Bound to the Shadow Prince

Chapter 81

Chapter

Eighty-One

M y vision is fading, my head foggy.

Meryliese. My sister. She’s alive…and she’s here in Darkfell.

Meryliese was supposed to be the one in the tower. Instead, she perished in a shipwreck and I was sent to her fate. I don’t understand. “H-how…you’re dead?”

She folds her hands at her waist and gives me a sly look. “Am I? I don’t feel dead.” She adjusts the cuff on one of her sleeves. “The shipwreck was a good story, wasn’t it? Such a tragic tale, too. All people on board died.” She clicks her tongue. “At least, all people that didn’t have a Fellian waiting to rescue them from the open water. I bet they never found my body.”

I stare. My eyes slide shut, and I have to struggle to force them open again. My limbs are cold, and I can’t feel my fingers. I reach for her, and she neatly sidesteps in a swirl of crimson silk.

“I love that after twenty years of my life was devoted to preparing me for the tower, they sent you in the space of three days. That must have been quite shocking for poor, pampered little Candromeda. So sad.” She mock-pouts, her lower lip thrusting out. “Did you stay inside like a good little Vestalin?”

I roll onto my back, but I can’t get up from the floor. Dimly, I remember her words. Poison? Someone poisoned me? I think of the milk I drank at dinner. How Ajaxi had paused when I skipped the wine. Was it him that poisoned me? I pant, trying to pull enough air into lungs that feel like ice. “Why…”

“Why what? Why is the curse upon us?” Meryliese leans over my dying body, studying me. “You did stay inside the tower, didn’t you? What was it, at least two years now? My, my.” She chuckles. “And all that time you didn’t wonder at the weather? It was Ivornath’s idea, you know. The Golden Moon Goddess brings a wealth of angry storms to show her displeasure, but the Fellians are safe underground. It was a simple thing to visit the tower the day of the solstice and step over the threshold and quickly leave again. With the curse activated, Lios and its fleet were doomed, and Ivornath and I were cozy here inside Darkfell.” Her face falls momentarily. “At least, until Ivornath went and died on me. But not to worry, his brother Ajaxi is an absolute cretin. He’s dancing to my tune already.”

I groan in pain, unable to believe what I’m hearing. It can’t be true. Meryliese deliberately sabotaged the tower before we ever stepped inside. She and Ivornath wanted Lios to fall, wanted all this misfortune. It’s horrible to think about.

“I hear you went and fell in love with your sweet Fellian. Is that true? Nemeth is not my type, you know. I like them more ruthless and vengeful.” She chuckles and leans down, pinching my cold cheek. “Don’t worry, little sister. I’ll keep him alive. I need at least one of First House if I’m to rule Darkfell.”

I want to bat her hand away, but I can’t move. My limbs are stiffening as if I’m a corpse. My vision has faded to a blur, and I’m only dimly aware of Meryliese straightening and turning.

“You should be downstairs entertaining your brother,” she says in a sharp voice. “Where’s Nemeth?”

“I knocked him out,” Ajaxi slurs in a wine-soaked voice. There’s a crash of dishes and the sound of furniture being shoved across a floor. “He’s…real real mad.”

“He can be mad,” Meryliese says impatiently. “It won’t make her less dead. With no one left, his loyalty will be to us.” She leans over me again, a blur of dark hair and green eyes. She slaps my cheek, and I don’t even feel it. “This one is taking a long time to die. Did you give her enough poison?”

“Lots. Lots and lots.”

“Hm. Well, take her to the root cellar. Dump her body there until we can figure out a better place to store it.”

I fade out.

I dislike death intensely. It’s cold and it smells like garlic and onions. Here I’d always thought death would be peaceful, but it’s oniony and someone’s arguing nearby and it’s all very irritating. I growl, and someone reaches out and slaps my face.

This one, I feel.

“Ow,” I manage. My lips feel heavy and tingly. “Not…spose…to slap…the dead.”

“You’re not dead, fool,” comes Erynne’s acerbic voice. “Wake up.”

“Can’t,” I mumble. “Dead…just like Meryliese.”

“Yes, well, she’s not dead either,” Erynne retorts. “So quit playacting at being a corpse and wake up.”

Not…dead? Hm. Vague memories flicker through my sludge-filled brain. Of a woman dressed in scarlet who looks a bit like Erynne and a bit like me. Of Ivornath’s dead body, still marked with plague and stinking of rot. Of Nemeth at dinner.

