CHAPTER 5
CAMI
A z prowled toward me with predatory grace, his eyes a beautiful blend of violet and obsidian flames. “If I fuck her, I won’t stop,” he said, his words for Ajax.
“Then taste her,” Ajax whispered.
“I want you to fuck her first,” Az countered, some of his dominance bleeding through as he glanced back at Ajax. “Then I’ll lick her clean while you fuck me.”
Ajax’s eyebrow quirked upward. “Haven’t you delayed your gratification for long enough?”
He growled.
Ajax growled back. “I’ll use her pussy to lubricate my cock. But then I’m fucking you. There’s no going back now.” He moved around Az and crawled over me, his dark eyes glittering with wicked intent.
Bracing one hand against my head, he used his other to stroke his cock before bringing it to my hot center. A hiss escaped him at the contact, his muscles flexing as he drew himself down to my entrance.
Ajax didn’t wait.
He slammed into me with a force that had my back bowing off the bed, a scream leaving my lips on impulse.
Somewhere behind him, Az chuckled, clearly enjoying the show. “I look forward to you doing that to me,” he murmured.
Ajax’s eyes widened a fraction, then smoldered as he came crashing over me to claim my mouth. I gasped against his intrusion, shocked and overwhelmed by his tongue claiming me in time with his cock.
The bed dipped as Az joined us, his large form lounging beside us. I couldn’t see him, only feel him. Just like I knew he was stroking himself, too.
Being connected to these men allowed me to feel their pleasure. Their yearning. Their intentions.
My Hell Fae Warden.
My Hell Fae Commander.
Even… my Hell Fae Prince, a soft voice whispered.
Mmm, thinking about me, little angel? a masculine tone whispered back.
No, I lied, arching up into Ajax.
Thinking about what it’ll feel like to take my cock? Wondering how I’ll measure up to our dear Warden?
Fae, I breathed. How do you know what he’s doing?
Because I can feel it, he replied. How that piercing is hitting you deep inside and setting your body on fire. How Ajax’s mouth is claiming yours. How his palm is molded to your breast. I can sense it all, Cami. Every bite of passion. Every pulse of warmth. Every thrust.
I shuddered, losing myself to his words and Ajax’s rhythm.
Only then it all stopped as he pulled out of me, his mouth leaving me as well.
I blinked, confused, then found him kneeling over me while looking at Az. “You need to fuck her.”
“I can’t.”
“You can. I’ll be there to ground you. Shove your power at me, but take our mate. She needs this, and so do you.”
Fae, he was right. I really did need to feel Az’s fierce energy, his strength, his feral claim. “Please,” I added, looking at my Phoenix Shifter mate. “I’m done waiting. Take me. Teach me. Fuck me .”
“Fires, Cami…” Az rolled toward me, his palm finding my face as he pulled me in for a kiss. “Your penchant for topping from the bottom is going to undo me.” He glanced at Ajax. “Both of you…” He trailed off and shook his head, then reclaimed my mouth with a passion I felt to my very soul.
Ajax slid off of me, allowing Az room to claim me with his body. His Phoenixfire blazed across his skin as he settled between my thighs, but he didn’t enter me the way I’d anticipated. Instead, he devoured me with his tongue, all while leaving his cock against my heat. I felt branded. Claimed. Yet empty. Needing. Wanting .
“Az,” I panted.
“Shh,” he hushed me. “I’ve given you enough control, little warrior. Time for you to remember who I am. Time for you to learn .” He nipped my lower lip, then kissed a path to my ear and down to my neck.
I arched for him, loving his lips on me. Every part of me was alive beneath him, indulging?—
I gasped as he sank his teeth into my skin, biting my pulse with enough force to draw blood.
Ajax hissed.
Az chuckled. “She’s mine, too.” He laved the wound on my neck and rolled in a way to see Ajax. “Want it? Come get it.”
Ajax growled and practically dove over us to claim Az’s mouth. Az’s chest rumbled against mine as Ajax angled Az’s head to the side for a more thorough kiss, all while the two males aligned their bodies over me.
