Chapter 11
CHAPTER 11
CLARA
T he shift took ages tonight and I expect it was because the tension in the air was palpable. This will be a night to remember and I am impatient for it.
Now, as I sit behind Atom on his bike, I feel like a queen. We take off from the bar and he makes a point of riding slowly through town. It’s as if he’s making a declaration. We are an item and the entire town should know about it. My parents will be horrified, along with my friends, but I’m too far off caring what anybody thinks. I am officially an adult now and can do what the hell I like and Atom will feature in my future, whether my parents like it or not.
We end up at the motorcycle repair shop on the east side of town and as we pull up; I wonder if Atom requires their services.
When we stop, he merely stares at the building and I touch his arm. “Why are we here?”
“Because in a few weeks time this place will be mine.”
“Seriously.”
My eyes widen as I stare at the building with more interest and he says proudly, “I signed the contract today. My club will move in and we will make this our clubhouse, soon to be known as The Darkside.”
“Wow. I’m impressed. What will that involve?”
He turns and I love the passion in his eyes as he grins. “Diesel will take on the motorcycle repair business and train up a few of the others to help him. Billy will set up a tattoo shop and I will move into the apartment with my sister, Tanya.”
“You’re selling your home?”
“I am.”
“But wasn’t that your grandparent’s home?”
He nods and I note the shadow in his eyes. “I’m struggling with letting it go, but it’s time to move on. I need the sale to pay the mortgage back because I don’t want that dragging me back for long.”
I’m even more impressed because it appears that Atom has longevity in mind and really wants to create something here and I wrap my arms around him and hug him hard.
“What’s that for?”
His low chuckle makes me smile. “For being amazing.”
For a second, we cling together and then he pulls back and tilts my face to his and says gruffly, “I’m doing this for my club and I’m doing it for us.”
“Us?”
My eyes shine as he includes me in his plans and yet he seems on edge as he whispers, “It’s not the palace you deserve, princess, but it’s a beginning. I can’t offer you fancy homes and cars, exotic vacations and a checking account, but I can offer you my devotion, my protection and my love.”
“What else do I need?” My eyes are damp with grateful tears and I say with a genuine smile. “I have all of those. I’ve had them my entire life, but what you are offering is way more valuable—to me, anyway.”
His eyes flash as he wraps his hand around my head and pulls me close, our lips connecting as his tongue twists with mine. Excitement stirs deep inside me as I sense everything changing. I’m an adult now with a purpose. Once college is done, I have a home with Atom. I know it’s early days, but I’m more certain of that than anything.
“Can we go to your house?” I pull back and whisper my request against his lips, and he tightens his hold.
“Are you sure about that?”
“I can’t think of anything else and I don’t want to wait any longer. Let’s not waste a minute of our time together.”
He nods, a lustful gleam in his eye, causing me to shiver with expectation, and as he starts the engine, I resume my position behind him.
It doesn’t take long and for the entire journey, my nerves threaten to unravel me. This is really happening. I will finally learn what makes a girl into a woman.
We pull up outside his home and he helps me from the bike with a haste that I share. My heart is beating so fast I wonder if that’s normal and as we spill into his hallway, he locks the door behind us.
I’m nervous but not afraid and without another word, he reaches for me with an urgency I share.
His kisses are more passionate and I return them with equal desire. I want him so badly and waste no time in pushing his jacket from his shoulders in a desperate need to be closer to him.
He does the same and soon we are tearing our clothes off in haste, which shocks me a little. Who am I? I’m not sure anymore because I have never been so bold.
He stands before me shirtless, his strong powerful chest inked with the strokes of a masterpiece. I actually groan as I press light kisses onto the work of art that stands before me, desperate to inhale the musky scent of a man. My man .
My lips press lower and I note the huge bulge in his jeans and, pulling away, say breathlessly, “Your bedroom.”
He grasps my hand and pulls me along with him and as we crash through the door, I barely have time to register the bed as he pushes me back against the mattress and returns the favor, lifting my t-shirt and pressing soft kisses on my heated skin.