It was the truth, but it was not all of the truth, Candra. I swear it.

“I’m not dead,” I manage, and I’m honestly surprised that I’m not. My mouth feels strangely tight and when I try to lift my head, I can’t. My neck is stiff. All of me is stiff. I can twitch a finger, but nothing else, and the realization makes me whimper. “Can’t move.”

“Stay still,” comes a kinder voice. Riza. A hand brushes my hair from my forehead. “Drink this and wait for it to pass.”

A warm vial of something bitter is pressed to my lips. I cough and sputter and some of it runs down my cheek, but I manage to drink most of it. Riza makes soothing noises and continues to stroke my hair and face. I close my eyes, drifting and dizzy.

“What if it doesn’t work?” Erynne whispers.

“I don’t even know how she’s alive,” Riza murmurs. “The cook said that they dosed her with enough to kill her twice over, yet she lives.”

“It’s our Fellian blood,” Erynne says. “That potion doesn’t work as well on us. I drank it when I got here. I was furious when it didn’t kill me. It’s because somewhere in our ancestry, someone married a Fellian. That blood is still in our veins.”

And I have more Fellian blood than most. I have Nemeth’s blood in my veins, too. Maybe that’s how I lived. Does he know what they did to me? Was he in on it? I have to think he wasn’t. He wouldn’t have given me his blood ahead of dinner if he’d known what had been planned.

What Meryliese had planned.

My bitch of a sister is alive.

“I hope that’s it,” Riza says in a low voice. “I don’t know what we’ll do if she can’t walk.”

“I can hear you,” I whisper. “I’m right here.”

“You’re not asleep, then.” Riza’s tone is brisk as she pats my shoulder. “Good. That means you’re recovering quickly.”

“Cold,” I manage. Everything feels like ice.

A warm hand takes mine and rubs my fingers. “I know,” Riza says. “Not too much longer, and when you can walk, we’ll leave the root cellar together.”

“Is…that where we are?”

“Aye. They can’t exactly dump you with the rest of the trash or the humans will rise up. So they’re waiting to dump you when no one is looking.” Riza pauses. “Or to burn you in the ovens.”

Well that’s chilling. I try to move my feet, to hurry things along. My eyes feel heavy but I can keep them open with effort. “Meryliese,” I manage. “How…”

“I had my suspicions but nothing confirmed.” Erynne hovers over me, her face blurry. “I’ve been hearing strange things for a while. People kept saying they would see me with Ivornath when I was not. Or they would catch sight of a dark-haired woman. I thought they were tales, but then Ajaxi started to call me ‘Meryliese’ in bed and I put some of it together.”

Riza makes an unpleasant sound in her throat.

Erynne just laughs. “Oh, yes. It’s as bad as you think it is, but I’m just waiting for the right moment to kill him. Never fear.” She rubs my hand harder, as if she can work her frustration into my veins to warm them. “Our bitch sister brought down Lios by activating the goddess’s curse. She thought she’d be safe here in Darkfell, but I think the goddess’s wrath has followed her under the mountains. I’ve heard some of Ajaxi’s mumblings in his sleep. He’s wanting to overthrow Ivornath and claim the throne for himself, but he’ll have to get rid of both of his brothers first, and something tells me Meryliese doesn’t want that.”

I whimper, trying to sit up. “Nemeth?—”

“Safe,” Erynne says even as she puts a hand on my shoulder. “Ajaxi has him imprisoned in the palace. I don’t know how he managed it, because Ivornath wouldn’t approve, but?—”

They don’t know? I groan, trying to force my unresponsive body to work. “Dead. Ivornath is dead.”

“He’s what?” Riza leans over me, her face full of urgency. “Tell us what you know.”

Even though my face feels numb, I tell them what I can of that dinner. Of Ajaxi sabotaging Nemeth with comments to make me angry. Of Nemeth attacking his brother. Me heading to the stairs—of course there are stairs, because Meryliese is there—only to find Ivornath’s dead body in his room and Meryliese lurking in the shadows.

Both Riza and Erynne make unhappy noises when I’m done.

