Faith : It’s gotten bad again, Isaiah.
Faith : I don’t know what to do.
Faith : I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be bothering you with this.
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Isaiah : NO! Don’t EVER delete your messages to me, Faith.
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Isaiah : Are you there, Faith?
Isaiah : Please don’t ever delete your texts.
Isaiah : Please don’t stop sending them.
Isaiah : Faith?
Faith : This is inappropriate.
Isaiah : Like hell it is.
Isaiah : Talk to me. Please.
Faith : I’ll ask her if it’s ok first.
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Faith : She said not to bother you.
Isaiah : I want to be bothered. Also, it’s been two hours, wth?
Faith : Aren’t you busy with tour stuff anyway?
Isaiah : I am. I have an assistant just carry my phone around when I’m on stage or rehearsing, checking it every thirty seconds.
Faith : Are you kidding?
Isaiah : I am not.
Faith : Ok, I’ll ask her again.
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Faith : She said it’s ok to talk to you about whatever I want, as long as I don’t tell her what we said afterwards .
Isaiah : Well, what do you want to talk about?
Faith : Eden.
Faith : Also, when are you going to collab with Weston Spencer in a music video?
Isaiah : What.
Faith : Sorry, got derailed.
Faith : It got bad with Eden for a few days. She had a bad episode and it took a while to peter out.
Isaiah : Can you talk about what the trigger was?
Faith : Manuela was using hair dye. Eden smelled it and it just… It took her straight back, Isaiah. It was scary. I didn’t know what to do, she was completely frozen.
Isaiah : I know how it is. I’ve seen her like that a few times.
Faith : Yeah. Well, I hadn’t.
Faith : She’s better now. She sometimes needs to be alone in her room, but Pooh goes in there with her.
Isaiah : That’s good.
Faith : Manu and I usually stand outside her door, bugging her until she lets us in. We text her and each other instead of talking.
Isaiah : Why
Faith : Just to annoy her, I guess.
Isaiah : Nice
Isaiah : Is she applying to any colleges?
Faith : Did you know she has already taken her SATs?
Isaiah : What ?
Faith : Yeah, Dad arranged it. He got her tutors and she studied very hard. She aced every single exam, got a brilliant score.
Isaiah : Of course she did.
Isaiah : She’ll have her pick of schools, I’m sure.
Faith : Her extracurriculars list is empty. Well, except for your letter of recommendation, of course.
Faith : She is not giving up, though. She says she will fight.
Faith : But it breaks my heart to see how much she is struggling.
Isaiah : You text me whenever that happens, and I’ll be there for you, since she won’t allow me to be there for her.
Faith : I don’t want your heart broken as well.
Isaiah : You know what’s happened to my heart, Fee.
Faith : I just… I don’t want you to be in pain because of what is happening to her.
Isaiah : I’m always in pain. You learn to live with it.
Isaiah : You’ll see.
Faith : …
Isaiah : I gotta go. Talk to you soon, ok?
Isaiah : It goes without saying that you have free tickets for any or all of my shows. Just tell me when. All three of you.
Faith : Ha! All three of us… Right.
Faith : The way you sang Saint Hope last night in the livestream lowkey broke me, Zay. You don’t… You aren’t still hoping, are you?
Isaiah : You should know by now that I am profoundly stupid.
Faith : What kind of an answer is that? What does it mean?
Isaiah : It means that the day I stop hoping is the day I am no longer alive.