Destruction’s Desire (Broken Souls Trilogy #2)

Chapter 44

Rule forty-four: Do not say pineapple.

W e land in his room a breath later, with Sin still holding me against him. His balcony door is open, and moonlight streams into the room, illuminating the darkness.

Sin claims my mouth for another bruising kiss, only this time, he’s lost his usual control. The kiss is desperate, our teeth clashing as he walks us to his bed. He doesn’t stop until he has me on my back, lying over his blankets. He breaks our kiss to kiss a path down my neck but doesn’t stop at my collarbone. He continues lower, and I arch my back in response.

Sin’s mouth reaches my nipple, and he licks, teasing the sensitive peak. I start to pull at his hair, desperate for more, but Sin stops me. “Hands above your head, kitten. If they leave the headboard, I’m tying you up.”

More heat courses through me at his command, and I nod, resting them over my head.

Sin sucks my nipple into his mouth, eliciting a gasp from me before releasing it. “That’s my good girl. Let me use you.”

I moan, and Sin sucks on my nipple again, rolling it with his tongue until finally he bites hard. I scream, arching off the bed. My thighs clench around him even harder, the pain causing a jolt of pleasure that I feel right to my pussy.

Sin sucks the abused peak into his mouth before releasing it and placing more heated kisses along my stomach. My core tightens, desperate for his touch and needing more of him.

Once Sin reaches the spot directly over my clit, he pulls back just enough to grip my thighs, spreading me wide for him. His eyes rake over me, darkening further. “Fucking perfect.”

In one fluid motion, he bends my legs back towards me, pulling my hips up to his face. My ass leaves the ground, and I yelp at the sudden movement. But it morphs into a moan as Sin’s mouth descends onto my pussy. He licks a path from my entrance to my clit, before sucking it into his mouth. He groans, and my hands tangle into the pillowcase to stop myself from reaching for him.

I’m completely at his mercy like this. Sin devours me, sucking and teasing and drawing out more moans from me. He continues to hold me in place, feasting on me until my legs start to tremble, and I’m moments from coming undone. Only then does he release one of my thighs .

Sin’s tongue spears my slit just as he pushes two fingers inside of me. I groan, desperate for him not to stop, as Sin pumps inside of me. His fingers curl to hit my G-spot, and I feel my walls start to clamp down on his fingers just as he bites down on my clit.

I scream his name as an orgasm washes over me. My legs tremble even harder, but Sin only growls at the sound and doesn’t let up. He holds me against the bed as he continues to suck at my clit, and finger fuck me through my orgasm. I scream his name again, and Sin responds by adding another finger, stretching me further.

I moan at the stretching sensation, and Sin releases my clit, biting at my inner thigh as his hooded eyes find mine. “You’re fucking soaked. You’re taking my fingers so well. You’re such a fucking good girl.”

I whimper at his words, and Sin’s fingers fuck me harder, scissoring them inside of me as he prepares me for his cock. His gaze is heated as he watches me, pulling moan after moan from me until I’m so close to the edge again that I might combust. Once he has me screaming his name, he quickly withdraws his fingers and lowers my hips so that I’m in line with his cock.

He pauses there, the tip of his cock just grazing my center. “What do you want, kitten?”

My body is still teetering on the brink of my second orgasm, and it drives away any shyness I might have about vocalizing my desires. “You! Please, Sin. I’m yours. I’m yours.”

Sin growls, his hands tightening on my thighs as he thrusts inside of me in one fluid motion, bottoming out against me. “That’s right, you are. My kitten. My mate. Fucking mine.”

He punctuates each claim by slamming deep inside of me. A zap of electricity passes between us, lighting up every one of my nerve endings, and I gasp before Sin hooks an arm around my legs for leverage and starts fucking me at a bruising pace. His cock fills me to bursting, stretching me, and the blurring of pain and pleasure pushes me past breaking point.

I shatter against him, screaming his name over and over as Sin continues to fuck me through my orgasm, and still, he doesn’t relent. His thrusts grow even faster, and after the waves of my second orgasm pass, his fingers find my clit.

“One more, kitten. Give me one more,” he demands, rubbing fast circles against my sensitive nub.

My body reacts immediately, and I start to tighten around him, a third orgasm not far off.

