Am I the eternity or the moment?
The question that ruled my existence, sending me to the darkest corners of the universe in search of an answer. Sometimes I believe I am both, dismissing the promise of forever to give in to the sparks of madness that rule my mind.
Assassin and savior, I was created in and by darkness. Chaos and violence run through my veins thicker than the blood that gives me life.
Blessed and cursed, I bear the weight of deeds I can no longer recall and the burden to prevent them from ever repeating. Condemned to rule forever upon this land and annihilate parts of the evil that defines me, I am the creator and destroyer of nightmares. A nightmare myself to anyone that stands in my way.
I rule and slay. Nothing more, nothing less. That is what I know best and was convinced it would be the way I would carry out my existence.
I never believed in destiny or fate, yet it seemed that destiny believed in me by turning me into the demon that found his nymph. The unknown equation that arose to alter the flow of life as I knew it, unveiling the last ounce of my psychotic madness and setting it free; the obsession.