Chapter 34
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
“FOUND A HOME” BY AG, NILU
LUNA
After that, Susan leaves, giving us one last day of freedom before the hell of the next few weeks starts.
We spend it resting, and just enjoying being in each other’s company.
Chase unhappily accepts that we can’t have a chef prepare our meals, but the food they do serve us is delicious and healthy, something he begrudgingly admits.
Soon it’s nighttime, but I’m too amped up to sleep. My brain just won’t shut down.
“Stop twitching,” Blade rumbles from behind me. He won the game of rock, paper, scissors to get to sleep in the bed with me for tonight.
“I can’t help it,” I grumble with a sigh, moving again, and the arm he has clamped around me tightens. “I can’t get to sleep. My brain is too busy.”
His arm shifts, his large palm sliding up my bare leg, sending tingles racing across my skin, and my cheeks heat.
He can’t mean what his actions suggest, we’re in the hospital for Christ’s sake.
Then I remember the other times we’ve been here, during my treatment, and realize he doesn’t give a shit.
“Let’s switch your focus,” he purrs in my ear, and my mouth parts as his hand dives underneath my panties, his fingers finding my clit and gliding easily over it. He makes a satisfied noise against the skin of my neck. “Always so ready for your brother to fuck you.”
My lips part on a protest as he removes his hand, but then he’s pulling the fabric from me and off my legs, then lifting my thigh to rest it back over his hip.
“Blade,” I moan when I feel the large pierced tip of him nudge my entrance, the breath punched out of my lungs when he thrusts hard and deep.
“That’s it, take all of me in this tight pussy that belongs to me,” he orders in my ear, his hips already moving and sending lightning racing up and down my spine.
Fuck. This position feels so fucking good, his piercing hitting all the right spots as I become immediately wetter for him.
“See, such a dirty little thing for your brother, desperate for his cock.”
The sound of movement in front of me has my closed eyes blinking open to find Thorn there, naked and stroking his hand up and down his cock, which glistens with what I can only assume is lube.
“You brought lube?” I question, gasping when Blade gives another deep thrust.
“Never leave the house without it,” Thorn says with a smirk, the light of the moon highlighting his face like he’s some kind of night fae come to ravage his human lover.
“Now, sharing is caring, brother, and I want in on that pussy.” The bed dips in front of me as Thorn gets in, pulling the blankets back.
“Damn, that really is a beautiful sight, seeing you stretched around my brother’s thick cock. ”
Gods, these boys and their dirty talk. How’s a girl meant to function when faced with that?
Blade stops thrusting as Thorn lies down in front of me, shuffling close.
“Hi,” I whisper, his lips tilting up into his beautiful smile.
“Hey, pretty stepsis. You gonna open up and let me in too like my good little sister?”
“Fuck, Thorn,” Blade rasps behind me, and I agree. His words make fire flash through my veins.
Thorn reaches over and takes my leg off Blade, wrapping it high on his waist as he holds his dick against my already full entrance. My hand reaches out and grabs onto his shoulder as he starts to push inside me, alongside his brother.
“Breathe, baby,” Thorn coaches, and I take a gasping inhale as he goes deeper, stretching me so good the burn just makes it feel better.
Blade’s hand snakes between us, his fingers finding my slippery clit and playing with it, pleasure rolling through me and letting Thorn in deeper.
“You’re doing so well, taking both your brothers like our perfect little sister. ”
With a masculine groan, Thorn bottoms out, and they remain still, letting me adjust to the both of them. Blade’s fingers dance over my bud, which sends tendrils of pleasure spiralling all over me until I feel like I’m made from the galaxies themselves.
When I start to writhe, they begin to move, finding a rhythm that leaves me gasping and moaning. God, it feels so incredible to be between them, to have both of them worshipping me like this.
“You are so fucking beautiful,” Blade rumbles in my ear, kissing and sucking on my neck. “Feel so fucking good wrapped around us like this.”
I can’t speak, can’t even think, and can barely breathe while they build me higher. My eyelids flutter closed, and I just let myself feel their love, let the pleasure roll over me and take away any worries or concerns for what tomorrow will bring.
