47. Chapter 47
Chapter 47
Lennox
I’ve lost my mind completely with this woman. I don’t know if it’s how all over the place today has been. I don’t know if getting her to move into my room has turned me completely caveman. All I know is I want to torture her with as many orgasms as I can give her and then push her a little bit more as I get mine.
The little bullet vibrator I found will help with that.
I stare down at her as I climb onto the bed. God, she’s so fucking beautiful.
“You amazed me today,” I say softly as I trail the vibrator up her leg. “The way you stood up for yourself gave me fucking chills.” I move to the other leg. “The way you protected me when I froze… I’ll never be able to repay that thoughtfulness.”
“You’re doing a pretty good job,” she whimpers, squirming. Her bad hand is off to the side, wrapped up, but I’m keeping an eye on it so she doesn’t hurt it more.
The bullet trails up to her pelvis. I’m careful to not touch her clit, though. “You know how I call you Boss Lady? Yeah, you lived up to that nickname today.”
“Lennox.”
“Yeah? ”
“Stop teasing me,” she grits out.
“No can do.” After moving up her stomach, I trace around her breasts and watch her gasp. “Because while I’m one hundred percent obsessed with your badassery today, if you ever put yourself in danger like that again, I will spank your ass until you can’t sit for a week.” My heart races just thinking about her standing in front of me facing Pam, who had a knife.
“I just found you, Rox,” I whisper, moving the bullet over one nipple. “I can’t risk losing you.”
Her good hand reaches up behind my neck and pulls me down to her. “You won’t lose me. We have an entire life to live together. I’m not giving that up,” she says against my lips before pressing a kiss to them.
“I love you,” I murmur as soon as I pull away. “Now, stop making me emotional so I can torture you properly.” I smirk, moving the bullet to her other nipple before dragging it back down her stomach. Her moans are a goddamned symphony, and my patience has worn thin. Leaning back on my knees, I circle her clit with the vibrator and watch her bow off the bed. I quickly shift it lower, pushing it inside her and watching her clench around it.
“Lennox.” A long, drawn-out moan of my name makes me smile.
“So close already, Boss Lady? How many should we aim for? I was thinking double digits, for sure.” I press my thumb against her clit and watch her shatter.
Once she collapses back on the bed, I pull the vibrator out of her and give her a minute.
“Double digits? Are you fucking crazy?” She pants.
“Possibly.”
She huffs. “You’re going to kill me by orgasm. ”
“We just talked about not losing each other, so that will definitely not be happening. But getting you to come so much that you soak the bed and then sleep like the dead might not be so bad.” Sweat trails down her chest, making me move a hand to my hard cock. I have to squeeze the base to stave off my own orgasm.
Lowering the strength on the bullet, I press it softly back to her clit. Her stomach contracts as she whimpers. Number two isn’t going to take long. I slowly circle it around, watching her reactions closely. Within a couple of minutes, her next orgasm hits her. She’s a panting, blubbering mess, with half-hearted attempts to yell at me. I’ve never seen anything so sexy in my life.
“One more, Rox. Give me one more before you get what you want,” I tell her as I push the bullet inside her, getting it wet before moving back up to her clit.
“No! Holy fuck, I’m so sensitive.” She panics.
“That’s good, baby. That means you’ll have me sooner. I just need one more.” I notch myself at her entrance while holding the toy to her. She’s cursing my name, trying to pull away while I’m holding on for dear life. She’s pulsing around the head of my dick, making me crazy with need.
“I can’t!” she repeats, but she arches her hips to try to pull me deeper inside.
“You can and you will. I can feel how close you are. Just let go. Relax your body and let it happen.”
She holds tense for a minute before collapsing back on the bed, whimpering. The second she stops focusing on the edge of pain is the second she starts coming. Keeping the bullet on her clit, I push myself in to the hilt as her orgasm hits her .
“Holy fuck,” I gasp as she clenches so hard around me. Her good hand claws at my chest as her orgasm goes on forever. Squeezing my eyes shut, I have to focus on anything other than the feel of this woman around me. Family dinner. Animals in the park. The Gossip Trio. It’s enough to take the edge off, but I’m still too close for my liking.
Tossing the vibrator to the side, I replace it with my thumb. I put the smallest amount of pressure on it to bring her down easy.
“What the hell was that?” Roxie asks, breathing heavy.
“Good, I hope.” I clench my abs to stop the surge I start feeling.
“So fucking good. We need to do that again.”
Her sigh makes me smile. Her limp body fills me with pride. It may not be ten orgasms, but I’ll still accomplish my goal tonight.
“I will do that whenever you want.” I’ll do anything she asks of me.
I flex my hips enough to move inside her and watch the ripple work its way through her.
“Lennox, I can’t… Please, I can’t.” Her head whips back and forth.
“Look at me.” I wait until she complies. “You will give me one more, Rox. I need to feel you coming around me as I come inside of you.”
“I don’t think I can,” she whimpers.
“You can, baby; I know you can.” I start thrusting my hips slowly. I lean over her, supporting myself with one arm as the other cups her cheek. “I love you. You brought me back to life when I thought all was lost. You showed me what real love looks like, and my heart is forever yours.” Pressing my forehead to hers, I close my eyes and soak in the feeling of her surrounding me everywhere. I’m not sure I can be close enough.
“You need to give yourself more credit,” she whispers. “I love you so much.”
A lone tear trails down her cheek. I lean down, kissing it away before pressing kisses all over her face. Her back arches as she tightens around me again.
“Thank God,” I whisper, so close to the edge I won’t be able to hang on much longer. My hand moves to her ass, gripping it hard and holding her hips flush against mine. My thrusts may not be powerful, but they are intense. This need to get closer to her won’t go away. Every inch of our bodies is touching, but it’s not enough. I need to swallow her whole, and then maybe it will fill this need within me.
She flutters around me as I drop my head to the space where her neck meets her shoulder, sinking my teeth into her. Her orgasm triggers my own, and we both drown in the pleasure.
I don’t let her go as we both come down. Instead, I roll us over and drape her on top of me. I’m still inside of her, and I don’t plan to move until she forces me to.
Her head rests against my chest. Her fingertips trace my scars.
“You know how we were talking about how going through hard things sucks but working through it all ends up being the best part?” Her voice is soft and dreamy.
“I do.” I run my hand up and down her bare back.
“I think it’s the doing it with you that’s the best part.”
Her words make my heart pound in my chest, and a wide smile spreads across my face. “Doing life with you is the best part. The good and the bad. The tough times and the incredible times. As long as you’re by my side, I think we can conquer anything.” I kiss her temple.
“Careful. Keep talking like that, and I’ll be a leech at your side every day. You’ll never be able to get rid of me.” She shifts, pressing a kiss to my chest where my heart is .
“Is that a promise?” I ask. I know, eventually, she’ll be running her own PT business, and with any luck, I’ll be back with the park rangers, but damn, if we could be together twenty-four hours a day, I would never complain about anything.
“I love you,” she murmurs. Her body starts to get heavy, and I know she’s crashing.
“I love you too, Rox. Today and every day after.”