Az’s cock pulsed against my heat, his abs flexing as Ajax did something between them. Then they both growled as their bodies joined .
I couldn’t see it from my angle, but I felt Ajax’s intrusion, his rough entry making Az tense. But the pain was quickly chased away by Ajax gentling their kiss, a hint of some unbidden emotion warming our mutual bonds.
They stopped kissing and stared at one another, their faces so close to my own.
More of that warmth passed between them, then Az gave the subtlest of nods, and Ajax began to move.
Electricity shot through our connection, causing me to arch with them, my body alight from within with renewed sensations.
It was like Melek and Lucifer all over again, yet even hotter now because Az and Ajax were fucking on top of me.
Az kissed Ajax once more, their tongues whispering secrets I longed to hear.
I must have whimpered because Az shifted his attention to me, and suddenly their secrets became mine, too. Because he kissed me with the same passion, same intention , as he’d just kissed Ajax.
I could taste them both, their masculine flavors an addiction I was growing to love. More, I thought. Give me more.
Az smiled. “Still trying to top from the bottom, hmm?” He pressed himself against me. “Ajax? A hand?”
I gazed up at them, curious as to what he meant, when Ajax reached between us and guided Az to my entrance. “Fuck her hard, Commander.”
“I’m only indulging that demand because I want to,” he replied as he thrust into me.
I grabbed his shoulders in response, his intrusion so different from Ajax’s, and yet equally as perfect.
My Midnight Fae mate was thick, his piercing placed to create the most exquisite form of pleasure.
But Az was longer, leaner, and pulsating with power . I could feel his penetration all the way to my soul, his movements almost otherworldly in nature, like I could sense him claiming every ounce of my being.
I moaned against his mouth, his name a chant in my mind.
He set a harsh pace, causing my head to spin. I was lost to him, his prowess, his need.
Ajax’s lust blended with Az’s to create a euphoric aura, one I dove headfirst into as the three of us moved in unison.
It was erotic.
Intensely beautiful.
Utterly divine.
I’d never experienced anything like it, and from what I could feel from Az and Ajax, they agreed.
Hands roamed.
Az tracing my body. Tweaking my nipples. Rubbing away the pain.
I explored him in kind, my palms moving along his muscular shoulders and arms, then the upper part of his torso, before trekking down his sides to find Ajax below.
He had a tight hold of Az’s hips, his body slamming against the other man while Az fucked me.
Fae… I loved this. I wanted to do this again and again, and I told Az that with my mouth.
This is just the beginning, he promised me, his voice a mental caress that shot a fresh wave of heat through my veins.
Because this man— fae— was mine. As was Ajax.
And Melek.
I love that you’re thinking about me while on the verge of coming, Cami, the male replied.
I ignored him and focused on the men actually in the room with me.
Only, Melek didn’t leave. He kept whispering to me, taunting me about his ribbons, telling me how good I was for taking Az so deep, whispering dark thoughts about what it would be like if I were in the middle and being penetrated on both sides.
Add a third to your mouth, and you’ll be stuffed full of cock , he went on, causing me to moan against Az’s lips.
I clung to him, my insides pulsing with thunderous need. I felt consumed. Alive. Like a queen.
Because even though Ajax was inside Az, his eyes were on me—something I felt more than saw. Az was utterly focused on my mouth. And Melek was still whispering dirty words into my mind.
I was the center of their world.
Their goddess.
Their mate .
Az bit my lip, hard enough to bleed, causing my eyes to spring open. “I’m inside you right now, Camillia. Focus on my cock. The way I’m fucking you. The way I am making you feel.”
I gasped as he surged forward, his hands gripping my hips so hard I was certain he would leave bruises behind.
“My Phoenix is possessive, little warrior,” he added, thrusting harshly into me again. “We want your undivided attention while we fuck you. So tell Melek to fuck off.”
There was a chuckle in my mind belonging to the fae in question. I’ll stop distracting you, little angel, he whispered. I don’t mind simply listening and feeling through you.
Az growled, the sound vibrating my chest and teasing my nipples.
