F : I’m here, Eden. I haven’t left. I just let you talk nonsense for a while. Did you get it out of your system?
Eden : I think of getting out of here.
F : You could go to college, be a writer. Isn’t that your dream?
Eden : Don’t be silly. People like me don’t get to ‘be’ anything.
F : People like you? What are you? Have you ever seen anyone like you?
Eden : I have literally seen no one, remember? But I have watched a few movies. And read a lot of books. I pretty much can read any book I want, and I haven’t met anyone like me in them either.
F : So what are you?
Eden : I am nothing. Worthless.
F : What makes you say that?
Eden : Father—Dad—told me. That I am a product of my mother, who was stupid and worthless, and I am too.
F : You know that’s probably a lie.
Eden : It feels true. I was raised on that.
F : It’s probably a lie.
Eden : I can’t leave him.
F : Isaiah ?
Eden : Father. I can’t leave Father.
F : You would run away if you could.
Eden : That’s also not true, I can’t. I tried it today, and I almost died. I got as far as the highway, and I would have died there if it hadn’t been for Isaiah. Then he told me he loved me and I wished I had died.
F :Father?
Eden : Yeah, fat chance. No, not Father. Isaiah. Isaiah told me he loved me, and I just… panicked. I can’t believe I have done all… this. I can’t believe I let things go so far with him. He is forbidden. Getting out of my room is forbidden, getting out of the house is a major sin. I knew I would be condemned, yet I still did it. And I not only got out, but I saw a boy. I spoke to a boy.
F : I know you did.
Eden : What else do you know?
F : Whatever you tell me.
Eden : Well, I sinned. SO MUCH.
F : Why can’t you say the actual words?
Eden : I kissed him.
F : You did. You are irredeemable, according to your father.
F : Are you crying? If you are, stop crying. You did this to yourself.
Eden : And Isaiah doesn’t know it’s a sin, he… You should have seen his face, he was so confused when I told him. And now, he will be expecting me to… To keep doing it. I just can’t see any way out of this mess. It would have been my rightful punishment if I had died on that highway. I should have died. Father would have been relieved .
F : You’re in deep trouble as it is, but if your father even suspects that you have been sneaking out, you’re done for. Will you finally stop now?
Eden : I’m done. I am so done.
F : Good. Don’t go back to the woods, Eden.
Eden : I won’t.
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