Chapter Five
Doriena’s flesh was a heady mix of salty sweetness. Bakac glanced around the room, giddily, trying to decide where to start, when he spied an odd looking contraption. It took his mind a while to figure it out, especially since his thought processes were slowly but surely turning to mush in the sexual haze surrounding him, but it was definitely worth the wait. Where the hell had Alex come up with that ?
It would do nicely.
Alex looked like he might start ripping clothes off any second now. He kissed Doriena like this was truly their only weekend together, his growls and snarls as loud as Doriena’s heavy breathing and whimpers. He totally dominated her, his bigger body almost enveloping her in his need to get closer, to get inside her.
Bakac grinned and shook his head. Alex was really getting into this.
“Alex.” His voice sounded too husky. He could never remember being this excited about tying a woman up. When Alex looked at him, annoyance flashing in his eyes, Bakac jerked his head in the direction of the apparatus in question.
* * *
When Alex saw where Bakac wanted to go, he picked Doriena up, urging her legs around his hips, and carried her to an apparatus guaranteed to push her limits and, in turn, maximize her pleasure, a modified weight bench he had adjusted especially for this occasion. He ground his cock into her as he sat her down, letting her know without words what he wanted from her. Well, part of what he wanted. Truth be known, he wanted everything from her. He was just afraid to let her know. She deserved much better than either himself or Bakac.
She deserved someone like their father.
But damn him, he couldn’t deny himself this one week’s end. She was determined to go through with this, and he was just human enough to let her.
He laid her on the slightly inclined surface and, before securing her hands, buried his face between her legs and inhaled. By the Universe, he had to have her. Now. Yesterday.
Gripping two of the ragged holes in her outfit at the thighs, he ripped the scant material from her body. The fiery pelt at her sex beckoned him like nothing ever had. He wanted to devour her, to dip his head once again and not come up until he had drained every ounce of passion from her body. She whimpered but he couldn’t take his eyes off her pussy.
“Eat me, Alex,” Doriena cried. When she threaded her fingers in his hair, it was enough to snap him out of the sexual haze. Yes, he wanted to fuck the shit out of her, but not yet.
Not yet.
“Her hands.” He managed to raise his head and growl an order at Bakac, who was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed over his massive chest. The smirk on his face was the final dash of ice water to bring him back to reality. He stood. “The wrist restraints are on the wall. Fasten her in.”
Doriena’s chest heaved and the grin on her face was positively giddy. She was enjoying the hell out of this. That wasn’t supposed to happen. Was it?
Alex watched in fascination as Doriena stretched her arms for Bakac. Her body lay before him, perfect in every way. Muscles bunched and flexed as she made herself comfortable, her eyes never leaving Alex’s. She didn’t hesitate when Bakac spread her legs, secured straps just above her knees and tied her. Doriena lay there, spread out for both men. Ready to be fucked.
And she smiled.
Damn .
She might have been tied, but Doriena looked anything but helpless. It would be impossible for such a powerful body to look helpless. She wasn’t bulky, like a man, but sleek and powerful. Like a cat, or the pet tarae their mother had. He wanted to see all that power unleashed in one explosive orgasm.
As he stood there, looking down at Doriena, he had the sudden urge to chuckle, which didn’t at all fit his mood. He shook his head slightly and reached for the feeling, to see where it came from, but the feeling was gone before he could grasp it.
“Are you going to fuck me, or stand there?” Even bound and spread out at his mercy, she still had a smart mouth on her. He thought briefly about gagging her, but that wouldn’t be in her best interests.
“Before we begin…” Alex went to a nearby storage unit to retrieve something for Doriena, “…we need to establish a couple of things.” He turned around, and Doriena’s eyes widened when she saw what he held. A little, brown, very worn out teddy bear. “We need to establish a safe word.”
“Buggly Bear? You kept him all this time?” Finally! He’d succeeded in focusing her on a memory from a long time ago. If anything would bring her to her senses, this surely would. He hoped this would remind her exactly what he was capable of. He ignored her question as if it meant nothing to him. As if she was just like the woman she’d seen him with several years ago.
“If we begin something you are uncomfortable with, you need only say ‘Buggly Bear,’ and we’ll stop. It’s your safe word.”
He could feel a flash of hurt from her, then confusion, but neither emotion stayed with him long. He simply couldn’t tell how she felt beyond the brief encounters when her emotions were high.
