Linc
Leaving Knox at my place while he was in heat was the hardest thing I’d ever done. Almost every part of me yearned to stay and help him through the experience, and his begging me to give him one release before I left didn’t help. I couldn’t ignore the tiny part of me that objected. A part reminding me Knox wasn’t in his right mind, that taking him in his desperation would only feel icky afterward and mean nothing in terms of developing an actual relationship with the omega. With a lot of restraint and cursing myself, I managed to walk away and head back to Adan Records.
When I arrived at work for the second time that day, I phoned Ash, the first omega pop star contracted at Adan Records, to see if he could check in on Knox during the day. He lived in the same building and knew more about heats than I ever would. Mostly, I needed him to ensure Knox hadn’t left to find some other alpha to help him, but also to give Knox some pointers in getting through his heat safely.
Coming home that evening, I didn’t know what to expect. Ash said he’d been down to visit Knox, and that he’d given the omega tools to help himself through the heat. Yet, that was as cryptic as telling me Knox was fine.
I entered the code into my place and found Ash sneaking away from the guest room. He startled when he realized I was there.
“Oh, Linc. Shit, I didn’t know you were home already.”
“Sorry.” I set down my messenger bag on the bench and hung my key fob on the hook in the foyer. “I didn’t know you were still here.”
He shook his head. “I just came down to check on Knox again. He’s sleeping right now, but I don’t know for how long.”
“How’s he doing?” Guilt consumed me all day for leaving him, yet I would feel the same about not being at work when I’d just returned from four months off. “I mean, is there anything I can do to help him? Besides, you know…”
Ash chuckled. “Jun and I find it hard to believe you’ve resisted him this long. Especially considering how many omegas you’ve helped through heats in your past.”
Glancing at the floor, I shuffled my feet. “He’s different. He’s from my hometown, and I can’t do anything to hurt him.”
“I can tell.” Ash patted my shoulder. “I gave him some sex toys to help him find pleasure and encouraged him to take a cool bath. That seems to have helped, but, as I said, I don’t know for how long. Though, I must tell you, he really wanted you, had the pillow from your bed just to have your scent near him. Usually, an uncommitted omega in the peak of their heat will find the nearest alpha willing to help him. Yet, he kept asking when you were coming home.”
“But, I…” I ran my hand through my hair. “I don’t know if I can. How would it look to my parents and his if they ever found out? He’s not a fan that I can get to sign an NDA.”
Ash shrugged. “Think of it as helping a friend. I mean, you obviously trust him if you left him here by himself.”
“I guess, but…” I didn’t know what held me back, especially since I really liked Knox. “I think I’m scared. What if I do this and he hates me for it, or never wants to see me again?”
A grin spread across Ash’s face. “Okay, he’s not just someone from your hometown but someone much more. You think he’s your fated mate?”
I gulped. “I don’t know. Maybe. My lion is obsessed with him and wants to go in that room right now and fuck him and mark him.”
With a chuckle, Ash shook his head. “Yeah, I don’t think he’ll hate you. Maybe don’t mark him while in this state, but I think he’d appreciate your help. I bought condoms for you. They’re on the counter. Wait to see what he’s like when he wakes up. If he calls for you, give it a go. In his position, I would appreciate a good fucking from you.”
“Ash!” I couldn’t believe the words out of his mouth.
“What?” Ash shrugged. “I said in his position. You know I have my own alpha who helps me through my heats very well. Remember the whole thing that happened when I was on tour?”
My cheeks warmed. Yes, I remembered hearing about the scandal of Ash going into heat in a room full of alphas from other sources, but I’d never talked to him about it.
Ash darted around me toward the door. “Help him. It will be okay.” Then he left, leaving me in my condo with an omega in heat, and I had no idea how long Knox’s dilemma would last.
I considered peeking into the guest room to check on him, but my grumbling stomach led me to the kitchen. I hadn’t eaten since that morning, too busy trying to keep my mind occupied with work instead of the omega at my place. And if I didn’t eat, I wouldn’t have the energy to help him, if I decided to go ahead with that undertaking. Having not been home for four months and then giving away most of the food my dad sent home to the other passengers on the train, I didn’t have much on hand. I considered ordering out again, but I didn’t know if the food would arrive before Knox woke.
Searching through my cupboards, I found some cup ramen. Not what my trainer would recommend, but I wasn’t heading back to the gym yet. I could easily work it off and have a protein shake after helping Knox if the evening went that way.
After pealing the lid off the cardboard cup, I added the required amount of water, stirred in the spices, then placed it in the microwave. I worried the sound might wake up my guest, but I didn’t hear him rouse at all. Not until I put the empty container in the recycler.
The toilet flushed in the guest bathroom. Then I heard him flop onto the bed, a loud moan following. “I ache all over. And nothing helps. I need an alpha to fuck this feeling out of me.”
My cock stiffened with his words. I had no idea if he knew I’d come home and said that for me, or if he was simply desperate for relief. Though I knew I couldn’t listen to his discomfort all night and not do anything to alleviate his pain. I either had to leave again or assist him.
Grabbing the condoms Ash had left, I headed toward the guest room. I knocked on the door and listened for a response.
“I appreciate your help, Ash, but you’re not an alpha. I need an alpha.”
I twisted the handle of the door and peeked inside, seeing his naked form sprawled out on the bed. He was semi-erect, and his skin was dewy with sweat, even with the temperature much cooler in the guest room compared to the rest of my condo. “It’s me. I’m home now. How are you doing?”
He groaned as he turned to face me, not embarrassed by his nudity in the least. Definitely not in the same mindset as the omega I’d met on the train. “I’ve been better. I’m sorry about your pillow.” He lifted it from the far side of him then cuddled it into his chest. “But your scent gave me a little comfort today.”
“Can I…” I took a step into the room. “Can I help you at all?”
He rubbed his hand between his legs then encircled his cock, spreading slick all over his shaft. “The only thing that can help me now is to be fucked hard and well. Do you think you could do that for me?”
I nodded my head as my lion tried to leap out of me to pounce on him. All doubts had left, as I knew I had to do everything in my power to help my guest. I’d invited him into my home, kept his luggage hostage so he couldn’t leave, and dragged him back here to protect him from other alphas, while an alpha was exactly what he needed. That left me as the one who needed to take care of him. As his host, and the only alpha on the premises, it was my duty to do so. He’d asked, so I had to attend to his needs.