Chapter Six
Thea
C alder kissed me as he carried me to the massive bed. His tongue swirled in my mouth, dancing with mine as I tasted my arousal on him. I’d missed this. Missed being so close to him.
He was a hard ass that didn’t enjoy expressing his emotions, but when we were naked and alone, he showed me just how much he cared in the way he kissed me and carried me. He wouldn’t be gentle with my body tonight, but he would be tender with my heart. And that’s all I could ask for.
Calder dropped me onto the bed, then climbed over me in full-on predator/prey mode. That darkness to his eyes told me everything I needed to know. He wasn’t lying in the shower. He was about to break me, and I wanted him to do just that.
Teeth scraped my neck. His mouth was all over my body as he circled his hips against my stomach. His hard shaft was warm and silky against my skin, causing desire to pulsate through every muscle in my body.
“The guys aren’t going to be happy with me if I hurt you,” he said, but he bit my shoulder anyway.
“I don’t care if you hurt me,” I whispered. “That should be the only thing that matters here.”
“You’ll care when you’re sore tomorrow.”
“That’s tomorrow’s problem.”
He chuckled, his smooth chin rubbing against a breast. I didn’t try to stifle my moan. I embraced it, bowing into his mouth.
Calder growled, the breath of his exhale tingling my skin. “Damn it, Thea. I’m trying to show restraint here.”
I slapped his shoulder blade playfully. “Speaking of. Did you bring any with you?”
He shook his head, sucking a pebbled nipple into his mouth. I yelped when he took it between his teeth and bit. He was kissing it just as quickly, soothing that sudden sharp burst of pain.
“Keep quiet. I want you to myself for a bit.”
“What did you bring?” I asked through panted breaths.
He took the same nipple and twisted it, causing a throbbing in my pussy. “Just some lube. We didn’t want to push you.”
My throat felt dry, suddenly. I didn’t know what to say, so I said nothing.
“You ready?” he asked.
I nodded. And just like that, the rough, brutal man I’d been begging for made his appearance. He shoved inside me without even giving me a single second to adjust to his size. I winced, the burn of pain overwhelming at first.
I didn’t dare cry out. If I did, I risked this stopping. And I needed it. I needed the tears falling to stop. Or to at least not be tears coming from being in mourning.
“Fuck,” Calder hissed, swiveling his hips until he was fully sheathed inside me. He lifted both my legs and tossed them to rest on one shoulder. He pressed a kiss to my ankles, then he began to move. Fast and hard, slamming my body into the mattress with each forceful thrust. I was going to be bruised tomorrow, left with the reminder of how he took me tonight, and that thought excited me.
Air was trapped in my lungs, unable to speak or breathe, and the burning feeling intensified when Calder’s hand wrapped tightly around my throat.
God, yes. I loved the way he made me forget the outside world when he touched me. Nothing else mattered in these moments, and the anxiety, the worry, or whatever else negative emotions I had were sucked away. Replaced with only content and pleasure. I missed this.
Calder missed it, too. I knew it by the way he growled in my ear as his thrusts grew more frantic. “Come for me, baby. Let me feel your needy pussy strangling my cock.”
My hands fisted the comforter beneath me, and I let loose all the tension, the pain, the heartache, the burden I’d been carrying for far too long.
I couldn’t help it when I cried out his name.
I was met with a hard slap across my chest, which had me yelping while my body was in the middle of an intense orgasm.
“Quiet,” Calder growled.
“I can’t help it. You feel too good inside me.”
The door to the bedroom swung open. My heart stopped, and I turned my head to catch Shane approaching, a heated look in his eyes.
“Oh look, here comes your favorite boy toy,” Calder said as his thrusts slowed and his panting picked up. I felt the telltale sign of his cock twitching inside me as he let out his own release. He leaned down, kissing me, before pulling out of me.
“Seems like you’re the favorite,” Shane said, the bed dipping beside my head as he sat. “She let you have her first.”
I smiled up at Shane, reaching for him. “I love you all. I have no favorites.”
Shane dropped a kiss to my forehead. “I know, sweetheart. We’re just teasing you.”
