No For An Answer

Diary entry, Maisy

November 18th, 2022

What I thought would start as a really good day, turned into Hell on earth. Fran and her minions decided bullying me on a daily basis with words, just wasn’t enough. I don’t know what the hell I’m still doing here. My life is practically a living hell. Today, I was showering in the dorms once I thought everyone had returned to their rooms only to be greeted with a terrible beating from Fran. To make matters worse, she’s my roommate.

I don’t know what I did to get on their radar, and I don’t know why I deserve to suffer this daily, but I guess this is karma of some sort. They dragged me from the shower only to cover me, head to toe in a gallon of coke. After, they proceeded to smack me about between the three of them. I have a split lip and a black eye already beginning to show.

I’ve been allocated a single room by the Dean of Admissions, Joseph Chambers. I finally stopped caring what everyone thought and told him what’s been going on. During the fifteen minutes I spent in his office, he all but told me nothing would be done about Fran unless I gave him something too.

The moment his hand slid over my bare thighs; I knew what he was asking. It was then that I also realised that I was now totally alone. I have nothing and no one to look after me. I’ve even pushed my best friend away. I need to find a way out. A way to free myself from all this shit I’m wading through ts this piece of shit school.

I’ve never felt so alone, I’ve never hated myself more than I do right now.

I’m disgusted that I allowed him to touch me, just so I could have a break from all the pain. The last of my innocence fading away with his touch.

Maisy.