“That’s it, kitten. Fuck, you feel so good,” he groans before angling my hips a little higher and hitting a spot so deep that I forget how to breathe.

He does it again and again, and my legs start shaking uncontrollably. My body is lost to him, to the pleasure as he fucks me impossibly harder. “Come for me,” he growls out and pinches my clit.

I scream his name, convulsing against him, my walls clamping down around his cock. Sin lets out a roar as he finds his own release, spilling his seed deep inside of me.

When the aftershocks of my orgasm finally pass, Sin sets me down gently, pulling me against him to kiss me soundly. Faint trickles of an electric current dance across my skin as his tongue duels with mine, and he groans, pulling me on top of him.

He breaks the kiss long enough to ask, “Okay, kitten?”

“God, yes,” I answer, my voice breathless.

His eyes darken, and I feel his chest vibrating against me as he growls at my response. The sound is equal parts pleased and possessive.

“Good. Because we’re just getting started,” he says, flipping us so I’m below him again, his already hard cock brushing against my entrance. His release drips out of me, and Sin pushes it back inside my center before slowly entering me. He fucks me slowly, each thrust grinding against my already-sensitive clit.

Sin’s mouth captures mine, and the kiss is sensuous. His tongue fucks mine at the same pace as his thrusts, staying torturously slow. I hold onto him like my life depends on it, craving the feel of his skin against mine. Only once he feels my walls starting to tighten around him does he release my mouth, pulling back enough to watch me.

“Please, Sin,” I beg. My body is coiled so tightly I might snap.

In response, Sin grips my neck, completely closing off my oxygen. “This is how it feels to be in the same room as you. I can’t fucking breathe, can’t fucking think straight, I’m so gone for you.”

He thrusts harder, and my mouth opens in a soundless moan. Sin watches me, his gaze locked in pure possessive fire. “You own my soul. My life is yours to do with as you please. You have no idea the power you wield over me. ”

My eyes are saucers, and my brain feels fuzzy from not breathing.

Sin smiles darkly as he loosens his grip, just enough that I can suck in a life-giving breath before he tightens it again.

“Two taps, kitten,” he reminds me before abandoning his slow, torturous pace and fucking me hard. He slams into me, repeatedly bringing me to the brink where my consciousness grows fuzzy before letting me breathe again.

My screams are cut off, and my body feels like it’s completely coming apart. My core tightens impossibly further, and my legs wrap around him, desperate to never stop. His pace is punishing, and my body takes it all, silently begging for more. He brings me to the edge of my orgasm again, and he reaches between our bodies, rubbing at my clit. I tremble, utterly incapable of controlling my own movements. My brain is screaming for more oxygen, and instead of giving it to me, Sin’s grip tightens. The action throws me over the edge, and just as my orgasm is about to fully consume me, Sin releases my neck.

The oxygen hits me at the same time as my orgasm, and the pleasure only intensifies as I scream his name over and over again. Each wave feels like it crashes through me with the force of a tsunami until I’m boneless and shaking beneath him.

Sin slows his pace, leaning down to kiss me. His mouth teases mine, nibbling at my lower lip. I’m passive for a moment, regaining my breath, but soon, I reach around his neck to draw him closer, deepening the kiss. We lay like that, with Sin slowly fucking me, as we kiss each other until he starts teasing my nipples.

“More?” I ask breathlessly.

Sin’s eyes rake over me, still filled with desire, as he answers, “The night isn’t over. I’m not stopping unless you use your safe word or the sun comes up.”

I inhale sharply.

“You’re mine to use. Until you decide otherwise. And I’ve only just begun to make you scream, sweetness,” Sin promises, placing a heated kiss against my neck.

I arch into his touch just as Sin pulls out of me and flips me onto my stomach.

“Hands and knees, kitten,” he orders as he pulls my hips up.

I do as he says, and Sin runs his hand down my spine, pressing at the small of my back to push my ass out.

“So fucking beautiful.” His tone is reverent, and he slips a finger inside of me, coating it with our combined juices before spreading the moisture up to my ass. His other hand massages my cheeks, and slowly, he pushes his cock into my pussy, filling me.

Sin fucks me like that for a few beats, drawing out my moans at the new position before his thumb comes to my back hole, teasing me. I push back against him, loving the sensation, and Sin growls in satisfaction, pressing his thumb past my tight ring of muscle. I stiffen at the invasion, and he spits against his thumb, adding more lubrication.

