Imake my way to the front door, take a deep breath, and open it slightly. He said he would come here and check in after Chad was arrested. He sounded like he was telling the truth, but people will say whatever they need to say. That doesn’t mean they will keep their fucking word.
“He is in jail,” I ask, looking into his eyes.
He slowly nods, but I can see it in his eyes: It doesn’t matter if he is in jail right now; he won’t be for long. Money can buy many things, I should know. Chad does, too, and with him coming from a highly respected family that donates to the college, I am not surprised that his daddy will get him off.
“For how long“ I ask as calmly I can.
He takes in a deep breath and runs his hand through his hair, telling me that he doesn’t agree with what he is about to say, but there is only so much he can do. “Until he can make bail,” He says softly.
“So that’s it then?” I ask, the anger starting to come out in my tone.
“Jaxon DV is hard; you know that it will take time to build a case,” He says, but I don”t fucking like it; I don”t like any of this. I understand the laws, I understand that there is only so much they can do right now. Their hands are tied. Mine, on the other hand, are fucking not tied by anything.
I have already said I have no lines I will not cross for Lil, and I fucking mean it. If they can’t keep him away from her, I fucking will.
I am trying to do this the right way, but if the right way doesn’t keep her fucking safe, then I will do it my way.
“Do you want to go upstairs and tell her that, or should I?” I ask.
“Just stay with her, stay close, and we will figure this out,” he says, trying to keep himself calm. I can only guess how often he sees this happen, and I can see in his eyes that he is a good man—I am not.
“I meant what I said; either you deal with him, or I fucking will,” I say as I pull back and slam the door.
I place my hands against the door and rest my forehead on it, taking a deep breath.
I can hear him walking down the steps making his way to his still-running undercover car.
Fuck.
I am not going to tell her, that he is only going to get a slap on the wrist, after three hours she finally stopped fucking crying.
I will not tell her anything that will put her back in that fucking mindset.
I push off of the door and turn around, I take the steps two at a time as I make my way down the hallway and back into my room.
We both need an escape and I know the perfect one.
I make my way across my room and stop in the bathroom doorway. My blood runs cold as I stand still.
Lil is standing in front of the mirror; there is blood running down her arm from the fresh cuts she made with the kitchen knife.
I take a step into the bathroom, keeping my eyes on her in the mirror. She has the kitchen knife against her throat.
“Darlin, you don”t want to do that,” I warn her; I am fucking terrified right now; the thought of living in this world without her is not something I can fucking handle. I can’t live without her, and I will not live without her.
“Yes, I do. He is just going to keep coming,” she says with confidence, making my chest tighten even more. She is scared, and I am scared, but we will get through this together.
“I won’t let that happen,” I confess to her, pleading with her.
She stares at me, but I see her putting more pressure on the knife, enough that a small drop of blood rolls down her neck, making my stomach tighten.
I slowly make my way behind her, I reach around her and grab her hand and the knife.
“Please, I love you, Darlin, and I refuse to fucking live without you, so if you are going to take your life, you have to take mine too,” I say softly and with confidence. I mean every fucking word.
If she is going to kill herself right here, right fucking now, she is going to have to kill me too because, without her, I am dead anyway.
“What?” she asks, looking at me.
“You heard me, Darlin,” I confirm what she believes she heard come out of my mouth.
She takes in a deep breath, the tears rolling down her face as I slowly lower the knife to her side, she releases her hold, and I quickly take the knife and throw it into the tub.
She continues to look at herself in the mirror
“I am ugly; how can you say you love me? Look at me, Jax,” She says with disgust, looking over the bruises Chad gave her.
“I am looking at you, Darlin,” I tell her softly.
She shakes her head lifts her hand and screams punching the mirror, I wrap my arm around her stomach and pull her back into me, I force us both to move back and out of the bathroom. I release my hold on her and force her to turn and face me.
I grab her by the throat and pull her into me, she looks at me her eyes rapidly searching mine.
“I will never let you go,” I tell her.
“Promise?” She begs me.
“I promise,” I whisper.
She keeps her eyes on me as I lean in and gently connect my lips to hers. She leans into me, but before she can melt too much, I pull back, breaking the kiss.
“Bend over the bed,” I demand.
She looks at me as I release my grip on her throat
“Do as you”re told, Lil, bend over the fucking bed with your ass in the air,” I demand.
“Yes, Sir.” She whispers as she wipes her tears away and turns around, I watch her back her way over to my bed, she bends over shoving her face into my blanket, her ass in the air for me.
I turn and make my way over to the night table, I open the drawer grab the lube, and plug.
