THE BOOKSHOP ON HONEYSUCKLE

THE BOOKSHOP ON HONEYSUCKLE

By R.A. Calkins

CHAPTER 1 THE KEY IN THE BLUE ENVELOPE

By the time Clara Bennett found the blue envelope, the funeral flowers had begun to bow their heads.

She had spent most of the afternoon carrying casseroles from the church fellowship hall into her aunt’s little white house on Honeysuckle Street, accepting hugs from people she had not seen in thirteen years, and answering the same quiet question with different words.

How long are you staying?

Clara did not know.

Three days, she had told Mrs. Garland from the pharmacy.

A week, she had told the mayor’s wife.

Long enough to settle things, she had told Reverend Hale.

To herself, she had said nothing at all.

The house felt smaller than Clara remembered and somehow more permanent.

The oak table still had a pale ring where Aunt June had set her tea every morning.

The cuckoo clock still ran five minutes slow.

A row of cookbooks leaned toward one another on the counter as if gossiping.

Outside the front window, honeysuckle vines curled along the low fence, their late-summer blossoms fading but still sweet enough to scent the porch.

Clara stood in the kitchen with her black flats in one hand and the blue envelope in the other.

Her name had been written across the front in Aunt June’s neat slanted hand.

CLARA — OPEN WHEN EVERYONE HAS GONE HOME.

Everyone had gone home twenty minutes ago.

Clara sat at the table.

The envelope held two things: a brass key and a folded sheet of cream stationery.

She knew the key before she unfolded the letter.

The Book Nook.

Her aunt’s shop had occupied 17 Honeysuckle Street for forty-one years, squeezed between a bakery and an old brick building that had once been a hardware store.

Clara had grown up between its shelves. She had learned to read in the children’s corner beneath a painted wooden moon.

She had learned to run a cash register standing on a milk crate.

She had learned, at seventeen, that a quiet boy named Eli Mercer could make her forget every book she had ever read merely by walking through the front door.

At twenty-three, she had learned how quickly a person could leave all of that behind.

Clara unfolded the letter.

Dear Clara,

If you are reading this, then I have gone home to the Lord, and you are sitting at my kitchen table pretending not to cry because you always did believe tears were more private than they really are.

Clara stopped.

She pressed the heel of one hand against her eyes and laughed once through the ache.

Aunt June had known her too well.

The letter continued.

The shop is yours if you want it.

Not because you owe me anything. You do not. Not because I expect you to move back. I do not. And not because the town needs saving by someone from away. Honeysuckle has survived stubborn men, bad harvests, a flood in 1987, and three mayors who could not balance a checkbook. It will survive.

But the shop mattered to you once. Before you decide what happens to it, stand inside it again.

Open the door. Turn on the lights. Walk the aisles.

Then choose.

Love,

June

P.S. The back window still sticks. Use both hands.

Clara read the letter three times.

Then she looked at the brass key.

She had not been inside the Book Nook in more than a decade.

She had driven past it once that morning on her way from the motel to the church, but she had kept her eyes forward. She had noticed only the green awning in her peripheral vision and the gold-painted letters on the front glass.

The Book Nook.

Books New, Old, and Worth Keeping.

Aunt June had closed the shop six weeks before her death, after the doctor told her that climbing the narrow staircase to the office was no longer sensible. Clara had offered to help hire someone. Aunt June had refused.

Now the key lay in Clara’s palm, heavier than a key should have been.

Her phone buzzed on the table.

It was a message from her boss in Charlotte.

Thinking of you. No rush tonight. Call tomorrow about Monday’s client presentation.

Monday.

It was Thursday.

Clara’s life waited four hours away in a sixth-floor apartment with white walls, a closet full of sensible clothes, and a desk facing the neighboring building.

Her work as a corporate copy editor paid well enough.

It was orderly. Predictable. She knew how many projects were due each month and how many vacation days she had left.

She also knew she had spent the past two years telling herself that orderly was the same thing as content.

Clara slipped the key into the pocket of her black dress.

She told herself she would wait until morning.

She lasted twelve minutes.

Honeysuckle Street after dark looked almost exactly as it had when she was a girl.

The sidewalks were uneven. The lampposts were black iron with flower baskets attached.

Boone’s Bakery had a chalkboard sign outside promising cinnamon rolls at seven.

Across the street, the old courthouse clock glowed above the sycamores.

