74. Holden
Chapter 74
Holden
I stand, scooping Thea up into my arms. She asked me why I feel the need to use her. She’s on the verge of passing out now, but that doesn’t stop me from answering. “You need to be in control, but you like the wildness. The freeing feeling of being out of control. You like being used and defiled. I like being the one doing those things to you. There’s nothing wrong with that, Thea. It’s only wrong when you don’t get to choose it.”
I kiss her cheek. “You chose me already. You just need to be reminded why.”
“Bro-ken. Broke. Me.” She slurs. “Sc-scared.” A tear leaks out of her eye.
“I know, Rey. I’m gonna help you.”
I walk her out of the maze and around the house, bypassing the party. I’m done with the mandatory fun. I showed my face and escorted the daughter they forced on me. I’d still be in there suffering if I hadn’t seen Thea entering the flower garden. My nosy little trouble maker couldn’t help but walk into the dark maze alone. I knew she was looking for a distraction from the party.
Plenty of people have gone into the maze tonight, without incident, but some stupid fuckers saw it as an opportunity to go after her. They were hunting her, just like I was, but were stupid enough not to wear a mask. Now, Finn and I will hunt them.
I tuck Thea into the passenger seat of my car. Her wrists are still bound. She’s out cold. I don’t need the bindings, but I leave them in place, because I love the way they look. I drive to my parent’s place, because it’s closer than going back to campus. Now that I finally have her, I can’t wait. I’m not worried about my parents or Hayden seeing me. I simply slip my jacket over Thea’s wrists and carry her upstairs to my room.
I strip her, letting my fingers linger as each stretch of skin comes into view. They stall on the scars on her chest. I plan to find out where they’re from. I finish undressing her and remove my clothes before climbing onto the bed with her. She looks so beautiful, stretched out on the black silk sheets. I breathe out a happy sigh as I press my lips to hers. It doesn’t matter that she can’t kiss me back. Just feeling her mouth against mine is one of the best feelings in the world. Gripping her chin, I pry her mouth open, slipping my tongue inside, darting it in and out, before sucking on hers. She tastes like the champagne from the party.
My cock twitches and thickens. I drag my hand from her face, teasing her nipple between my fingers before replacing them with my mouth. I continue my exploration of her body with my hands and mouth, finally making it to her legs. I torture myself, making sure I kiss every inch of her before pushing her thighs apart, revealing her pretty pink pussy.
“Fuck, Rey.” I groan. “So pretty.” I swipe my tongue through her folds. “So sweet.” I flick my tongue against her clit. “We need to decorate this. Soon.” I lick and suck her pussy, adding a finger. “I’m gonna take such good care of you. I promise.” I add another finger, sliding them in and out and twisting them, reaching for her G-spot. She’s unconscious, but that’s no reason to take shortcuts. Thea loves to cum and I love making her cum.
“There we are. You’re getting wet for me now.” I glance up at her. “Is the drug wearing off? I gave you less than I would have before, because you’re thinner than you were.” I pump my fingers faster. “But you still won’t realize what’s happening. This will all feel like a dream.”
I pull my fingers out, licking them clean, before rolling on top of her, my hard cock between her legs. I grind my hips, then pull back, letting my length slide against her, the crown bumping against her clit.
I slip her bound arms over my neck, and reach between us to guide myself inside her. My piercings drag against her walls as I push inside her. “Thea.” I groan when our hips are flush together. “So damn good.” Taking a few practice thrusts, I tell her, “It’s been too damn long. You’re not leaving this bed until I’ve fucked every hole.”
I pull out and slam in. “Maybe not even then.” My hips kick up, faster. When she groans, I drag my gaze away from the sight of her cunt taking my cock. Her face contorts. She’s coming to. That thought makes me harder. “The minute you open your eyes and realize what I’m doing, I’m putting you back out.” I suck on her bottom lip before dragging my teeth across her jaw and down to her neck, sucking and licking the spot between her collarbone and shoulder.
Grabbing the tie, I pull her arms from around my neck and pin them to the bed above her head. Her eyes open, unfocused. I do what I said. My hand goes to her throat and I squeeze. I feel her throat constrict and her body jerk as I strip her oxygen away.
