38. Valerie
AJ kisses me so softly, so sweetly, I nearly lose my mind. How a big man like this can give me the most tender of touches that make me melt. With his body over mine, his hand on the back of my neck, his lips work me over like only he can.
Our bodies move together almost as one as he kisses down my jaw to my neck, his fingers slowly opening the button and zipper of my jeans before I shimmy out of them.
“Who knew you had such a soft touch, big guy?” I tease him with a smile. I like this side of him. I like that I am the only one who gets it. The only one who gets to see him like this. To the outside world, he is hardened. A brute.
“You”re worth taking my time with.” His words coast across my neck as he peppers kisses against my skin. I run my hands down his back, grabbing the bottom of his shirt and pulling it up. With my top and jeans already on the floor, he is too covered.
“One day, I want to hear all about these tattoos,” I whisper, my lips now brushing his bare chest, kissing each illustration that adorns his skin. They are large, a mix of words, drawings, shapes. Separately, they stand on their own, but together, they are magnificent.
“Right now, I just want to hear you moaning my name, sweetheart,” he growls as his hand delves into my underwear and his finger circles my clit.
I bite my bottom lip as my body arches at his touch. “AJ… that feels so good,” I moan, my eyes closed, my head pushing back into the pillow as my body vibrates for more. Every touch from him makes my senses come alive.
“I fucking love it when you arch your back for me,” he says, then his lips travel down my chest to my bra. This time, his other hand is there, pulling the cup of my bra down and his mouth encloses around my nipple. My skin feels like it is on fire with need. My body aching, my mind only on him, this moment, us together.
“AJ…” I moan. He feels like he is everywhere, and his slow, seductive touch is making me quiver.
“I’m trying to take my time… but you moaning my name like that is making it hard to keep in control.”
I smooth my hands up his back, feeling his muscles, his torso hard, strong, and safe, before I delve my fingers into his scalp, pulling at his hair. He growls his appreciation as I massage his head. I may be stressed, but he is as well, the two of us in new territory and both in fear for our lives. His hands move to my waist, and he slowly pulls off my underwear, his mouth following and kissing down my body.
“Mmmmm…” I bite my bottom lip as his hands move straight back up my legs and he buries his mouth in my center.
“Fuck me, this is too fucking good…” he grumbles against my skin, and I smile as my hips start moving against his face, his tongue exploring, still taking his time. His hands graze up my sides to unclip my bra as mine remain buried in his hair. I pull the straps from my arms, flinging the lacy number across the room.
“Come here,” I whisper to him, the room now dark as night has fallen, the streetlights outside giving us a small glow through the window. He kisses his way up my body and my hands land on his jeans. I feel him hot and hard as he takes my lips with his for another soul-burning kiss. Pushing his jeans off his body, I take his underwear at the same time, and he kicks them off his legs.
“Spread those beautiful legs, sweetheart. Let me in…”
I do what he says and move my legs and he positions himself between them. I look at him hovering above me, this man. I would have never in a million years thought that the two of us would be remotely compatible, but he feels like my second half, my soul mate, the one I have been waiting for.
“AJ…” I whimper as he starts to push inside. Our foreheads meet, our eyes focused on each other, his swirling with so much desire, need, and complete devotion. He grits his teeth as he pushes inside, and I lose my breath as he bottoms out.
“You feel good, baby,” he says, kissing me again, and I loop my arms around his neck as our movements become synchronized. We are not frantic, we are not rushed, our bodies move together like they know exactly what to do. Our lips taste each other, his hips push into me, brushing my clit with each thrust, my body becoming hot.
“AJ… this is amazing. You are amazing,” I pant. The sweat builds between us, even though we are going slower than ever before. It is a new type of arousal. My eyes water at his tender touch. It”s like nothing I have ever experienced and nothing like I thought this man was capable of. My breathing starts to shudder, my body moving a little quicker. I feel out of control as I feel the high approaching.
Our foreheads remain connected as his eyes bore into mine, my mouth open, our breaths mixing, and I hear him breathing harder as well.
“Come for me, sweetheart. Let me feel you let go.” Sweeping his tongue across my lips, he cups my breast, pulling my nipple, and thrusts into me more powerfully. My body feels overwhelmed in a good way, as one hand hits the bed at the side and I grip on to the sheets, my fingers white-knuckled. My other hand grabs his shoulder, my fingernails digging into his muscles. He hisses slightly as he leans down and bites my lip, and I let go. I gasp before my entire body begins to shudder, the sensual feeling overwhelming as my legs shake around his.
“AJ… Oh… AJ!” I cry out, and he swallows my moans. A deep growl leaves him and rumbles against my lips as he thrusts hard once more and then comes. His arms hold my body tight as he pulses into me, his chest rumbling, our bodies laced with a light sweat, and we pant together as we come down from our high. We stay like that, kissing for a moment, before AJ falls onto the mattress next to me and pulls me into him. We remain silent, the two of us taking in what just happened, and I realize in that moment I am utterly and totally in love with him.