“Have you had your ass fucked before?” he asks as he continues to grind his hard length into me .

I whimper at the sensation. “N-no.”

Sin groans at my answer, and his thumb pushes in a bit deeper. “Fuck I love that. I’m going to claim your ass. It might hurt a bit at first, but soon you’ll forget the pain, and you’re going to be screaming for more.”

His other hand wraps around me to play with my clit, and I moan, the pressure from his thumb combined with his cock making me feel completely full. But before I can revel in the feeling, he slowly pulls out his thumb, spitting on my ass, before replacing it with two fingers. These go in with less resistance, and soon, I’m pushing back against him, trying to get more of him, needing him to fill me more.

Sin pulls out of my pussy, and his fingers play with my clit and slide inside of me. But I don’t have time to protest at the loss of him because, in my next breath, his cock presses against my back hole, slowly filling me.

I gasp as he stretches me even further, and when I jerk at the slight pinch, Sin pulls back a bit and then pushes in again. His fingers in my pussy curl to hit my G-spot, and I pant at the feeling of my ass being so completely filled.

Sin continues his slow invasion until he’s fully seated inside of my ass. Releasing a satisfied groan, he stays there for a moment, letting me get used to him. My body trembles, craving more and needing him to move.

I decide to test the sensation, leaning forward so that he slips out of my ass a fraction before pushing back against him, letting him fill me completely again. I let out a moan at the sensation, and Sin matches it, his hand gripping my thigh.

“I have to take this slow. You need to get used to me, or it’s going to hurt,” he grits out.

I respond by rolling my hips so I can feel him move inside of me again.

Sin’s fingers dig into my thigh, and he pulls his fingers out of my pussy, causing me to whimper.

“I’m trying to be gentle, but so help me; if you do that, I’m going to fuck your ass into oblivion,” Sin growls.

My blood heats at his threat, and my body tightens, desperate for him to make good on it. I arch back into him, taking him even deeper inside of me.

“Fuck, I’m going to love ruining you,” Sin groans before his fingers plunge back into my pussy, and he pulls out of my ass, only to thrust back inside of me.

I scream.

The pressure of my ass being stretched around him blends with pleasure, and I can’t tell if I’m screaming from pain or pleasure. He does it again, and I scream again, a deep heat unfurling inside of my core. Sin’s free hand wraps around my hair, and he uses it as leverage as he starts slamming his cock into my ass repeatedly. He picks up the pace, and the sounds he pulls out of me become animalistic as I get lost to the primal pleasure.

“Fuck, yes, kitten. You’re taking me so well,” Sin praises as his thrusts hit a bruising pace.

“Your pussy, your ass, and your body, they’re mine to claim. Your pleasure is mine to take. Understood?” he growls out .

I don’t answer him, and Sin pulls his hand from my pussy to slap my ass hard.

“Who owns your pleasure?” he demands, slapping my ass again.

“Yours! It’s all yours, Sin,” I scream.

The sharp sting of his slap drives me further to my orgasm, and my legs start to shake beneath me.

“That’s right, kitten. Fucking, Mine.”

My legs tremble even harder, and Sin slaps my pussy, just as he drives into me. The action sets me over the edge, and my arms and legs give out as the orgasm sweeps through me. Sin releases my hair to hold up my hips as he continues to pound into me again and again until finally letting out a loud groan as he comes inside my ass.

He collapses on top of me but still manages to hold his weight so he doesn’t crush me. We lay there, panting, until finally, Sin slowly pulls out of my ass, eliciting a low moan from me.

Sin chuckles, rolling to his side and pulling my back flush against him. His warmth envelops me, and he nuzzles against the top of my hair, whispering soothing words that cause more electricity to dance across my skin. “You are my universe now. I don’t deserve you, but I don’t care. You’re still mine.”

Only once my breathing slows to normal does Sin stand, lifting me into his arms and walking us into his bathroom. He sets me down on the vanity before going to the shower and turning on the water.

I stay seated, content to watch him. I’m not sure my legs could hold me right now, even if I tried to stand. My heart thumps painfully in my chest as Sin tests the water and turns back to me, his gaze adoring. I swallow at the emotions building inside of me, and Sin is gentle as he lifts me off the vanity and walks us into the shower.