She squirms, trying to get away. I grip harder, her eyes rolling back in her head. She’s close to passing out again. “That’s it.” I grunt, driving into her harder and faster. The force of my thrusts slams the bed against the wall. “That’s it. Fuck, yes, Rey.” My strokes get sloppy. “Gonna fill you up.”
I tighten my grip on her wrist and neck. Her eyes widen and I can see the question there. Her body goes slack. I loosen my grip, burying my face in her neck. My cock jerks as I press deep inside her. “Love you.” I groan. “Because I love you.”
Thea’s scowling as she walks up to me in the class. I bite back a smile. I know why she’s mad. She woke up in her bed at the dorm covered in cum like I said she would. I ignore her obvious irritation, knowing she’ll speak when she’s ready.
“I hope you got enough spank bank material to live off of, because the next time you come near me, I’m slicing your dick off.”
Without looking up from my phone, I say, “You don’t really want to do that.”
“Oh, I do. Going to jail will be worth it so you can never hurt me again.”
I tilt my head, taking in the almost manic in her eyes. Okay. Maybe she does want to hurt someone. But it’s not me. “I didn’t hurt you Thea.”
“You drugged me and-”
She shakes her head, and I fill in the rest, because I know the details are probably hazy. “I took you to my parent’s house and laid you on my bed. I kissed and licked your beautiful body, your juicy cunt, and I fucked you hard and deep.” I smile at her. “You woke up, briefly, and I wrapped my hand around your throat, and squeezed until you passed out again. You made me cum so hard.”
“You-.” Her mouth opens and closes.
“What are you struggling with, Thea?”
“You used me without my permission.”
Is that what’s wrong? “I told you what I was going to do when I caught you. I told you again in the maze. You never told me I couldn’t use your body whenever and however I wanted. That means I have your permission.”
“I told you we weren’t doing that again.”
“And I told you that you’re not breaking up with me.”
She sputters, finally getting out, “You can’t force me to be with you, Holden.” I get to my feet when she tries to walk away, and spin her, pressing her face against the nearest desk. “Let go!”
“I will after you answer one question.”
“Fuck you.” She jerks her body, trying to knock me back.
“Happy to, but first, tell me why you think you’re broken.”
She trembles beneath me “Wh-what?”
“Right before you passed out, you said you were broken. Why did you say that?” I kick her legs wider and step between them. “Who told you that you’re broken? Was it the people in that place? Is that why you think you shouldn’t play our games anymore?”
“Let go of me. I just can’t. I don’t- I don’t like it rough anymore. It was a phase and I’m over it.” Her voice is strained. “Get off of me, Holden. Get. Off!”
“You remember how good it felt, don’t you? How much you loved being my prey? The way your cunt molds itself to my cock and drains me dry after you fight to get away?”
She resumes her efforts trying to knock me off.
“I do.” I breathe out a sigh. “I want to take you right here and prove it to you, even though the other students will be here any second now. There’s no one else that will ever make me this feral, Thea. No one that I crave like this. No one I need as desperately as I need you.”
I work my hand under the waistband of her jeans, slipping a finger inside of her. “I’ve been bankrupting businesses for you.”
She croaks, “What?”
“That’s right. The ones tied to Zeta Nu families. They refused to tell Finn who attacked you on Mayhem Night, so I’ve been bankrupting companies trying to force them to talk, and Finn’s torturing everyone he can get his hands on. We tied Eloise to a tree to give her a taste of the fear and helplessness you’ve experienced because of her.”
I work my finger in and out. Her walls clench, trying to draw them back in. “That’s what it means to be mine, Thea. That’s why we’re not over.” I pull my fingers out and wrap my hand around her jaw, forcing her head back. Shoving my fingers into her mouth, I demand, “Suck!”
I ram them further in her mouth until she gags, then drag them across her tongue, forcing her to swallow. “You’re not over it Thea. Your mind’s conflicted and you’re scared of something. I promise I’ll be the only thing you fear again. I’ll make you love being my dirty little whore again.”
I step away and help her straighten. She turns staring at me, a wild look in her eyes, as I take my seat. With a satisfying hum, I suck the rest of her taste off my fingers.