Confession: I still write to Solomon. I write emails and letters to him, which I never send. But it’s a compulsion, almost like I’m addicted to calling him ‘Father’. I have actively stopped thinking about him by that name, but… it still resurfaces. I need to get it out of my system. Like a catharsis. I wonder if I’ll ever stop.
Writing to you, my sisters, is the only thing that helps so far.
Except you haven’t gotten an email from me yet.