“Surely she can take one more?” Chase’s deep voice comes from the end of the bed, and I open my eyes to find him standing there, naked like Thorn, his hand slicking lube up his shaft.
I swallow, feeling the sores in my mouth and cursing them because I want Chase there, want to taste him.
He must see something on my face as the others slow their movements, a wicked grin tugging his lips up in the moonlight.
“Not in your mouth, baby. Blade, prep her ass.” Then Chase throws something on the bed near Blade.
I moan when Blade pulls out, his fingers disappearing from my clit as Chase climbs on the bed and shuffles up my straightened leg until he’s poised over me, his cock nudging my already full pussy.
He doesn’t give me any warning, just holds my gaze as he forces himself alongside Thorn. “Fuck, baby,” he rasps, gliding in and out of me. To be fair, Blade had already stretched me out, I guess, but it’s still a snug fit, and I’m not sure I’ll be able to take Blade in my ass too.
But fuck if I don’t want to try.
My body has been full of restrictions. I can’t do this or that because of what’s going on.
There is something liberating about taking back control and playing, pushing myself to see if I can take more than I think.
After all, I’ve gone through so much that I wasn’t sure I’d be able to handle.
I suppose that’s the silver lining of this disease.
It’s shown me what I am truly capable of enduring.
“Oh god,” I gasp when Blade’s finger slides inside my ass, spreading lube and pumping in and out before he quickly pushes a second digit inside.
“Shit, I can feel them both,” he moans, his hand moving quickly as he finger fucks my ass. It sends sparks flying across every nerve, my breaths panted as Thorn and Chase move too. God, I don’t know how I’ll even breathe when they’re all inside me. “I need inside you too, Goldilocks.”
He removes his fingers, the others pausing as the head of his cock pushes against the tight ring of muscle.
“Keep breathing, baby,” Thorn encourages as Blade breaches my entrance and starts to slowly push inside me.
“It’s too much,” I whine, my nails digging into Thorn’s skin so deep I feel them pierce it, droplets of blood beading around them.
“You can do it, Star,” Chase encourages, his fingers finding my clit and rubbing it, distracting me from the fucking burn happening as Blade pushes inside my body alongside his brothers. “You’re such a good little sister for us.”
“Fucking hell, she’s so tight right now, strangling my dick,” Blade hisses, pushing his hips the final few inches until he’s fully seated.
I cry out, part pleasure and part pain, but I don’t want to stop. This feels like it’s going to alter my very being, change me completely and utterly into something new. Something made just for them.
“Shhh, baby. We don’t want the nurses to hear,” Thorn instructs me, and my eyes fly open.
“Y–you didn’t l–lock the door,” I stammer, because Chase is still teasing and toying with my clit.
“Nope, so someone might come in at any moment.” Thorn grins, and then they all groan as I clench around them.
I should hate the idea of being discovered, especially as they all know that we’re step siblings even if they suspect we are something more too.
“Dirty girl, you like the idea of someone walking in on us, seeing us fucking our sister, don’t you? ”
“Yes,” I admit in a husky whisper, and I have to bite my lips when Blade begins to move, sliding his thick length in and out of me.
That seems to be the cue for his brothers to move as well, all of them finding a rhythm that leaves me reeling. All I can do is hold on, trying to remember how to breathe as Thorne instructed me, the pleasure so consuming nothing else exists.
Not the cancer. Not the hospital. Not even Richard and what he’s done.
All there is right now is us, in this moment, connected in the most primal and ancient way.
Pleasure spirals through me until I am a being made for it, each cell and atom lighting up like the night sky full of stars.
Then they pick up speed, and I’m hurtling off the end of the world into pure ecstasy, Thorn’s mouth slamming against mine to hold in my cries as I come. And come. And fucking come. Everything is heightened with my release, the sounds of their bodies slapping into mine obscene, but they don’t stop.
They keep fucking me hard and fast, Chase’s fingers not letting up on my clit as one orgasm rolls into another. Then Blade is stilling behind me, thrusting deep inside my ass as he fills me with his climax, his lips pressed against my neck.
