Chapter 30 – Andy
Chapter Thirty
ANDY
I’m not sure what to make of the whole Riders holding their territory thing, but I do know I can’t stop it. No matter what I say to Niki, he’ll do what needs to be done, especially if there is a threat looming.
What I can do is get him to rest now that he has some food in him.
I need to take care of him. If it weren’t for me, he wouldn’t be in this mess and almost have died.
I can’t help but feel an immense amount of guilt for bringing all of this to his doorstep.
Not only putting him in danger but everyone around him, including his mom and sister.
"Hey." Niki kisses the shell of my ear. His hold around me tightens. I'm still sitting in his lap. "Don't cry on me." I blink quickly, trying to get the tears to clear. The many thoughts racing through my mind let me know that’s not happening anytime soon.
"Then let me up." I sniffle.
"Babe." He changes his tone to a gentler one, which always makes me melt for him. "This isn't on you."
"You never would have been there if not for me." It’s the truth. I know without a doubt that he’s going to try to spin this somehow so that I don’t feel bad about it. The facts are the facts.
"Okay, then the next girl who has an issue with Rico. What about her?" Shit, I hadn't thought about that. "Either way, it needs to be handled. Think of how he treated your mom too."
I nod in agreement, knowing he's right. "The previous owner was nice. Then Rico bought the place out."
"Then it was only a matter of time before he popped up on our radar if he's doing this shit."
"I get it. I won't try to stop you." This is his life and a part of who he is. I need to accept and understand that. That’s all he’s even been for me.
I bring my hand to his cheek to softly cup it.
He leans into my touch. "But for tonight, can I take care of you, and you take a second to see straight? "
I mean that figuratively and literally. If he goes in pissed off, there’s a higher probability that he’ll fuck things up. He needs to have a level head and be thinking smart. Even I know that much.
“I can do that,” Niki agrees, placing a soft kiss on the palm of my hand. His agreement makes a little of the anxiety I’ve been feeling slip away. I know it will be short-lived, but I don’t want to sit in it for tonight. “I should shower.”
“That always makes me feel better, too.” I wiggle to get off his lap. He releases his hold on me, but I don't move far away. Niki is right on his feet with me.
“Glad we agree we both need one.”
“What?” I laugh as he ushers me toward the bathroom.
“If we both get naked in the bathroom, then you can’t run in it and hide.”
“Oh my God.” I’m not going to live that one down, but I’m letting it slide because Niki appears to be in a better mood.
“It was cute.”
“Cute?” I scoff, entering the bathroom with him. For the two boys living here, they keep it clean. “A girl wants to be sexy.”
“Trust me, when you’re naked, you’re sexy as fuck.” He tugs on my shirt, letting him take it off.
“Your head though.” I brush my hand over the back of his skull feeling for the goose egg that was there when we first found him.
“It’s fine. I’m fine or I will be once we get in there.” He tilts his head toward the shower.
If you had told me a month ago I'd be down with getting naked with a man in the bathroom, I would have never believed you. But this feels right. Everything about Niki has made sense since he came into my life. I couldn’t imagine not having that now.
"Let me help you too." I undo the buttons of his jeans. He's quick to help me get him undressed. The rest of my clothes fall away too before we step into the shower together.
Niki grips my waist, tugging me into him so that our bodies are against each other.
I can feel how hard he is for me. His mouth comes down onto mine.
The kiss is gentle at first but quickly becomes more intense.
I get lost in him, the same way I always do when his mouth is on mine.
Before I realize it, water is cascading down our bodies, Niki having turned it on.
“Hey, I’m supposed to be taking care of you.” I pull my mouth from his, the spray of the water having brought me back to reality. I reach over, grabbing the body wash from the ledge. I quickly pour some into my hands before Niki can protest.
I begin rubbing it gently into his chest. It’s the first look I’m getting at how badly his body is bruised. I take my time and even massage a few spots. Niki’s eyes fall closed momentarily, and he lets out a deep groan. It’s nice being able to do this for him.
“My turn, before we lose the warm water.”
“I don’t think that’s a good idea.” I take a step back, and Niki’s expression falls, like a kid whose cookie you swiped. I suppose I am the cookie. “Fine.” I break instantly.
Niki does the same, taking his time. He might have taken extra on my boobs. “I think they’re clean.” I laugh.
“Just making sure. I’m very thorough.”
I turn the water off. “Out before this gets out of hand.”
“What’s wrong with that?” He wraps a towel around me. I grab the other towel so he can dry off too.
“You need to rest.”
“I don’t know. When I eat your pussy, it makes me feel pretty damn good.”
“Oh my God!” I burst into laughter.
"I'm being serious here. Trust me." He has wrapped a towel around his waist, but his arousal is still quite evident.
"Come." I tug him back toward his room, closing the door behind us. "Drop the towel and get on the bed," I order him.
"Are you doing the same?" His brows lift.