I am delirious with need as he kisses my skin with a reverence that doesn’t escape me and groans his appreciation. “You taste so good, sweetheart.”
He pulls back and his eyes flash as his hand moves to my waistband and the unspoken question between us drags a shy nod from me. As he removes my jeans, I tremble inside because I have never been naked with a man before. He leaves my panties in place and yet as soon as the jeans hit the floor, he presses soft kisses on the inside of my thighs, causing delicious flutters to move through my body.
It’s as if I have come alive as his rough stubble grazes my soft skin and he proceeds to kiss every single inch of my body, showing his appreciation with soft groans as if this is the finest meal he has ever had.
But it’s not enough. I want the whole of him and when he pushes my panties aside, I gasp when his tongue replaces his lips and he licks my clit, causing me to cry out, “Fuck!”
His low chuckle against my sex causes me to giggle softly and yet as he continues to bite down gently, my legs couldn’t be further apart if I tried. I am shamelessly loving every second of this, and yet it’s still not enough.
“Atom.” My words drift toward him like tortured darts. “Please–”
“What, darlin’?”
His low throaty drawl unravels me as much as his dirty kisses.
“Come here.”
He moves up my body and I grasp his face, pulling him down and kissing him with a passion that surprises me. I allow my other hand to drift lower and whisper, “You’re still dressed. Deal with that.”
His low chuckle causes me to smile, and he makes short work of his jeans, tossing them to the ground to meet mine.
Then he kisses me hard, his hand moving to my clit and as he pushes down on it, I moan into his demanding mouth. So many sensations are flooding through me, ones I never knew existed before and from somewhere I gain courage and reach lower, my fingers wrapping around his rigid shaft, loving how it sits in my hand.
“Fuck, baby.” His tortured moan is exactly what I needed to hear and my pussy is actually throbbing with a need to experience how he feels inside me.
“Protection?” I gasp and he fumbles on the nightstand, tearing the condom packet apart with his teeth and then hesitates, staring into my eyes with concern, “Are you?–”
“Fuck, Atom. Do you want me to sign something?” I am so on edge and desperate, almost crazy right now, and he nods, his eyes sparkling as he wraps his dick and pushes the head against my swollen pussy.
“I heard it hurts.”
My voice trembles as I prepare myself for pain and he nods. “I’ve got you baby. Pain and pleasure; we can deal with both.”
I nod, biting my lower lip, expecting the former and as he presses down on my clit, it releases a pleasant throbbing inside me and I open up to him. I am so wet, it drips down my inner thigh and he pushes in until the tip is a little inside me.
“Oh fuck, baby.”
He pulls me closer, one arm holding me hard against his chest and my legs wrap around his waist as I gasp, “Now, Atom.”
With one agonized groan, he pushes in hard and captures my scream of pain in his mouth. Absorbing the sound and yet pushing in relentlessly, scraping my walls as he fills me with his cock. Nothing prepares me for that. The experience of another person inside me. Filling me, owning me and dominating my body.
Tears leak from my eyes from the pain and his low grunt as he pushes in deeper chases the darkness away.
He moves steadily, whispering, “Fuck, Clara, you are perfect.”
Knowing he is deep inside me causes a euphoria I wasn’t expecting and as my body recovers from the shock, a new sensation chases away the pain. It’s as if I am welcoming him inside, holding him and caressing him.
He moves in and out, dragging against my fragmented virginity as I accommodate the invasion. My clit drags against his shaft, causing delicious heat to spread through me. This is like nothing I ever imagined and it’s really happening. It’s not so bad. In fact, it’s pretty damn incredible and as he pumps inside me, something happens that takes me completely by surprise.
A sensation so violent shakes my entire body as I climax over his cock, the waves of delicious heat spreading through me as I convulse around him. His loud roar comes from a distance as he shoots deep into the condom and as his cock jerks inside me, I experience a sense of power, I wasn’t expecting. I can do this. We can do this and as our bodies shatter against one another, I am in no doubt at all. I am Atom’s girl and I wouldn’t want it any other way.