Nipples he reached up and grabbed to twist.
I yelped, then moaned as he shifted down to lave the tips with his tongue. Ajax moved with him, pulling out of him as Az started crawling down my body.
My insides wept at the loss of fullness, hands going to Az’s hair in an effort to stop him.
“I’m not fucking you again until I have all of your attention,” Az said, a hint of censure in his tone. “Good girls get fucked. Bad girls get edged.”
“ Az .”
“Oh, I have your attention now?” he taunted, his mouth near my belly. “Hmm, let’s see if I can become your world.” He roughly grabbed my thighs, forcing them to widen even more to accommodate his shoulders. Then he pressed his lips to my mound before kissing a path lower.
Only, he didn’t touch my clit.
No, he went around it, focusing on every other inch of me instead.
When his tongue speared my opening, I whimpered, needing more. Needing him . His cock. His presence. His heat .
I cursed his name, my fingers still locked in his hair. He caught my wrist when I tried to yank him upward, his grip forcing me to release him. “Hold her down for me,” he said to Ajax.
I glared at the Midnight Fae. “Don’t you dare.”
He studied me for a moment, like he was debating listening to me. But then he shrugged. “I didn’t hear a safe word.”
I gasped as he took hold of my wrists and moved them over my head into the pillows.
“Now behave and let Az edge you,” he said, his mouth hovering over mine. “He doesn’t like being ignored.”
“I wasn’t?—”
Ajax silenced me with his lips, his kiss brutally thorough and making me forget my own name.
Only for Az to remind me of it as he said, “Focus, Cami. I’m the one with my tongue near your clit. It’s my hands you feel on your thighs. My teeth aching to bite .”
My eyes widened at that last part, suddenly terrified that he might actually?—
I screamed as his mouth closed around my sensitive bud, the heat of his sensual kiss going straight to my throbbing core.
Please don’t bite me, I thought at him.
Mmm, he hummed back. I might.
An exotic mix of arousal and terror blended inside me, creating the most intoxicating delirium of pleasure and pain.
I had no idea I could feel both scared and turned on at the same time.
But beneath it all was a layer of trust.
Az wouldn’t hurt me without purpose. He’d make it good. Make me enjoy every ounce of whatever he had to give. Oh, and he proved that now by licking me deeply while inserting a finger into me at the same time. It wasn’t enough, just a tease of the pressure I missed below, but it held me captive beneath him.
“Play with her tits,” he demanded.
Ajax smiled against my mouth. “I knew you couldn’t yield for long.”
“I’ll still let you finish in my ass.”
“Good.” Ajax pressed a kiss to my cheek, winked at me, and slid down to take hold of one of my nipples. I arched into him, panting as both men played my body to the best of their abilities.
I was so close to falling apart.
So close to exploding.
My thighs tensed, my breathing coming fast, their names on the tip of my tongue.
Just for it all to stop.
My eyes flew open as I glared down my body at the two men who had both ceased their movements. One stared at me from a breast, the other from between my thighs. “You don’t have permission to come yet,” Az told me.
“ What ?”
“I told you, baby. Bad girls get edged.” His mouth sealed around my clit as he bit down, doing exactly what I feared and causing my back to bow off the bed. Because fuck, that hurt.
Ohhh, but the sensation after… the way his tongue chased away the pain…
I blinked, so confused by the varying sensations. Lost to Az’s sensual touch. His mouth. His hands. Already, I was climbing again, nearly reaching the stars.
Only to crash right back down again. “ Az .”
“Hmm, I almost believe I have your focus now,” he taunted, his palms on my thighs. “Does that mean you’re ready to behave?”
I growled. “I’m ready to kill you.”
He grinned, then slapped me between the legs, drawing a scream from me that sounded suspiciously like his name. A curse was about to follow when his mouth returned to my center and Ajax took hold of my breasts once more.
On and on it went, the two of them torturing me to the brink of insanity, then letting me fall back down only to draw me back up again.
Tears filled my eyes, the pain nearly becoming too much. “Please, Az,” I begged him. “Fae, please let me come…”
He didn’t.