“It makes sense,” Erynne says. “Ajaxi’s been getting bolder lately. He won’t let Nemeth live, though. As long as he’s alive, the throne passes to him. I know he was furious when Nemeth arrived, but at the time I thought it was because of the goddess’s curse. Now I know it’s because he wanted him to die. I have no doubt that Ajaxi didn’t send the shipment of food to the tower, expecting Nemeth to starve to death like a good, honorable prince.”

Except he didn’t, because he fell in love with a shameless, self-centered Liosian princess. I’m a little proud of myself in that moment. “He’s not with them,” I tell my sister and Riza. “We have to help him.”

“He’s safe for now. But if Ivornath is dead and Ajaxi is getting bold enough to poison Candra, we need to act quickly.” Riza’s face is full of urgency as she gazes at Erynne. “We must act soon. If he’s taking out his rivals, Second House is next.”

And that means Nemeth is in danger no matter what they say. “Then help me up,” I tell them. “Because the sooner I’m on my feet, the sooner we can take Ajaxi down.”

And the sooner I get my Nemeth back and we can talk about the secrets he’s been keeping.

It’s still hours before we’re able to leave the root cellar. No one wants to teleport me because they’re afraid that in my weakened state, it’ll kill me or harm the baby. So we wait, and then, extremities numb, I stagger between Erynne and Riza out of the root cellar and into the kitchens. From there, a human slave leads us down a twisting hall and a secret passage that takes us all the way to a storage shed. There, Second House meets us.

Plans are discussed, but the poison in my veins exhausts me, and with no Nemeth to give me his blood, I’m forced to rely on Riza to make me a potion. We’re missing some of the ingredients, so it doesn’t quite do the job I want it to, and I collapse into bed, fatigued and exhausted.

I’m missing the uprising, but I don’t have the energy to protest, much less carry a weapon. Erynne will be the figurehead they need for the humans. Which is fine, because I’m not much of a leader.

I just want Nemeth.

I’m so weak that I can’t get out of bed for what feels like forever. I’m vaguely aware of the others in Tolian’s home, of a cacophony of voices arguing over when is the best time to storm the palace. Of human voices mixed with Fellian. Of my sister Erynne speaking angrily, followed by Riza’s more measured tones.

Some hero I am. I sleep and can’t rise even to relieve myself. Someone has to come in and drag me to the nearest garderobe, because my legs are still numb and weak. The only comfort I have is that the baby in my belly bounces and dances against my bladder as if it has taken all my energy for itself.

I doze in and out of dreams of Nemeth, dreams in which I’m still in the tower. Dreams in which I’m oiling his wings as he reads his atrocious war poetry by the fire, and we’re so happy and content that it feels physically painful to wake up and find myself alone, muscles stiff and aching from my near-death.

At some point, I wake up to see Riza’s face near mine. She’s dressed in pants and a cloak, her expression worried as she presses her fingers to my brow. “You feel warm.”

“I’m fine,” I manage, even though I’m very clearly not. For the first time in what feels like days, the house is silent. Second House practically echoes with how empty it is, and something about that makes my skin prickle. “Where is everyone?”

“They’ve gone ahead,” Riza says. “Tonight is when we take over First House. Your sister will be overthrown. Ajaxi will be captured.”

“Nemeth,” I whimper, sitting upright. It takes a great deal of effort but I manage. “What of Nemeth?”

“They have instructions to leave him be. We’ve made it as clear as we can to the others that he’s not to be harmed.”

I don’t trust it. I’ve seen how incensed Erynne can be around Fellians. And if Second House wants to take over, they have to get rid of First House. What’s to stop any of them from harming Nemeth? They can say it’s an “accident” and no one will be the wiser. That something happened during the uprising. Ajaxi could decide he’s safest if he kills Nemeth before he can fall into the wrong hands.

Nemeth needs me. If nothing else, so I can shield him from the other humans. So I can warn him to be wary of his poisonous brother and my vile sister Meryliese.

So I get to my feet. Or I try to. I stumble and flop onto the floor, breathing hard.

“Princess!” Riza gasps, bending over me. “You must rest!”

I shake my head. “Nemeth needs me. We have to go find him.”

“You’re not well?—”

I manage to pull myself off the floor, clutching at her clothing. “Do you think anyone’s going to wait for me to feel better?” When she hesitates, I have my answer. “I don’t care if it takes me all day and all night to get to Nemeth, I have to. I’m the only one that can stop them if they’re determined to hurt him.”

Riza hesitates, and then purses her lips at me. “Wait here. I’ll get a cart.”