered the phone. “Yes?”
Smack.
I cried out as the sharp heat bloomed across my ass cheek. I glared at Weylin over my shoulder, but with a grin, he pulled back and slammed into me, all the air leaving my lungs.
“Lila! Are you all right, girlie? Where are you?” the chief yelled into the phone.
A deep, menacing growl came from all three of the men around me. It filled me with all the warm and fuzzies. “I’m fine.” I tried to talk as Weylin continued fucking me from behind. “Stubbed my toe,” I managed to say.
“My god, little lady. I’m coming by to check on you. Now, I know you been busy with this here case, and I figured I could help out.”
“No!” I bit my tongue to prevent myself from calling out. “Don’t. I’m sick.”
The phone was pulled from my hand, and I glanced up into Rainor’s eyes as he hung up on the chief. I could see the beast lingering close behind them, heat building in Rainor’s gaze.
Keeping himself inside of me, Weylin slid his hand under my shirt and up between my breasts, pulling me back against his chest and turning me away from the counter. Rainor stepped up and grabbed hold of his shirt I wore, ripping it open and sending buttons flying around the kitchen floor.
Weylin took the ends of the shirt, twisting them behind me and yanking, the movement causing my shoulders to pull back, my breasts thrust forward. Rain took one nipple between his lips, his tongue flicking the puckered skin and sending shivers through my body.
Weylin groaned as my lower muscles constricted around him.
Kissing and licking as he went, Rainor moved down my body, keeping his hands still behind his back. Once he got down to his knees before me, I could see why. His claws were out. He gripped his own wrists, small droplets of blood slowly slipping down his hands. He was controlling the beast himself.
I knew, in the next moment, that the two of them were doing their link communication thing. Weylin twisted the shirt tighter around his hand, holding me tight and rigid as he leaned me forward just a bit. His other hand gripped my hip and held me down and steady, preventing me from moving.
His thrusts slowed, as though he was savoring each one, and then Rainor leaned forward, taking my clit into his mouth. My legs trembled at the sensation of his tongue teasing, circling, pressing, and probing, all while Weylin twisted and languidly moved his hips, hitting the right angles and stimulating all my nerve endings.
I ran my fingers through Rainor’s black hair, grabbing fistfuls as I came. Rainor backed off as Weylin gave a few more thrusts before climaxing, his cum coating my insides and calming the fire within me.
But I wasn’t done. The chill didn’t take over me yet, and that’s because my wolf was getting greedy—she wanted more.
I walked into the living room and grinned at a patiently waiting Kage sitting with his hands behind his head, displaying his muscular arms and chiseled body. His cock lay rigid against his belly, thick and ready for me. I didn’t want to admit it, but I really enjoyed having him in my mouth, and seeing him like this now had me worked up. Goddamn, if I could get him to be this obedient all the time, I would be set.
I could feel Weylin’s cum dripping down my leg as I made it over to the alpha before me. I didn’t hesitate or miss a step, straddling his lap and positioning myself over his throbbing erection.
“Are you good for another round?” he asked.
The wolf in me spoke, her voice sultry. “I want all three of you inside me.”
Kage obeyed in a way I wasn’t expecting. He reached between my legs with his two fingers, and he slowly pushed up Weylin’s dripping cum and slipped it back inside of me.
“Whatever my little alpha wants, my little alpha gets.” His voice was a low rumble.
My heart fluttered heavy in my chest at possibly the sweetest thing Kage had ever and would ever say to me. I slowly slid down his dick while leaning over and demanding his lips.
One nip of his lips and a few slips down his dick was all he was going to give me of dominant time, though.
Kage placed one hand on my hip, and with the other, he wrapped my hair around his fist, tugging roughly and tilting my head up. He moved me where he wanted me, guiding me by my hips to bounce me up and down on his cock. Rainor’s shirt still hanging off my shoulders, I placed my hands on his to balance myself. With his hand threaded in my hair, he brought my lips to his, crushing me in a possessive, all-consuming kiss. I expected nothing less from Kage.
Though his grip was strong, he didn’t hurt me as he guided me back.
Another set of hands touched mine, holding my wrists and placing my hands on Kage’s knees. “Let me see those tits bounce, babe,” Weylin said.
The fact that I had an audience thrilled me.
Kage released my hip and brought his thumb up to my lips. I knew his silent request. I opened my mouth and took his thumb into my mouth, swirling my tongue around it the way I wanted to swirl my tongue around his cock.
