26. Maya
26
MAYA
I led all three of them through to my bedroom, and as soon as the door was shut behind us, Taylor moved in and kissed me hard.
“I spent too long watching last time,” he murmured playfully against my lips. “I don’t intend to make the same mistake twice…”
As he kissed me, I felt their hands on me, Devon and Lee undressing me like they could hardly wait to get me buck-ass naked. It was strange—before all of this, I had found myself a little nervous about exposing my postpartum body to anyone. But when they were here, touching me, wanting me, it was impossible to focus on anything but how good it felt, and how much I wanted more, more, more.
Taylor’s tongue snaked into my mouth as Lee pushed up my skirt, dropping down beside me and planting kisses along the outside of my thigh. Devon, on the other side, pushed his hand beneath my skirt, fingertips grazing over my belly and sending a pulse of desire down between my legs.
Taylor, greedy for me, pulled me down onto the bed—me sitting on his lap, his cock pressed against my panties where Lee had rolled up my skirt. Lee’s tongue was still tracing along the curve of my thigh, as Devon let his tease along my ear. Fuck, the sensations were almost overwhelming, but in the best way possible.
“I want to feel that perfect pussy around my cock again,” Taylor murmured to me. His filthy words were something of a surprise, coming from someone as sure and steady as Taylor, but the shock of them just made them all the hotter to me.
“Here, let me get these panties off,” Lee suggested, and he hooked his fingers around the hip of my underwear and began to inch them down slowly. Devon sank his teeth into the lobe of my ear, and I let out a groan, leaning into him as I lifted my hips so Lee could help strip me down.
“I think we need all of these clothes off, don’t we?” Taylor added, pressing his mouth to mine again in a grin as he started to tug my shirt upward. Devon pushed my skirt down, letting it fall from my hips entirely, and in a few seconds, I was totally naked, still straddling Taylor’s lap.
Without thinking, I stretched my hands out toward Devon and Lee, feeling for their cocks beneath their pants. I could feel their erections straining beneath the fabric, as Taylor pressed his against my bare pussy, and the hunger I felt in that instant was almost too much to wrap my head around. I wanted to be filled by them, to taste them and feel them inside of me, all of them. I knew nothing else would sate me, nothing else would come close.
Nothing else could hope to.
“Unzip your pants,” I breathed to Taylor. “I want to ride your cock…”
“Don’t have to tell me twice,” he murmured back with a grin, reaching down to let his erection spring free. It nudged up against my entrance, and as I positioned myself over it, his hands came to my hips, steadying me and ready to pull me down on top of him.
“You guys too,” I told Lee and Devon, eyes darting back and forth between them. “I want to taste you…”
“Fuck, that’s hot,” Lee groaned, as his hand flew to his pants to take out his cock and guide it toward my lips. Just as he nudged into my mouth, Taylor pulled me down on top of him, and I felt myself filled for the first time in far too long.
The thickness of Taylor’s cock entering me in the same moment that Lee moved himself into my mouth sent a shock wave through my whole body. What little sense I had been clinging to vanished at once, and all that was left was the feeling of them, all of them, around me, wanting me, needing me. After a few moments of bobbing my head back and forth on Lee’s shaft, I turned and looked up at Devon, mouth open and tongue extended so he could take his turn.
“You have no fucking idea how good you look right now,” he murmured as he brought his cock to my lips and allowed me to swirl my tongue around his tip. Below me, Taylor was slowly grinding his hips into me, like he was savoring the sensation of me wrapped around him—we weren’t in a rush, like we had been the first time he’d fucked me in the alleyway. No, we had all the time in the world, and we all wanted to make the most of it.
I could feel Lee’s hands roaming my body greedily as I took Devon into my mouth, his fingers digging into my ass, my waist, my hips. For a moment, Lee pushed me down a little further on Taylor’s cock, drawing a gasp from my mouth and forcing me to pull back to catch my breath. Turning my attention to him once more, I felt his cock nudge at my lips, and I opened my mouth to take him inside of me.
And that was how we did it, me riding Taylor’s cock while Lee and Devon took turns enjoying the feel of my mouth wrapped around theirs. The closeness between all of us was way more intense than it had been before, there was no denying it. Nobody was watching, we were all involved, our pleasure building up so quickly it seemed hard to control. I felt like their lust was hanging in the air and clinging to me, building this heat inside of me that would burn me up completely soon enough, and I wanted nothing more than to just give in to it and let it happen.
I could tell Taylor was starting to get close, from the way he was flexing himself deep inside of me, his lips planted against my throat, his teeth bared against my skin. I loved how rough he got with me, as though he was addicted, as though he couldn’t imagine anything he wanted to do more than forget about every bit of decency and maturity in him and let the passionate, demanding version of himself free.
And as he moved inside of me, my own orgasm was inching closer and closer too. As I moved my mouth to Lee’s cock once more, I moaned around it, and he groaned, his hand slipping to my head for a moment.
“That feels so fucking good,” he told me. “When you moan around my cock like that, fuck …”
And it was that moan that took him over the edge and into his release. I felt his cock twitch between my lips, and then the taste of his seed on my tongue. I swallowed him down at once, closing my eyes, letting the taste flood my senses.