Thorn follows next, groaning into my mouth as he comes, his hips giving shallow but deep thrusts as he fills my pussy. Chase isn’t far behind, his fingers finally stopping their exquisite torture on my clit as he too fills my pussy alongside his brother with his cum.
They stay inside me for a moment, all of us panting and covered in sweat.
Blade is the first to leave my body, making me gasp when he pulls out, Chase and Thorn following soon after.
Blade gets off the bed, Chase falling into his spot as Thorn continues to hold me, pressing sweet kisses on my lips while murmuring praise against them.
“You are so fucking perfect,” he tells me, my chest heaving as my entire body tingles. “So beautiful, so amazing.”
Blade returns with a damp cloth, gently cleaning up the mess between my thighs, and I huff a laugh.
“I think it might take more than that.” I chuckle, and he gives me a grin.
“Well, it’s a start. Thorn can help you wash while Chase and I change the sheets,” he says, and my flushed cheeks burn, my nose wrinkling when I realise the huge wet patch I’m now lying in.
“How are you going to explain it?” I ask as he moves away, and Thorn sits up, helping me up too.
“Tell them that we took care of you,” Blade answers, completely deadpan, and my eyes bug out.
“Don’t you fucking dare!” I scold, but he just gives me that devastating smile of his as Thorn scoops me into his arms and takes me into the bathroom.
Bastards.
Iwake up the next morning, deliciously warm as two bodies sandwich me between them. Just as I’m blinking my eyes open, the door opens and Susan peeks in.
“Good morning, campers,” she greets, not batting an eyelid at finding me in bed with two of my brothers, all of us practically naked. “I’ll let you get ready, and then it’s time to start the first treatment, okay?”
“Sure,” I reply, my heart giving a thud inside my chest. Blade tightens his arms that are wrapped around me, Thorn stroking hair back from my face and turning me to face him.
“It’ll all be okay, Goldie. We’re here and aren’t going anywhere,” he assures me, his emerald eyes boring into mine with an intensity that doesn’t allow for any other truth but his.
Giving him a nod, because I’m still too nervous to focus on more than the next step, they help me get out of bed and get dressed.
“Have a few sips, Star,” Chase says, handing me some of the protein shake he brought with us. I’m grateful, because I don’t think I could manage much more. I do as he says, taking a couple of sips before the door opens again and Susan strides in with my first treatment.
“Right, this is the BCNU, the Carmustine. You may feel a bit nauseous and have a metallic taste in your mouth, plus flushing of the skin. Ready?” Susan asks, and again, I nod, because I’m so not fucking ready.
I lie on the bed, Blade sliding in beside me as Susan hooks it all up.
Pretty quickly, I start to feel a warmth spreading through my veins, and I purse my lips as the taste of pennies fills my mouth.
“You okay, baby? You’ve gone pale,” Chase asks from the chair next to the bed, and I look at him, swallowing.
“Yeah, just a yucky taste and a bit hot, but nothing too bad.”
“Well, you just ring the bell if anything gets worse. I’ll be back in a couple of hours,” Susan tells me, giving me a reassuring smile before leaving the room.
“What do you call a bear with no teeth?” Thorn asks, and I turn to look at him, my lips already twitching upwards because I know this is going to be terrible.
“I don’t know,” I say, and he gives me that cheeky, boyish grin of his that makes my heart flutter.
“A gummy bear!” I can’t stop the giggle-groan that falls from my lips, but it just makes Thorn grin wider.
“Dude! That was truly fucking awful,” Blade grumbles from beside me, but I can hear the smile in his voice.
“But it made our pretty sister smile, so I’ll keep ‘em coming,” Thorn argues, his gaze locked on me.
“What did the volcano say to the mountain?” I ask, and he comes closer, perching on the end of the bed.
“I don’t know. What did the volcano say to the mountain?”
“I lava you.” My voice comes out a little breathy, the words pushing past the lump in my throat. I honestly don’t know what I’d do without Thorn and his terrible jokes, or Blade and his steady strength, or Chase and his quiet way of taking care of everything.
Thorn’s face softens, his chest rising and falling with a slow breath.
“I lava you too, Moonbeam.”