My heart rate sped as I looked up at Shane. He was my quiet one. The one who held back what he was really feeling when we were around the others. He preferred to have me alone. Out of the rest of the men, though, he was always the one most likely to give into what I wanted.
And what I wanted right now was for him to hold me while Calder continued to do dirty things to me. I was greedy like that. I wanted the affection that Shane had to give. His kisses and kind words, while Calder filled me to the point I felt like I would snap in two.
Shane seemed to know that instinctively. He peered at Calder, the two sharing a look. Then he nodded before leaning down to kiss me. He grabbed my hand, braiding our fingers together and rested them over my chest.
“How are you feeling?” Shane asked, glancing down at the red marks from Calder’s bites.
“I’m okay,” I promised.
“She’s stronger than she looks,” Calder said. “It’s why she’s so fun to play with.”
My hips bucked when I felt Calder’s fingers playing with the cum dripping from me. I just had my first two orgasms in nearly two months, and I was still so sensitive. Yet, I wanted more.
That’s how it went with these guys, though. My cup was never full when they were around. Always needing more, wanting to feel them, be with them, kiss them.
“Go easy,” Shane warned, tightening his grip on my hand.
“I’m okay,” I repeated, exhaling a shaky breath when Calder slipped–oh Jesus, I had no idea how many fingers were inside of me. It was at least three, maybe even four, because it came with an intense burning while he stretched me.
“You may feel okay, but it’s been weeks and your body has been through a lot,” Shane said.
“Shut up and hold her down or get the fuck out,” Calder snapped.
“H-h-hold me down?” I asked, whimpering, when Calder found that sweet spot. Pleasure mixed with the pressure. “Oh, God. I need to come again already.”
“Hold it,” Calder said, his voice clipped. His head dropped, and I yelped again when his teeth grazed my clit.
Shane adjusted himself so that my head was in his lap, and he stroked my hair as I looked up at him.
“Please?” I gasped, writhing off the bed.
Shane shook his head, grabbing my wrists and locking them above my head. “You heard Calder. Hold it.”
I groaned, the intense pressure of needing to come overwhelming me until Calder pulled the carpet out from under me, leaving me aching for more. The wave of pleasure was gone before I could ride it, my pussy achingly empty.
“I’m going to edge the fuck out of you until you’re crying, little vixen. You can take it.”
I gasped, already feeling like the tears were there. I didn’t think I could take much of this. I was already too sensitive. Ready to be wrapped in his arms and thanking him for giving me pleasure. And he was denying me. Not only that, but now Shane was involved in this twisted game.
“I thought we were supposed to be taking it easy,” I said.
Calder pressed his mouth against my thigh, leaving a trail of hot wetness as his tongue glided closer toward my sex. He chuckled, lifting his head to look at me.
“Oh, Thea. If I had it my way, you’d be tied to the foot of the bed, on your knees and stuffed full. So yeah, we’re taking it fucking easy.”
I gulped audibly, the wetness between my legs growing. That sounded way better than what was happening now. My clit was throbbing with a need to get off,y pussy aching to be filled. My love language had always been touch. Seven weeks was too long not to have the physical connection that I craved.
“I’d rather that than this,” I said.
Calder glanced at Shane, exchanging a look between them. They were communicating with looks only. They knew each other so well that they could tell with just a simple look what the other was thinking.
Calder nodded, then rocked back on his heels. He reached between my legs and played with me, fingering me with fast thrusts. “You want us both inside you at the same time?”
My stomach somersaulted with anticipation, and I nodded eagerly.
“It’s been weeks. It’s not happening until we know you’re ready,” Shane said. He stroked his knuckle along my cheek.
“I’m ready. I am.”
“Soon, Thea. Tonight we’re easing into things,” Shane said.
I whined, a string of protests on the tip of my tongue, but I couldn’t think of what I wanted to say. Not when Calder was working me expertly, nearing me to that cliff again.
He knew it too, felt the tightening of my sensitive walls around his fingers. “Fuck, baby. You’re clenching so hard. You want to come?” Calder asked.
“Yes! I need to. I need to come. I want to show you how hot you make me.”
“Do it,” Shane said. “Show him how wet he gets you.”
My legs clamped shut while Calder continued to give me pleasure, and I tensed while I screamed out both of their names.