Daddy’s Little Dreamer (The Lactin Brotherhood)

Chapter 9

9

“Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God! I’m so sorry, Daddy!”

“Wha-what?” Daddy rubbed his eyes.

Shoot, now I woke him up by freaking out. He was gonna be so mad at me. “What happened?”

“I forgot to take care of you last night. I fell asleep.” I burst into tears knowing this was probably the last time I’d see him, and I really liked this daddy. Like, right on the ooey gooey verge of falling in love with him kind of liked. “Daddy you were so good to me, and I wanted to do something nice for you and I fell asleep.”

“Take care of me? What’s wrong with me?”

“Sex stuff, Daddy. Please don’t get rid of me. I can do it now.” I yanked the covers off and dove for his winky.

“Trevor, Trevor. Stop. We both fell asleep, and our relationship is about far more than sex. Yes, sex will be nice when we get to that point. Last night we were both tired. Sweet boy, please stop crying.” Daddy hugged me tight, but I couldn’t help it. I felt really bad. He did so much wonderful stuff for me yesterday and I didn’t give him anything in return.

“But-but.”

“No buts, Sweet Bee. The sun isn’t even up yet which tells me we shouldn’t be either. Please, take a deep breath and lie down for a while longer.” Daddy curled around me and hugged me tight. “There, see how nice that is?”

“Y-ya,” I sniffled and felt like such a fool.

“Sex isn’t everything and I’m sorry others treated you so poorly. You’re worth more than that. Did you have fun yesterday?”

“Yes, a lot.”

“Great. Did you sleep well?”

“Better than I usually do.”

“As your Daddy, I couldn’t ask for more. I wanted you to have fun and relax and snuggle with me.”

“Snuggle with you?”

“Yeah, Daddy loves to snuggle.” He buried his nose in my neck and his whiskers tickled. “And hear his little bee giggle.”

Wiggle, wiggle . Ohhh, Daddy was awake. Well, his winky was.

“Little Bee, you’re being naughty wiggling the way you are.”

Was I? Naughty, that is.

“Mayyybbbeeee.”

Daddy said such sweet things and now instead of offering myself in payment I wanted to play ‘cause, well, my winky was awake now, too.

“Trevor, this in no way is a form of payment. This is because we both want it, understood?”

“Yes, Daddy.” Wiggle, wiggle.

“Alright, but just something to take the edge off.”

Behind me, Daddy pulled down his sleep pants, so I hurried and did the same and heard the distinct sound of a cap opening.

“That’s slippery,” but it felt so good as his winky slid between my thighs.

“Keep your legs as tight as you can, sweetheart. You feel so perfect. Such a good boy for his daddy.” Daddy’s lubed hand wrapped around my winky, and I shivered. “Easy now. Relax, and let Daddy do all the work.”

When had I ever heard those words? Like, um, never.

Daddy’s hips thrust forward while his hand slid down my shaft. Back and forth. Up and down. I was trapped in place and never had it felt so insanely good. He wasn’t holding me down to take what he wanted. He was taking care of both of us while I was safely secured in his embrace.

“Daddy, Daddy, Daddy, Daddy.” The words came out in a mindless chant. So many feels and emotions ran through me.

“I know, baby,” he nibbled my shoulder. “I feel it too. Like I’m coming apart. You’ll put Daddy back together won’t you?”

“Yes, Daddy. Anything for you.”

And I meant it… even if it risked my heart.

Daddy’s hand went faster, and his thrusts longer. The glide between my legs was insanely hot.

“Sweet boy, tighten your legs.”

The muscles flexed and shot straight to my…

“Yes, just like that. Daddy’s ready, baby.”

“Yes daddy, yesss.” I’d been ready since we started. “Now Daddy? Now?” I wasn’t above begging.

“Yes, sweet boy. Come for Daddy.”

Daddy throbbed between my thighs, the warmth spilled over and ran down my legs and triggered my release. Daddy peppered my shoulder with tiny kisses as we came down from that fantastic high.

“Let Daddy catch his breath, then I’ll make us breakfast.”

I was perfectly content and ready to nap. That was… yeah, too late. My heart was already involved.

“We made a mess, Daddy.” It was all over me and the bed.

“Totally worth it. Let’s take a quick shower before we eat.”

Eating was one step closer to going home and I wasn’t ready to leave.

“You’re awfully quiet, Little Bee.” Daddy was drying me off. I’d kept my thoughts to myself while we showered ‘cause I didn’t want to come across as a whiny baby. Again.

“I’m okay.”

“Little boy.” Daddy tilted my chin until I faced him. “Don’t lie to your Daddy. What’s wrong?”