"Yep." I point to the bed. Niki drops the towel before getting on it. He props himself up partly on the headboard in the center, but with how big he is, he takes up most of the bed, nonetheless.
I let my towel fall away as I make my way onto it, crawling up toward him. Niki takes a deep, almost shuddering breath as he watches me. His eyes are full of desire but not like the men who watch the girls dance onstage at the club.
There is desire there but also a tenderness, and dare I say devotion? Whatever it is, it empowers me, making me feel sexy and confident at the same time.
I gently run my hands up his legs, his thighs flexing under my touch. Once I’m in reach, he tries to grab me, but I scoot back.
“No touching.”
He’s about to argue, but I wrap my hand around his cock before he can, stroking him. I watch as he fights his restraint. I love how wild I drive him, but I adore that he has no problem giving control over to me.
Niki is good at reading me, and I think he can sense that I need this tonight. After so many things in my life being out of control the last few weeks, I’m not sure how long me having control is going to last, but I’ll take whatever I can get.
“Andy.” He groans my name when I swirl my tongue around the head of his cock. From the corner of my eye, I notice that he has both hands at his sides, with the comforter fisted in them. I take him into my mouth, able to go deeper than last time.
“Please, I need to touch you.”
I press my thighs together, ignoring the persistent throb there. “This is about you,” I remind him.
“And I need to touch you.”
I lick my lips. “A kiss.” I can’t tell him no. I move farther up his body. Niki is quick. The second my mouth touches his, he pulls me into his lap, causing me to straddle him. His cock slides between the folds of my sex, my clit rubbing perfectly against it. This time it’s me that moans.
“Nik—” I let go of his mouth.
“This works for both of us.” His hand engulfs my breast. “Rock your pussy against me.” Niki’s thumb strokes my nipple, making it harden more.
He doesn’t have to tell me. My body is already doing it on its own. I shift my hips, rocking against his thick cock. Niki takes my mouth again, and I move faster, lifting my hips up and down, my orgasm already pushing forward.
“Niki,” I moan, dropping my head back. This feels damn good, but my pussy is getting fluttery, wanting to be filled.
“Right here.” He cups the back of my neck with his hand, tugging me closer. My chest presses to his as his lips find my neck.
“I’m close.” I thrust upward again, but this time, I go too high. A gasp leaves me when I start to drop back down, the head of his cock hitting my opening. We both freeze.
“Andy,” Niki warns.
“I feel empty.” I let myself drop down a tiny bit more, the head of his cock pushing in.
“Andy,” he grits out this time.
“You want me to stop?”
“Never, but I’m barely hanging on.”
“You want to be my first?”
“Only,” he corrects me, giving me all the answer I need. I let myself drop fully down onto him, wanting to get past any pain quickly.
“Oh!” I grip his shoulders, my eyes closing tightly as the sharp pain shoots through my body.
“Baby, fuck.” Both Niki’s hands cup my face, and he starts kissing me all over it. “Tell me you’re okay.”
“I’m okay.” My eyes flutter back open to lock with his. “You’re big.”
“And you're sexy.” He kisses the corner of my mouth. “Beautiful.” Niki kisses the other side. “There you go, baby, keep relaxing.” He kisses me again. I hadn’t even realized how tense I was.
“What about cute?”
“Cute too.” His thumb brushes my bottom lip. I feel his cock jerk inside of me, making me let out a small gasp. “Shit, did that hurt?”
“No.” I shake my head. The pain has faded, leaving behind a fullness and a good kind of ache.
“I don’t have a condom.”
“Do we need one if I’m on birth control?” I have been for a few years now thanks to my mom. If anyone knows how hard it is to have a baby as a teen, it’s her.
“I’d only stop if you asked.”
“Really?” I lift my hips, dropping back down. “Pretty sure it’s me running the show right now.”
“Andy—” His thighs flex under my ass.
“Don’t you dare,” I hiss at him before he can try and flip us. “You’ll hurt yourself.” I let my hands drift up to his shoulders. “Let me love you.” I rise again.
“I’d let you do anything.” His hands go to my ass, making me spread my legs farther. When I rise again and fall this time, my clit rubs against him in the process.
My movements become quicker, turning fever-pitched and wild. Before I know it, Niki has his hands on my hips now, guiding me up and down his cock. The sneaky bastard has taken over, but I don’t care. He said he’d let me do anything, and I feel the same when it comes to him.
“Niki,” I gasp. This orgasm pushing down on me is different. I can sense it with the way it’s building inside of me.
“You’re going to come for me.” I nod my head. “Only for me.”
“Only for you!” I cry out. The pleasure explodes through me. The climax is unlike anything I have experienced in my life. Niki groans my name as he comes with me, his warm release spilling into me.
I bury my face in his neck as we both try to catch our breath. That full feeling is still inside of me, only it’s everywhere now. I don’t think I could bear that emptiness ever again.