Twenty Seven
Day 13 journal entry…
Whit
I’m staring at these walls, they’re closing in,
Every shadow is a battle that I’m scared to win,
My mind’s a battlefield, my heart’s a war zone,
Trying to fight these demons, but I feel so alone.
I’m breaking down, I’m falling apart,
These scars run deep, they tear at my heart,
Drowning in my past, trying to breathe,
Can’t find the strength, to just believe.
Every hit I took, I thought it’d make me strong,
But now I’m lost, been fighting for too long,
Blame it on the needle, blame it on the pain,
But now I’m here, just trying to stay sane.
I’m breaking down, I’m falling apart,
These scars run deep, they tear at my heart,
Drowning in my past, trying to breathe,
Can’t find the strength, to just believe.
And every tear I shed, is a step towards the light,
Every scream inside, is a fight to survive,
I‘m not backing down, I’ll rise from this hell,
These wounds will heal, only time will tell.
I‘m breaking down, I’m falling apart,
These scars run deep, they tear at my heart,
Drowning in my past, trying to breathe,
Can’t find the strength, but I will believe.
So here I am, writing down these lines,
Pouring out my soul, healing over time,
One day at a time, I’ll find my way,
Through the darkness, I’ll make it through another day.