He stands with me cradled in his arms, the hot water pouring over us. Sin’s eyes never leave mine, and he watches me like he’s trying to peer into my very soul. The words I want to say to him get stuck in my throat.

I’m his, and he’s mine, eternally. While I don’t know the full repercussions of what that means, I have absolutely no regrets. A warm feeling hums within me, and it’s answered by more of the electric current that trickles between Sin’s body and mine.

I open my mouth to ask Sin what the energy is, only to watch as threads of my own silvery energy reach out to him, gliding along his skin. The wisps crackle as they tangle with the electric pulses, and I can’t look away, watching them dance together.

“It’s our souls knitting themselves together,” Sin says, answering my question before I even ask it.

“It’s beautiful,” I whisper, feeling their static warmth as the combined threads settle against me, whispering against my skin.

“There is no longer a day where our souls exist alone. Nothing, no magic, no realm, not even death, can separate us. We will always find each other.” Sin’s whisper is reverent, and he gives me a soft kiss.

He washes me with a tenderness I’ve never experienced before. With each of his touches, more pulses of the electric energy of our souls dance across my skin. After he’s completely cleaned me, Sin reaches for the soap again to wash himself, but I take it from him, determined to give him the same intimacy.

Almost immediately, he grows hard again at my touch, his erection pressing against my stomach. When it’s time to clean his lower half, I kneel before him and look up at him through my lashes. His eyes darken at the sight, and he reaches for the top wall of the shower, gripping it tightly. Sin mutters curses under his breath, growing harder with every touch.

Once he’s rinsed off, he reaches to pull me back up, but instead of complying, I take him into my mouth.

“Fuck, kitten,” Sin groans.

I respond by taking him deeper, only stopping when he hits the back of my throat. When I feel him shudder, I do it again. Sin’s hands come to my hair as he starts thrusting, angling my head so he can slide down my throat. I moan against him, and he groans at the vibrations, picking up his pace. He fucks my throat raw until he comes, spilling down my throat.

“You are so fucking stunning,” he growls, hooking his hands under my hips and lifting me so my back is pressed against the tile wall. My pussy is level with his face in this position, and he devours me, making me come against his tongue.

Once he has my thighs trembling and clamping against his face, he slides me down the shower wall, wrapping my legs around him, and thrusts inside of me. I have no strength left to hold onto him, but he keeps me pinned there, fucking me at a punishing pace as if trying to quench an insatiable need. His movements are uncontrolled as he pushes us over the edge and into oblivion.

By the time he’s toweled me off and placed me back in his bed, I’m too exhausted to keep my eyes open, and drift off to sleep.

He wakes me three more times through the night.

The first, I awaken to his face between my thighs, sucking at my clit as his fingers rub up at my G-spot. He doesn’t stop until I come and then holds me, whispering that he will never have enough of me as I fall back into a dreamless sleep.

The second time, I wake on top of him, my stomach flush against his as he lifts my hips to drive himself inside of me. When my eyes flutter open, I moan, sitting up to straddle him.

Sin’s hands release my hips as he murmurs, “That’s it, kitten, ride my cock until you come. I want to watch you take what’s yours.”

I bounce on his cock, my eyes widening at the new angle, and Sin takes my hand, bringing it to my pussy. “Touch yourself. Take your pleasure.”

My fingers swirl around my clit, and I grind my hips against him. Only when Sin feels my body start to tremble, do his hands come back to my hips, as he takes over thrusting, fucking me hard until we both go over the edge together, screaming.

Finally, as a hint of the sun’s golden rays start to peek over the horizon, I wake to Sin’s cock buried in my ass. I’m spooned into him, and Sin’s hands are wrapped around me, with one hand teasing my nipple and the other circling my clit .

He draws out my low moans, only picking up the pace when I turn to claim his mouth for a scorching kiss. Then, his thrusts become punishing as his fingers slip inside my pussy, and he makes me scream his name repeatedly until I come on his cock. My orgasm triggers Sin’s, and he bites my neck as he comes inside of me.

I have vague moments of semi-lucidity when Sin carries me back to the shower and cleans us again before we curl back into bed.

I’m too tired to move or speak. But despite the exhaustion, as Sin’s warmth envelops me and I fade away into oblivion yet again, I only have one thought.

I’ve never felt more cherished.