“Are you sure you want to continue?” Alex kept his voice as calm and neutral as he could, yet somewhere deep inside him was confusion and anger at her reaction. Again, just as briefly as the emotion came, it was gone.
“Why?” Her voice was small and she didn’t look nearly as confident as she had a few moments ago. “Why are you doing this?”
“Because you have to know the kinds of things I want. Did you think that just because a few years had passed, I’d have changed? If you can’t give me what I want, I suggest you save us both the pain and aggravation and tell me now.”
“You’re a bastard, Alex.” Her voice was a bit shaky, and he suspected she was near tears, but she held back. Her fists were clenched, and the muscles in her arms and abdomen stood out in stark relief under the delicately freckled cream of her skin. “If you don’t want me, say so. I’m sure Bakac will be happy to keep me for himself.”
Bakac ! He had been so intent on scaring Doriena into admitting she wasn’t ready for this, he had been oblivious to the other man’s presence. Turning to face him now, Alex had never seen the man look so furious.
“I saw her memory, Alex. You deliberately made her remember something that terrified her. Besides that, I never knew you were such a sick bakkara .”
Alex couldn’t disagree with him. Even though the woman at the time had asked -- begged -- for what he did to her, the memory was disturbing. She had been very into pain and had asked to be flogged, had asked to bleed under his lashes. He had complied, but it wasn’t something he had ever done again or had ever wanted to do. Bondage and spankings were one thing. Hard core BDSM was something else.
The problem was, Doriena had accidentally walked in on the worst of it at the tender age of thirteen. Even before she had seen the mess he’d made, she had an anxious look on her face. She had been clutching the bear Alex himself had clutched as a child. When she saw what he was doing, she had backed away, a look of horror on her face. She had dropped the bear and run out of the room. Unfortunately, she had also run away from him, both literally and figuratively. He hadn’t seen her for weeks after that and when he finally cornered her one evening in her own bedroom, she hadn’t spoken to him nor did she accept Buggly Bear from him. It was almost a year before she did speak to him, and their relationship had never been the same. They had managed to establish an uneasy peace after that, but neither had spoken of that incident in the six years since it had happened.
“It wasn’t me, Bakac. You’ve been in situations where women wanted something you didn’t.”
“I’m not talking about what you did back then. I’m talking about you dredging up a memory like that for her. You’re just trying to make yourself feel better. Forcing her to make the decision about whether or not you get to fuck her. It’s an act of a coward!” Bakac shoved Alex from his place standing between Doriena’s legs. “I never thought of you as a coward, Alex. Besides, she’s made her decision or she wouldn’t be here, and you’re a damned fool for making her doubt her decision.”
The other man dismissed Alex then. His attention focused totally on Doriena. She looked at him with need, a need for him to take her demons away.
Bakac petted her tense thighs, and gradually, her breathing settled and her face relaxed. She no longer looked upset but he’d be damned if he knew what she actually felt.
“Don’t worry, my lovely,” Bakac soothed. “I can still take you on a journey into forbidden passion.” He dipped his head to Doriena’s cunt and made one long swipe. She tensed again, but this time in anticipation.
Alex watched, fascinated. He knew he had no right to stay, but he couldn’t make himself leave. The growing sexual desire within Doriena called to him as nothing else could. She was his soul’s mate. He couldn’t leave her. Not now.
Not ever.
* * *
Doriena was hurt and confused by Alex’s strong desire to be rid of her. She couldn’t believe he had made her relive that incident on this day of all days. This was supposed to be a special time. Yes, she knew from the beginning he would try to push her away, but she had never guessed he’d wanted it that much. Perhaps he truly didn’t want her.
Bakac’s soothing touches, however, were a balm to her bruised feelings. He looked at her like she was the only woman in the world, like he found her beautiful and always would. When he licked her pussy with one hot, wet stroke of his tongue, she resolved to put Alex out of her mind. If he didn’t want to share his life with her, so be it.
But the more Bakac worked her, the more she saw how her wetness coated his mouth and chin when he stopped to look at her with a heated gaze, the more she wanted to include Alex. Perhaps it was her link with him as her soul’s mate. It just didn’t seem right.
She turned her head slightly and looked at Alex. At first, he was intent on Bakac and what he was doing to her pussy, but it wasn’t long before she caught Alex’s attention. She licked her lips.
“Are you sure you don’t want to help, Alex? Are you so intent on scaring me away that you won’t be here to help me through this?”
“You have Bakac,” he said dryly, looking to the other man, who was again feasting on her cunt. “Why would you need me?”