His eyes darkened as he pulled his thumb out, placing it on my clit. I came almost immediately; his thumb had the right amount of pressure as he teased me.
Breath quickening, heart pounding, I called out his name, Kage finding his release after me. I was surrounded by his and Weylin’s scents, but it wasn’t enough this time. The cramping was gone, but the heat continued to consume me. I needed Rainor.
Kage wrapped his arms around me, standing up and turning so he could place me on the couch. As he stood back, I searched the room. Weylin was cleaning himself off with a towel, and Kage glanced around, seeing what I saw—Rainor was gone. He gripped his chest while Weylin doubled over, growling. “He’s not rejecting you.” Weylin fought to stand back up.
Was I doing that? My heart ached as if I had lost something.
“He’s fighting the beast,” Kage said through clenched teeth.
“I don’t want him to. I want them both.” I was near tears at the prospect of not having his cock. All thought, reality, and dignity was thrown out the window at this point. The heat was so strong, it took over every one of my brain cells, my pussy pulsing, and the only thing I wanted was—
Rainor walked into the room, still fully clothed in his black dress shirt and black suit pants. His eyes were a striking red as he fought against the beast. “He wanted to hurt you.” Rainor struggled.
No. He doesn’t. “He wants to mark me,” I said, licking my lips. My wolf pushed against the barrier, wanting to reach him. “I want him to.”
In a flash, Rainor was over me, too quick for Kage to react. However, when I looked into his eyes, I saw the beast. I held my hand up, stopping Kage and Weylin from rushing forward.
“I want Rainor.” The wolf inside me expected nothing less than complete compliance at this moment. I was going to get what I wanted.
And I did.
Rainor’s body relaxed just a fraction, his muscles no longer rigid, his facial features calmer, except his lips, which he pressed together in a thin line.
“Trust me,” I said to him.
“He will hurt you—”
I placed my hand on Rainor’s cheek, pushing back his hair along the side of his head before resting it on the back of his neck. How I wanted to pull him down and tell the beast to go ahead and take me now—the hot flash was becoming almost too much to handle—but I had to make sure Rainor was there with me.
“You told me to push him back if I needed to. I need you to trust me. Trust that I want him as much as I want you right now. Trust that, if he is too much, I can control it. Trust that, to me, he is your wolf. He is you, and I want all of you.”
I reached up and began unbuttoning Rainor’s shirt. “What’s this?” I asked, tugging at the black cloth around his neck.
He pulled it up and over his nose. I smiled, and he relaxed further.
He wanted to prevent the beast from claiming me and, by the looks of it, was a bit worried about what I would think of it. If only he knew how much it sent chills through me.
I tugged his shirt off as soon as the last button was freed, running my hands over the contours of his muscles, feeling his skin ripple under my touch. Though I was flush from head to toe, I wanted the heat coming off him. I wanted the smoky, woodsy scent to cover me completely, so wherever I went from this point on, other shifters would know that I belonged to them and they all belonged to me. I needed my scent on him.
I pulled Rainor down to me, tugging the mask down and meeting his lips with mine. He kissed me sweetly, passionately. His tongue was gentle as he swiped along my lips, tasting me.
My hands slipped down his abdomen. I wanted to lick his abs. I wanted to lick every inch of him.
The sound of his belt pulling free was next, and Rainor smiled against my lips. “Haven’t had enough yet?”
I continued unbuttoning his pants and pushing them down. “I need you all.” I growled, and a shiver spread down his spine. It was exciting to know I affected them the same way they did me.
I took Rainor’s heavy cock in my hand as it fell free from his pants. The moment the heat of his cock touched my fingertips, need spread through me. I wiggled underneath him, grasping and tugging.
“Shit,” he breathed. His claws came out, his lip curling.
“I’m not done with Rainor,” I said, pushing the beast back mentally. His claws receded, his teeth returning to his human form. Rainor’s eyes met mine for a moment, and in them, I could see the trust that had been formed just from that interaction.
His hand slipped to the small of my back, and he lined himself up with me, not hesitating as he slowly eased himself into me. That was the only time Rainor took me slowly. With one thumb on my clit and his mouth wrapped around my nipple, Rainor fucked me until I was screaming his name.
As had happened before, black wolf fur pulsed along his skin as the beast waited his turn. I wasn’t finished, and neither was Rain. I reached up, tugging his mask in place before requesting the beast.