She needs to feel pleasure and pain. She needs to be reminded of who she belongs to.
I can fucking do that; we both need this right now.
I make my way over to her, I look down at her ass hole, the hole that no one has ever touched, it is mine, just like her pussy, her mouth, her entire body, it is fucking mine.
I take the cap off of the lube and squeeze it over her ass, watching it cover her ass, a little overkill, but it won’t hurt anything. I cover the plug with lube as well.
I throw the lube on the bed and walk into her, leaning over her body. I place my lips against her ear. “This is going to be uncomfortable, but I promise I will give you pleasure. Do you trust me, Darlin?”
“Yes, I trust you,” she whispers into the blanket.
I pull back and place my hand on her left butt cheek spreading her cheeks a little more, I place the tip of the plug at her ass, and slowly start to push it in.
Her body tenses for a moment.
“Breathe for me, Darlin, relax,” I tell her, reminding her I am right here. Right fucking here.
She does as she is told, allowing me to push the plug in a little more, then a little more, until only the tip is visible in her ass. I kneel behind her and kiss her ass cheek as I run my two fingers between her folds. She opens her legs wider for me making me smile.
I push in two fingers into her pussy, feeling her walls wrap tightly around them as I start to work her pussy, doing my best to take her mind off of her ass.
I look at the plug in her perfect tight ass hole, my cock pulses against my jeans as I lean in and bite down on her ass cheek, I taste her blood on my tongue as she monas.
I pull back, continuing to work her pussy. “You are such a good fucking girl, Darlin; I am going to take this ass. It is mine, just like the rest of you is mine.”
“Jax,” She moans into the blanket. Her ass wiggles as I feel her walls wrap tighter and tighter around my fingers; I position them up, hitting the spot I know will drive her over the edge, and like clockwork, I feel her release on my fingers and go down my hand. I kiss her ass and pull her fingers out, I slowly stand up, and she moves, flipping over. She wiggles as she tries to get used to the butt plug.
She looks up at me as I walk between her legs, I lift my two fingers and open my mouth, a growl escapes me as I suck on my finger making sure her taste enters my mouth, making sure I take in all of her juices from my fingers, she tastes like fucking candy.
Her eyes stay on me as I take my fingers out of my mouth and reach out to her she opens her mouth allowing me to insert my two fingers into her mouth I push them in forcing her to gag.
“Suck,” I demand; her lips wrap tightly around my fingers as she does as she is told.
I will make her forget Chad, I will make sure that the only fucking man on her mind is me, I remove my fingers from her mouth and quickly unbutton my pants and pull them down with my boxers, both of them falling to my ankles I grab her legs forcing her to lay down and come to the edge of the bed, I grab my cock and place the tip at her entrance as I lean down and grab onto her throat pushing my cock into her already wet, throbbing pussy.
I smash my lips to hers forcing her to open her mouth, my tongue enters hers making sure she tastes herself on my tongue, I begin pushing in and out of her at a steady pace.
Her ass might not be ready just yet, but her pussy is fucking singing for me.
I will fuck her until we both forget what just happened. It’s not a long-term solution but it will have to do for now.
We walk into the restaurant hand in hand.
The waiter nodded and turned, guiding us to the table I had asked for.
I release my hold on her hand and pull out the chair for her, she takes a seat wearing one of my favorite dresses that I have gotten her, she looks so fucking good in black.
I make my way around the table and take a seat.
The waiter has already set the bottle of wine on the table, I am organized and called ahead so they wouldn’t have to bug us when we are in our moment.
I lean forward and lock eyes with Lil.
“Remove your underwear, Darlin,” I say through gritted teeth.
The thought of other men touching her makes my blood boil, but the thought of her being exposed just for me in a restaurant, knowing very well that my cock filled her to the fucking rim not that long ago, turns me the fuck on.
No one here knows what is happening, but we do.
By the look in her eyes, she knows, she knows that she must obey. She will never tell me no, even though she can if need be, all she has to do is say the word, one simple word and I would stop, but I can see it in the way she is breathing this is turning her on as much as it is turning me on.
Her eyes go wide as she tries and get comfortable, which will be hard with the plug in her ass, the plug that is stretching her ass hole for me minute by minute.
She leans down and slowly removes her underwear, doing what she is told without question.
I reach underneath the table, and she hands me her underwear. “Good girl,” I whisper.
We both sit back and I put her underwear in my pocket.
Right now, her ass is plugged, and my cum will be exiting her swollen, wet pussy and going down her legs shortly.
I want her to be reminded throughout this entire dinner that she is fucking mine.
All fucking mine.