29. Allie #2
I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you how proud I am of you, how much I love your strength and your kind heart.
Your mother would have been proud of the woman you’ve become. Those photographs show how much she wanted you, how excited she was to be your mother. In case you ever thought it was so, her death wasn’t your fault, sweetheart. It was a medical complication that no one could’ve prevented.
I hope you can forgive an old fool who loved you more than his own life but didn’t know how to show it without putting you at risk.
All my love always, Dad
The letter blurred as my tears spilled down my cheeks and landed on the paper.
Hail put his arm around my shoulders, pulling me against his chest as I cried for the father I’d lost twice, once to his distance, and again to his death.
But also tears of relief as I finally understood why he’d pulled away in those last years.
“He was protecting me,” I said through my tears, my voice breaking. “All this time, I thought he chose work over me, but he was risking everything to keep me safe.” I wiped my eyes and sniffed.
“He sounds like a remarkable man,” Hail said softly, his lips against my hair. “Like his daughter.”
The lawyer waited patiently while I composed myself. His expression showed understanding. When I looked up, he handed me a tissue and a set of keys that felt cold and heavy in my palm.
“Unit 247 at Oceanview Storage,” he said gently. “Your father paid for ten years in advance. Everything inside is yours now. I’ll leave you to handle things privately, as he requested.”
The storage unit was larger than I expected, about the size of a one-car garage.
When we raised the metal door, I found a carefully organized space that looked more like a museum archive than storage.
Wooden crates lined the walls, each labeled with numbers and letters in my father’s precise handwriting.
Photography equipment sat on a metal shelf, along with files and documents showing months of meticulous work.
The space smelled of dust and paper, with a faint hint of paint and canvas.
And there, leaning against the back wall, were four canvases covered in protective cloth.
My breath caught. I recognized how they were wrapped, with the careful attention for preservation my father always showed his work. With shaking hands, I pulled away the first cloth.
I nearly cried again when I saw the lighthouse painting, the one that hung in our living room for years, the one I’d told him was my favorite because of how he’d captured light on water. I sucked in the faint oil paint scent that always meant Dad to me.
“I thought this was gone forever,” I whispered, running my fingers along the frame he’d made himself.
The wood felt smooth, worn in places. “I used to stare at this for hours when I was little.” I remembered sitting on our living room floor, studying how the light streamed from the lighthouse tower across the painted waves.
“It wasn’t in his apartment after he died. ”
The other three paintings were just as precious.
A portrait of me at ten, sitting in his studio with paint on my nose.
A landscape of the Maine coast in autumn.
And a still life of his painting supplies that captured the essence of creativity.
Each one brought back memories of watching him work, the quiet concentration on his face, the smell of turpentine and oils.
“Your father was talented.” Hail studied the lighthouse painting. “This one is extraordinary.” He stood back, taking in the full effect, his head tilted in appreciation.
We spent the next hour documenting everything in the storage unit.
The stolen paintings were there, millions of dollars worth of art that Carmichael had claimed as his own, all evidence of my father’s careful work to end the art theft ring.
I felt a growing sense of pride as I understood what he’d accomplished.
“We need to call Detective Fernandez,” I said. “He needs to know about this.” My voice sounded stronger now, more certain than it had been in days.
Hail pulled out his phone and found the detective’s number. The call connected quickly.
“Detective Fernandez? This is Hail, calling from Portland, Maine. Yes, we’re-we’re fine.
But we’ve discovered something important.
Allie’s father left her a st-st-storage unit filled with the paintings Will was after, plus documentation proving he was working undercover to expose the theft r-r-ring.
No, we haven’t touched anything. We have the key and all his-his documentation.
We’ll hand everything over when we get home.
It will take us a few days to drive back. ”
As we loaded my father’s personal paintings into our rental car, I felt something I hadn’t experienced in years—peace.
Not just the absence of fear, but deep understanding.
My father had loved me. He’d sacrificed our relationship to keep me safe, but he never stopped caring for me.
My shoulders felt lighter, as if a weight I’d carried for years had finally lifted.
“Ready to go home?” Hail asked as we secured the last painting in the car.
“Yes.” Our life waited for us, with its mountain air and pottery barn and a community that had claimed me as family. But now I carried the memory of my loving father, finally understanding who he’d really been.
The drive home took two days. I spent the hours telling Hail stories about my childhood, about the father I’d rediscovered through his journal and paintings.
The miles passed easily as words flowed from me, releasing memories I’d locked away.
By the time we reached our valley, I felt transformed, like I’d shed an old skin and emerged in a new one.
“Where do you want to hang-hang them?” Hail asked as we carried the paintings into our house.
I looked around our living room, with its comfortable furniture and wide windows showing the valley stretching toward mountains.
“The lighthouse should go there.” I pointed to the wall across from the couch.
“Somewhere I can see it every day and remember.” The wall was empty, waiting for something important.
As Hail carefully hung the lighthouse painting, I thought about my journey. I’d started running from my past, from the confusion and pain of losing my father. But that past had led me here, to this place, this male, and this life I never imagined possible.
The lighthouse in the painting glowed in the afternoon light, its beam reaching across painted waves toward a distant shore. Just like my father’s love. It had been there all along, reaching across the distance he created to keep me safe, waiting for me to open my arms and let him back in.
Tomorrow, Detective Fernandez would come to collect the storage unit key, and this part of my life would be over. There would be pottery classes to teach and tourists to welcome, the ordinary joys and challenges of our life together.
But tonight, surrounded by my father’s art and the male I loved, I felt complete in a new way.
The mystery of my past was solved, and I was truly home, with the memories of the father who never stopped protecting me.
As we sat on the sofa, I rested my head against Hail’s arm, breathing in his familiar scent, feeling the solid strength of him beside me.
And I knew with absolute certainty that I was exactly where I belonged.