“Because you’re my rock, Alex. Even when things became strained between us, you were still there for me, and I still looked up to you. I needed you, even if it was just to pick a fight with you. I needed to know you’d always be there. I still need it.”
She felt him hesitate, then reach for her with everything in his being. He took a step, two, then knelt and fused his mouth to hers.
“‘Bout damned time.” Bakac lifted his head long enough to mutter the words before settling into her cunt in earnest.
Had she not been bombarded with not only her own lust filled emotions, but the lust filled emotions of the two men, Doriena would have laughed out loud. As it was, she tried to reach out to Alex, only to be reminded abruptly that she was restrained effectively. She knew she couldn’t move, but she pulled with her arms all the same.
“Alex,” she panted when he left her mouth to suck and nibble at her jaw and neck, “get me out of this so I can touch you.” She glanced between her legs. “Both of you.”
Alex ignored her and continued to torment her flesh. When he reached the opening at her cleavage, he simply tucked his fingers under the material and ripped. Her nipples, now exposed to his gaze and the cool air, hardened in response. She wasn’t sure which had the greater power over her.
When he sucked one nipple into his mouth, she cried out as she arched her back, thrusting her chest into him. Bakac still sucked and lapped her clit and pussy, and the sensations were almost overwhelming. Two men whom she loved beyond reason pleasured her beyond reason.
Love.
Yes, she’d always loved Alex, but Bakac was another matter entirely. He seemed to take their attraction in stride, but despite her attraction for him, she had never thought of her feelings as love. Was it possible to love him as deeply as she loved Alex?
When Bakac stood and straddled the bench, aiming his cock at her pussy, she knew the question would have to wait for later. She was about to lose her mind.
A vein stood out at Bakac’s temple, a testament to his own passion. His face was flushed, and sweat made his body glisten. She was awestruck at the sheer power of this man’s body. She had always known he was strong, but the man was absolutely massive. He made her feel tiny in comparison, fragile. His skin was a dark golden hue, like warm caramel. Muscles bunched and rippled under his skin with each movement, and his powerful thighs settled against her bound ones.
His cock was long and wide, nestled in dark curls, and she watched in fascination as it came closer and closer to her cunt.
“Watch as he enters you, Doriena.” Alex had moved from her breasts and now knelt by her head, speaking softly into her ear. “I’m sure this will be the first of many times tonight, but always remember this first time. This is the time he claims you.”
She did watch, hypnotized. He stretched her and it burned erotically. Oddly, the slight pain enhanced the pleasure the two had been building. Slowly, with agonizingly careful strokes, Bakac worked himself inside her until his balls rested on her ass.
He paused, and Doriena took a deep breath of anticipation.
Alex turned her face toward him and delved into her mouth fiercely with his tongue at the same time Bakac started to stroke. It was as if the two men were connected somehow. The more aggressively Alex kissed her, the harder Bakac pounded her cunt, each thrust jarring her body so that she wondered how she was able to continue kissing Alex.
With a growl, Alex stood and thrust his own cock at her mouth. She opened eagerly, taking the plump head into her mouth and running her tongue around the silky skin. Again, she tried to reach for him -- a move of instinct to grasp his cock in her hand as she sucked him -- but, again, her movement was cut short. She would have let out a frustrated screech if her mouth hadn’t been full.
Bakac’s deep grunts mingled with Alex’s as both men fucked her from opposite ends. Nothing in her existence could have prepared her for the pure sensation flowing through her. She could feel the pleasure and excitement building in each man, and it fed her own lust to unbelievable levels.
Bakac rammed into her with one powerful surge after another, his hips meeting her flesh with sharp slaps of skin on skin. Alex’s thrusts, at first shallow, became increasingly deep, and she almost gagged a time or two before he backed off, but knowing he was so out of control thrilled her beyond belief.
All three of them were panting hard. Doriena’s breasts bounced with each thrust of both men. She pulled fiercely at the bonds at her wrists, trying to brace herself as best she could. Almost overwhelmed by the combined need, she reached blindly for her own release, but with the tilt of her pelvis, Bakac’s position perpendicular to her outstretched body didn’t allow enough friction on her clit.
Which, no doubt, was what the two of them planned. Neither of them did anything without a plan.
“That’s it, my beauty.” Alex’s voice was hoarse, gravelly. “Suck my cock like you want it.” His fist in her hair tightened, and she knew he was going to come. She braced herself for the hot jet of his seed, but at the last moment he pulled out and the sticky, milky-white fluid spurted over her breasts and neck. Two more thrusts and a shout through clenched teeth, and Bakac pulled out of her needy cunt and shot his own load over her belly.