Clara walked slowly, hearing her aunt’s voice in every familiar corner.

Don’t drag your feet, honey. You’ll wear out your shoes before you get where you’re going.

The Book Nook waited at the center of the block.

Its front windows were dark.

Clara stopped at the curb.

The green paint around the door had peeled near the bottom. A handwritten notice still hung inside the glass.

CLOSED FOR A LITTLE WHILE.

KEEP READING.

— JUNE

Clara’s throat tightened.

She crossed the street.

The key entered the lock with resistance, then turned.

The door opened with the same small brass bell she remembered.

One clear note.

Clara stood on the threshold.

Moonlight from the windows fell across shelves, tables, wooden chairs, and towers of books her aunt had apparently been sorting before she became too ill to continue.

Dust hung in the air. The room smelled of paper, cedar polish, and the faint cinnamon sweetness that always drifted through the shared brick wall from the bakery.

She reached for the switch beside the door.

Half the overhead lights came on.

The other half flickered, hummed, and gave up.

Clara smiled despite herself.

“Of course.”

She stepped inside and locked the door behind her.

The front counter had not changed. Neither had the old adding machine Aunt June kept despite owning a perfectly good computer. A jar of bookmarks sat beside the register. The children’s corner still had its painted moon, though the yellow paint had faded.

Clara ran a finger along the counter.

She remembered Saturday mornings. Rainy afternoons. Christmas story hours. Aunt June slipping paperback novels into the hands of teenagers who had no money and telling them to pay next time.

She remembered Eli leaning against the history shelf at eighteen, pretending to browse while watching her work.

She pushed the memory aside.

Open the door. Turn on the lights. Walk the aisles.

So she walked.

Mystery. History. Poetry. Romance. Cookbooks. Local authors. Children’s books. Used classics. Each aisle returned a piece of her that she had apparently left on a shelf.

At the very back of the store, she found a lamp glowing.

Clara stopped.

She had not turned on that lamp.

A shadow moved near the rear door.

Her breath caught.

“Hello?”

A man stepped out from behind a tall rolling ladder.

He wore work boots, faded jeans, and a gray T-shirt dusted with sawdust. His dark hair was shorter than she remembered. His shoulders were broader. A narrow pale scar crossed one knuckle on his right hand.

But his eyes were the same.

Eli Mercer looked at her across thirteen years.

Neither of them spoke.

Finally, he glanced toward the front door.

“I saw the lights.”

Clara swallowed.

“You’re inside a locked building.”

“I have a key.”

Of course he did.

She held up hers. “So do I.”

His gaze dropped to the brass key and returned to her face.

“Aunt June gave it to me.”

Something softened in his expression at the word aunt, though June Bennett had been no relation to him.

“She gave me mine three months ago,” he said. “For repairs.”

Clara looked around. “You were repairing the shop?”

“Trying to.”

There was more in those two words than carpentry.

She knew it. He knew she knew it.

A truck passed outside, headlights sweeping briefly across the ceiling.

Eli took one step closer, then stopped.

“I’m sorry about June.”

Clara nodded. “Thank you.”

“She talked about you.”

“Did she?”

“Often.”

Clara almost asked what Aunt June had said, but she was afraid of the answer.

Instead she looked at the ladder. “What were you doing back here?”

“Checking the leak above the reading room.”

“There’s a reading room?”

A faint smile moved across his face.

“There was going to be.”

Clara stared at him.

Eli tipped his head toward a door she remembered as a storage closet.

“June had plans.”

Aunt June always had plans.

Clara took the key from her pocket and closed her fingers around it.

Suddenly the decision she had expected to make from a distance looked different.

It had a darkened shop, a leaking roof, an unfinished room, and a man she had once loved standing beneath a weak light.

“How bad is it?” she asked.

Eli glanced upward.

“The roof?”

“The shop.”

He studied her before answering.

“Depends what you want it to become.”

Clara felt the old sting of knowing Eli could answer a practical question with one that reached deeper.

“I don’t know what I want.”

“No,” he said quietly. “You never did tell me.”

The words landed between them.

Not sharp.

Worse than sharp.

True.

Clara looked away.

The brass bell over the front door trembled slightly in the draft though no one had entered.

For the first time since the funeral, she understood that settling Aunt June’s affairs would not be simple.

And for the first time in thirteen years, she was standing in the same room with the person who knew exactly why.

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