I wasn’t completely prepared for what happened next. I knew the beast was anything but gentle. His eyes flared red, his claws swiping out. He reached for the mask, but I grabbed his wrist, telling him no with my eyes.
He didn’t like that too much.
The beast grabbed me around the waist and flipped me up, so I was kneeling on the couch, holding on to the armrest with my ass up in the air. I didn’t have time to move, I couldn’t move, he slammed into me with a force that had the couch moving.
I cried out, gripping the armrest for support while he continued his assault. His claws bit into the flesh on my hips, small drops of hot liquid dripping down my outer thigh.
Weylin’s face came into view as he ducked down in front of me. He pushed the hair back. One assessment of me, and he placed a kiss to my cheek before walking away, saying, “So fucking perfect.”
The beast snarled, slamming into me so hard, over and over again, my pussy ached from the impact. A sharp pain formed in my lower belly, my ass cheek spread with his greedy hands, and I fucking loved every moment of it. Of him. Of me. Of us.
“Please!” I begged, the orgasm building and threatening every time his pelvis ground into mine. “Please,” I cried because I wanted it all. I wanted more, even though I swore it would break my body to take any more.
The beast snarled out his release, ramming his cock so far into me, my arms gave way, and I slipped off the end of the armrest. I would have fallen too, if not for his claws holding me in place.
His hot cum coating my insides sent me over, another orgasm clenching his cock, my pussy refusing to let him back out until I was finished.
Everything ached in a painful yet delicious way. There was commotion around me, but I kept my eyes closed as I soaked in the bliss. Something warm and wet touched my thigh, and I looked down to see Rainor, the beast still in control, licking and kissing the wounds he had caused.
A chill raced through me and I reached for him. “Rain,” I whispered. The fire in his eyes quieted, and Rainor stood, scooping me into his arms. My limbs were dead weight as he settled me there, across his lap.
Weylin walked in, wearing a pair of sweatpants and holding a cloth in his hand. Nestled in Rain’s lap, Weylin spread my legs, frowning as I winced, before he began gently cleaning me with the warm cloth.
I wasn’t embarrassed, though Weylin’s face was so close and intimate, and I was sure the cum of all three men was leaking from me. I felt sated. Rubbing my cheek into Rainor’s chest while soaking in his scent, I slowly began drifting off to sleep.
“Another wave is coming.” I heard Rainor’s deep voice rumbled against my cheek.
I could feel it. The heat slowly started up again. The ache in my bones remained from the beast, but the cramping in my lower belly was dull. I had no energy, though.
A beautiful smell had me opening my eyes. Kage walked towards us with a bowl in his hand and gave it to Weylin. “It’s nothing too fancy, but it will give you some energy for the night,” Weylin said, holding a forkful of pasta to my lips.
He didn’t have to tell me twice. I opened my mouth for him. Bite after bite, I ate everything Weylin offered. Even when he held the glass of water to my lips, I let him give it to me. My arms were beginning to feel normal, but this felt so right.
It became easier to hold my eyes open, especially when the view was Weylin’s heated gaze. From down the hall, I could hear the shower start, then Kage entered the room fully naked. Wordlessly, he scooped me up from Rainor’s lap, and no one complained.
He walked into the bathroom without closing the door behind us and got into the shower. “I would have run you a bath, but there is barely enough room for us in here.”
The tight quarters of the shower made it so, when he set me down, I had nowhere to go but to be pressed up against him. “I’m not complaining.” I could sink into the security the large man with me offered.
“Good,” he breathed. Kage turned me around, taking my hands and placing them on the wall, the hot water from the shower now cascading down my back.
He reached between my legs, and I flinched as he touched my swollen clit. The sensation was a mix of pleasure and pain. He gave a little growl before positioning himself behind me, his dick slipping inside me with shallow, slow thrusts.
At first, the soreness of the beast had me wincing against Kage, but as the cramping eased and the heat swirled, I arched my back, pushing further onto Kage. “Easy,” Kage whispered. “This is only the beginning of the peak. We don’t want to break you just yet.”
But they already had. With their touches and taste, with their scents and the caring demeanor they all had whenever a heat wave came over me. This grumpy alpha was deeper inside me than his dick went, and it felt like I was just starting to see that.
“I never knew you could be so gentle,” I goaded him, wanting him to go faster, push harder, even though my pussy was grateful for the change of pace.
Kage leaned forward, blocking the hot water. He chuckled before he spoke in my ear. “Only for you, little alpha.”