Both men were breathing hard. Goddamn ! She needed to come worse than she needed to breathe. She was trembling all over, her muscles ached from being clenched so tightly, but she’d be damned if she could relax.
“Please don’t tell me you’re going to leave me like this.” She hated sounding like she was begging, but well, that was exactly what she was doing.
“For the moment.” Bakac grinned. “But don’t worry. I promise that before this evening is over, you’ll be more satisfied than any woman has a right to be.”
“I still don’t see why you guys got to come and I didn’t,” she grumbled.
“Frustration is good for the orgasm,” Alex chuckled.
“Now I know why you tied me up. You were afraid I’d kill you.”
Bakac knelt and gave her a searing, open-mouthed kiss. “Trust me, A’Tal , my angel. I won’t leave you dissatisfied for long.”
She did trust him. She trusted him on the battlefield, and in the bedroom, err, playroom. He wouldn’t let her down. She had always known that about him, but he was proving it to her in everything he did. It was because of him Alex was trying to come around to her way of thinking. It was because of him she was even alive to enjoy this exquisite frustration.
It was Alex she was worried about. He was trying, but even now, she could feel him trying to distance himself from her. She refused to let him.
“What’s next?”
Bakac laughed out loud. “Impatient wench. I like that.”
“Hell yes, I’m impatient! I want Alex’s cock buried in my cunt. I want more of your lovely cock. By the Universe, I want to come , damn it!”
“Hmmm.” Bakac was trying to sound playful, but she felt the underlying worry inside him. They had to keep Alex focused. “I think that can be arranged. At least, we might be able to let you come. What do you think, Alex?”
The other man stood there, where he had spent himself, still staring at Doriena’s come-covered breasts. Glancing up at Bakac, he brought himself out of whatever thoughts haunted him and looked around the room. “Yeah,” Alex breathed, “I have an idea.”
Both men worked to free Doriena, and she massaged her wrists as soon as she was free. Her thighs ached from being spread open so long, and she had bruises around her wrists where she had pulled against her bonds, but she didn’t really care.
Alex headed across the room, and she reached for Bakac when he knelt to pick her up. Normally she would have refused such treatment, but she wasn’t sure her legs would hold her at the moment. Besides, he had already carried her once. It wouldn’t hurt to let him do it again.
When he stopped beside something that looked like a huge swing hanging from the ceiling, Doriena just looked at him. “You’ve got to be joking.”
“I never joke.” Bakac set her on her feet and turned her away from him.
“Yes, you do. What are you doing?” He had pulled her arms behind her back and was tying them there. He was careful to wrap her wrists in a soft, padded material before binding them.
“You didn’t think we were going to leave you loose, did you?”
“I just don’t see why you have to keep me tied up. I want to touch you guys, too.”
Bakac spun her back around to face him. “Later. Right now, it’s time for you to surrender control of your body to us.”
“Somehow, I knew you were going to say that.”
Bakac lifted her by the waist and set her in the swing. Her ass slid snugly into the meshy material. Once again, Bakac spread her legs. This time, he snapped her ankles into cuffs attached to two of the chains holding the swing suspended.
She was exposed. Totally at their mercy. She loved it! It was an extremely vulnerable position. And it got her hot just waiting to see what they would do next.
Alex returned with something wrapped with a towel, his cock already beginning to harden. He devoured her with his eyes. The more helpless she was, the better he liked it. Doriena could see it in his beautiful face.
“Nice job, Bakac.”
“Just fuck her, Alex. I want to see her come apart. Then --” he gripped his own cock and stroked, almost absentmindedly, “ -- I want to fuck her again.”
Alex walked around the swing, trailing a finger over Doriena’s skin as he went. He stopped beside her and knelt until his face was mere inches from hers.
“Do you want to continue?”
“Without question.” Her voice was husky with need. If her lust had died down during Bakac’s preparation, it was back with a vengeance. “Please, Alex. Don’t fight what’s meant to be. I love you. I always have. I always will.”
An expression came across Alex’s face Doriena hadn’t seen in a very long time. He used to look at her like that, when she was a kid. Only now, along with an unconditional, tender love, there was a lust so hot she was afraid she’d go up in flames on the spot. He didn’t say another word -- he simply situated himself on a stool that put him between her legs.