Ugh, he got me on that one. “This was the best weekend of my life and I don’t want it to end.” I just left off. Usually after this, it’s over and I never see or hear from them again . My texts, calls, and emails all went unanswered. Shut out. They got what they wanted, couldn’t handle the rest of what it included, and they shut me out. Like I didn’t even matter.

“Sweetheart. God help any of those men if I ever meet them.” Daddy knelt in front of me. “This isn’t a one-time weekend. We are dating, not hooking up. We are building what I hope is a lifelong relationship, Trevor.”

Daddy was getting frustrated with me. My self-esteem was crap, and I didn’t know how to fix it.

“Trevor, from the first time I saw you at the club, I was hooked. Every day a new piece of my heart belongs to you. Do you know how much I have left? How much I still control?”

“N-no.”

He held up two fingers with barely a sliver of air between them. “This much. We’re only a couple weeks into this and I’m ready to toss in the towel, scream I love you and move you in with me and that is saying a lot coming from a previously confirmed bachelor.”

Wait. Did he just say? “You-you love me?”

“I did. Did it hit me hard and fast? Absolutely. Have I said those words to another? Never. I live for your giggles and your smiling face at the end of a long day. I adored watching you run around naked, dancing to whatever song played in your head. But most of all I love you and the way you lie in my arms and nurse as your head finally goes silent and you’re able to sleep. You are it for me, Trevor. I want it all and I want it with you.”

I tackled him to the floor. I couldn’t help myself.

“Cold! Cold! Cold tile!”

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry Daddy.” I tried to help him up, but he was a heck of a lot bigger than me.

Daddy stood and pulled my naked body against his. “So now, Sweet Bee, will you take a deep breath and instead of focusing on me leaving, focus on my staying?”

“Yes, Daddy. I promise, Daddy.” I’d replay that in my head on an endless loop. “Daddy.” I wrapped my arms around his neck. “I love you, too. So, so much.”

When Daddy’s lips met mine it felt different than before. Not quick and onto the next anything. He took his time, really kissing me. It was like he tasted my lips and savored every bit of them, nipping and soothing away the sting. I was in heaven. Never had my mouth or me been so treasured.

Like I mattered.

I finally mattered to someone. It hit me like a ton of bricks when I felt it, felt it in his words and in his touch.

“Easy there.” Daddy steadied me as we pulled apart. My legs were a bit wobbly. “Let’s get dressed and eat.”

“’K.”

How easily I’d gone from unsure Trevor back to my happy, silly self. Right now, nothing could wipe the smile from my face or the happiness in my step. Daddy was for real and the stars finally let me have my wish.

“Being a grown-up sucks.”

Daddy laughed as we turned into my complex. “When it comes to times like this, I must agree. Only seeing you on the weekends is hard but at least I get to read to you each night.”

“Yeah, but I slept all night with you.”

“Well, how about next weekend I pick you up on Friday and take you home on Sunday. Then we can see how two nights and two days go. What do you say?”

“I say yes, yes, yes!”

“I’ll take that as a yes.” Daddy parked in front of my building. “Give me a kiss, sweet bee.”

“Yay! Kissing is my favorite.” Though that was the first time I ever kissed someone who smiled the whole time.

“I thought I’d find you out here.” Mom climbed out of the window to join me. “You got your wish, so what else are you asking for?”

“Not asking, thanking this time. Don’t want the stars to think I forgot my manners.”

“Never, love. Anyone who knows you knows that. I take it that it’s going well with Jayger?”

“Better than I ever imagined. I just hope I don’t mess it up.”

“I doubt that could happen. That man looks at you like you’re the only man on earth. He better treat you right, that’s all I’ve got to say.”

“He treats me like a prince, Mom. I had so many gifts waiting for me at his house. He makes sure I eat well and cooks for me. He took me to the park, and he even played with me. No one but you have ever done that.” How sad did that sound? Further proof I was a freak with no friends.

“This, plus you have your new friend, Brandon. I’d say things are finally going your way.”

“He um, he told me he loved me.”

Her eyes widened and I couldn’t tell if it was surprise or fear.

“Wow, that’s kind of fast isn’t it?”

“No clue, but I feel the same. He’s everything, Mom. Jayger doesn’t think I’m a freak, he doesn’t use me f—” How did I say the word sex to my own mother? “You know.”

“Sex. You can say the word, Trevor.”

“Yeah, sex. It’s like, he actually wants to be around me. Zoomies and all.”

Mom smiled. “That’s all I’ve ever wanted for you, and I knew you’d find him someday. I just wish you didn’t have to go through so many bad apples first. But my dear boy, you get a big fat A and a gold star for all your efforts.”

“Thanks, Mom.”