Because of course he didn’t.
I pushed up from the bed, knocking Ajax from my breasts and freeing my wrists, and grabbed Az. “ Fuck me. ”
“No.”
I growled.
He returned the sound and flattened me on the bed in the next moment. “You’re mine.”
“Prove it,” I countered.
He smiled. “Finish inside me, Ajax. Make sure Cami feels it.”
I gasped. “You’re being cruel.”
“No, little warrior. I’m teaching . You wanted to know how I fuck, and this is how I fuck.” His lower half moved against mine as Ajax entered him, the two men joining intimately while Az held my gaze.
“I will consume you inside and out,” he said, his voice holding a lethal edge to it. “Every inhale will include my scent. Every thought will end with my name. Every prayer will be whispered to me, for me.”
“ Fuck ,” Ajax breathed, nearly causing me to glance up at him.
But Az filled my view, his gaze blazing with barely restrained violence. “And you will consume me in exactly the same way. I expect mutual appreciation. Mutual obsession . So if you want me to fuck you, you’d better be ready to commit .”
I swallowed, utterly lost to this feral fae on top of me.
Ajax was fucking him, which I knew had to feel good for them both, but Az’s attention was solely on me despite his throbbing cock between us.
“Are you ready to bow, little warrior?” he asked. “Are you ready to fully submit? Because I’ll dominate you in ways you’ve never experienced before. I’ll take you to new heights. But I need your body, heart, and mind to do it.”
“You have me,” I vowed, unable to think about anything other than what he was promising. “Please accept me.”
“Oh, Camillia,” he whispered, his gaze falling to my lips. “I more than accept. I fucking love you.” His mouth claimed mine before I could even begin to reply to that.
And in the next moment, he was there, filling me, fucking me, and twisting his hips in a way that stroked my abused clit.
I was climbing in seconds, my body so fucking primed, so fucking his , that I could do nothing but hold on to his shoulders and try to match his brutal pace.
His tongue held me captive, his hands on my hips a brand. All I could do was feel, exist, and be with him in this moment.
No thoughts mattered.
Breathing was a former expectation.
My heart beat a rhythm that was all for Az.
And my body bent to his will as he used me, filled me, fucked me.
In seconds, I was coming undone, and this time he let me. This time… I flew . Right over the cliff. Sailing into a cloud of nonexistence. Panting. Dying. Screaming. Crying. Shaking .
It was all so powerfully intense, my orgasm never seeming to end.
All this light.
Exploding.
Filling me with heat.
So much power .
Az existed everywhere. In my blood. My mind. My soul.
He was power personified, his ash-like scent filling me with eternal embers. We were bound. Tied together. Forever mated.
My spirit burned up in excitement, embracing his Phoenix with a fiery kiss that I felt blaze through every inch of my being.
It was… incredible.
Hot.
So undeniably passionate.
He roared in response, his own pleasure seeming to mingle with mine in a searing hot wave of madness. I melted. Reveled in the burn. Indulged in his unique sun-like rays.
So much power, I marveled, feeling it whirling through me, bolstering my soul, and filling some part of me I didn’t fully understand.
I was content.
Full.
Drunk on his essence.
By the time I opened my eyes, I was… reborn. A new being. Still me, but utterly complete in the best way.
And staring up into a pair of wondrous purple-black eyes. “You’re glittering,” Az whispered.
My lips curled. “You mean glowing?” It was a cheesy line, but after that mind-blowing experience, I’d allow it.
“No, I mean glittering .”
Ajax appeared over Az’s shoulder, his brow drawn downward. “You look like a disco ball.”
I blinked at my mates. “What?” I lifted my arm to see what they meant and gasped at the sheen of gold glitter decorating my skin. A look downward showed that it was all over my torso, too. And Az. Like we’d just rolled in a fucking pile of…
Melek’s sparkly jizz.
A laugh pierced my thoughts in response, one that ended in a soft, You’re welcome, little angel.
I growled. Melek.
Enjoy was his reply. See you soon…