* * *
Alex had been going about everything with mindless lust. He didn’t want to think about it. He didn’t want to think that he might not be good enough for her. He still wasn’t sure he could ever be what she deserved, but knowing she loved him made it a little easier. Perhaps that was why she had two soul’s mates. Perhaps where one of them was lacking, the other would be strong.
As he sat and reached for an adjustable butt plug and a tube of lubricant, he caught a whiff of the musky smell from her cunt. Unable to resist, he dipped his head between her spread legs and took a slow lick from cunt to clit. Goddamn, that’s good ! He sucked each lip into his mouth briefly, then her clit. Then he simply buried his face in her pussy, his nose occasionally brushing her clit.
Doriena squirmed and arched her back, using the straps where her feet were propped as support. When he inserted a finger, then two, inside her, she threw her head back and screamed. She moved her pelvis as much as her bonds allowed, and Alex found himself wondering what she’d be like unbound and free to do as she wished. Would she pull his head into her cunt more firmly? Would she pull his hair, urging him above her and inside her moist heat? Would she scratch and claw his back like a tarae in a mating frenzy?
All of the above, most likely.
When he noticed Bakac above Doriena’s head, kneading her breasts and murmuring softly to her, he remembered he had something he needed to do. As always, there was a method to his every movement. Alex immediately ceased his drinking from her pussy and found the butt plug and the lube. Greasing the wedge-shaped instrument liberally, he set it aside and coated two of his fingers.
Carefully, slowly, he rimmed her anus. She cried out in surprise and sat up as much as she could to watch his movements.
“Do you want to watch, A’Tal ?” Bakac licked the shell of her ear as he made eye contact with Alex.
She nodded, and Alex had the distinct feeling it was all she was capable of at the moment. While he continued to rim her ass, Bakac went to a nearby console and retrieved the mini viewer and camera. After testing the viewer and placing the camera at an angle that provided the best advantage, he placed the glasses-like viewer on Doriena’s face and adjusted the camera one last time. The tiny projection gave her a bird’s eye view of what Alex was doing to her.
“Do you like to watch, Doriena?” Alex asked as he stretched her ass with his two fingers, working her open with slow gentleness. He wanted to simply plunge himself into her and be done with it, but hurting her like that wasn’t something he could even conceive of.
Again, she nodded as she lay back fully within the swing. Bakac went back to her breasts, sucking and licking each peak, under each globe, before pushing them together and taking both nipples into his mouth. Besides the extra stimulation from Bakac, Alex made a show of examining the butt plug to make sure it was lubed well. Her breaths came in shallow, rapid gasps, and Alex smiled wolfishly at her as he placed the wedge-shaped object at the entrance to her ass.
“Take a deep breath,” Alex said. “I want you to push against me gently and it will slip inside you easier. Once it’s inside, we can adjust it.”
* * *
“Okay.” Doriena bore down slightly when she felt the tip of it push into her. As it eased past her opening, there was a small amount of pain, but more than anything, she was more excited than she’d ever been in her life. She could see the image in Alex’s head of the three of them in an erotic embrace and knew this was a necessary step toward achieving that goal. Her ass was virgin. He was simply ensuring she could accept them.
Alex wasn’t as ruthless as he’d have her believe. She doubted he would have done any different had she been any woman. She was beginning to understand that the women he’d been with over the years, even the woman he’d lashed bloody, knew exactly what they were getting into. Some of them probably even begged for it.
With the combination of Bakac at her tits and Alex pushing the butt plug up her ass, she knew she was definitely close to begging.
It took a couple of stops and starts, but he finally got the plug in with a minimal amount of pain. She felt full, stretched, but not uncomfortably so.
“By the Universe,” she managed to breathe out. “Alex, I need to come. Please.”
He made one final adjustment to the plug and stood. She could see the rectangular base flat against her cheeks in the mini viewer, and she watched it move when she contracted her muscles. By the Universe, that was hot ! Bakac stopped his assault on her breasts and moved to Alex’s side and looked down at her.
“Tied.” Bakac looked at her like she was the sexiest woman he’d ever seen. “Covered in come, with a butt plug up her ass to ready her for my dick. I’ve never seen anything like it, Alex. Her lovely face is sweaty and flushed, her muscles stark in her tension…” He trailed off.
“Yeah, sexual frustration is becoming on her.”
“You’re right, Alex.” Bakac knelt and swiped her clit once with his tongue. “Guess she’ll have to wait for that orgasm.”
Doriena was certain they heard her frustrated scream halfway down the mountain.