In the same moment, Taylor drove himself up into me one last time, and I heard a deep growl emanate from within his throat. By the time I turned back to him, I could see his face written with pleasure in the instant before he came inside of me. He plunged into me one last time, pulling my hips down on top of him and grinding himself as deep into me as he could go. The warmth of him finishing within me, the intimacy of it, was mental stimulation as well as physical, and I couldn’t hold back any longer.
My pussy clenched around his cock, and I cried out, the sound tearing out of me so loudly I was sure all the neighbors in the building would hear it. Not that I cared. Right now, nothing could touch me, no complaint that they could make would get anywhere close to me. I was with these men, my men, and they were giving me everything that I needed and wanted. Everything else, in that moment, could wait.
Devon moved his fingers to my chin, guiding me around to face him. Even as my pussy was still throbbing from orgasm, my lips parted, almost on instinct, and I allowed him to slip into my mouth once more. He came in a matter of seconds, the sights and sensations too much for him to take, and I worked my tongue around his head, tasting every drop of him as he came inside of me, and savoring every second of it.
“Fuck,” he groaned as he stumbled back—he had to grab the bedframe to keep from keeling over, and I knew how he felt. Gently, Taylor lifted my trembling body off of him and laid me back on the bed so I could catch my breath. My entire body was trembling, not just from the physical pleasure, but from the emotions too—the emotions of being with these men in the way I truly wanted, and hearing them tell me that they wanted me as much as I wanted them.
Taylor moved in at my side, wrapping his arms around me—Devon at the other, his hand resting on my waist, gentle and tender. And Lee shifted in close too, leaning his head against my bare thigh and closing his eyes. He looked almost beatific, with his tousled hair and sweet smile.
For a moment, the four of us just breathed there. We all knew there was nothing that needed to be said, not after something as intense as that. All that we needed to communicate with one another, we had already done so, in ways that words would never even come close to.
I wasn’t sure how long we lay there together exactly. But when someone did break the silence, it was Lee who spoke first.
“I can’t believe you’re really pregnant,” he murmured. I looked down at him, my eyes still a little bleary from the intensity of the pleasure I had just come through. He was gazing up at my belly like he was still trying to make sense of all the processes that were going on in there, all the magic that had to take place to bring a baby to life.
“I know,” I agreed, resting my hand over Devon’s where it sat on my belly. “I can hardly believe it, either.”
“Do you think it’s going to be a boy or a girl?” Devon wondered aloud.
“A girl,” Taylor cut in, as though it should have been obvious.
“What makes you so sure?” I laughed, and he shrugged.
“I just have a sense for these things.”
The four of us chuckled together, and in the quiet that followed, I finally plucked up the courage to speak again.
“But, I mean…regardless of what gender it is…what about who it belongs to?”
“What do you mean?” Lee asked, lifting his head to look up at me.
I pulled a face. “You know what I mean,” I sighed. “I mean…I mean, it doesn’t bother any of you that it might not be yours? That only one of you can be the actual father?”
“I don’t care about that,” Devon cut in, before anyone else could answer. “I want to be part of their life. Biology isn’t important.”
“Really?” I replied, a little surprised. “You don’t…?”
“That’s how I feel about it too,” Taylor replied. “Fuck, I know that just being blood related to someone doesn’t make you a parent, I learned that from Martha’s mother. I don’t see why I would need to know I was the father to be part of this baby’s life, not if I’m going to be part of yours.”
“Seconded and thirded,” Lee replied with a shrug. “My parents were never great at the whole being-parents thing. If I’d had a few more people around to help out, maybe my childhood wouldn’t have been as hard as it was, you know?”
I gazed down at Lee for a moment. I still felt like there was so much for me to learn about him, so much for me to understand about how he had become the person he was and what had happened to make him this way. But the truth was…I wanted to find out. I wanted to discover those sides of all of them. I wanted to know what had gone down to make them the people they were today, the people who were selfless and kind enough to stand by me even in this strange situation and do what they could for me and my baby.
No. Our baby.
“I love you guys,” I blurted out before I could stop myself. Maybe it was just the rush of pregnancy hormones, or the closeness I felt to all of them in that moment, but I couldn’t hold it back. I meant it. I loved them. All of them.
Silence fell between all of us for a moment. I thought in that instant that I may have overstepped the line and made some kind of mistake I couldn’t take back—was love too grand a word for what we had…?
But then Devon slipped his hand to my face and guided it toward him. Planting a kiss against my forehead, he brushed his nose against mine.
“I love you too,” he murmured. “I have for a long time, Maya. And I’m so lucky I got a chance to tell you.”
“I love you too,” Taylor added, squeezing my hand, and I turned to look at him. I pressed my forehead to his, breathing in the scent of him for a moment, letting those sacred words hang in the air between us.
“And I might be new to this whole love thing,” Lee added, shifting up toward me on the bed. “But I know I love you as well, Maya. So fucking much.”
With that, they wrapped their arms around me, pulling me into this cocoon of sweetness and softness and adoration. I knew things were going to be complicated, going forward, but right then and there, they couldn’t have felt more straightforward, couldn’t have been more obvious.
I loved them, and they loved me. And I couldn’t think of anything else in the world that mattered.