Chapter 17
SEVENTEEN
LOURDES
I woke up feeling disorientated and hot. It had to be around dawn because the room was still dark. Just as my cognitive thinking started returning to me, and I began to wonder if Neo was back, I felt pressure on my midsection.
My first instinct was to shift away, but I couldn’t. That’s when I noticed I was no longer under the covers—hell, the covers couldn’t even be seen. What could be seen was an arm wrapped around me—Neo’s arm.
Why the hell was he holding on to me?
I remember sleeping all the way on the other edge of the bed, and after taking a deep breath and looking around, I realized I was not on the edge anymore. The asshole had dragged me to the middle.
The pillows I had put as a barrier were no longer in sight.
Okay, who was I kidding? He might have not done a thing. Truth be told, I was a very active sleeper. I know people said they loved to cuddle, but I couldn’t stand it. Sure, hold me for a few seconds, but I liked my personal space when it was time to sleep.
Personal space should have been the first thing on my mind this instant, but my body decided to be a traitorous little bitch. Neo was a liar, and I should want nothing to do with him after all the things he had been doing behind my back. My body felt hot, not just because of his body heat. I ached between my legs. Neo was so fucking close that I felt myself grow more wet the longer I stayed in his hold. His front was pressed up against my back, and for the sake of my sanity I decided to ignore all the places I could feel him touching me.
With my mind made up, I attempted to get free once more. I just needed to shimmy out of here, then I could think without my vagina going into heathness . Neo’s arm became tighter. I froze, but his breathing was still pretty even. I waited a few seconds to make sure he wasn’t up and then attempted to get free again.
Mierda .
Neo was hard. His dick nestled cozily against my ass. It was the worst fucking scenario. Screw my pride, I should have never agreed to come on this trip. This time, when I moved, it wasn’t to move away. It was more of a grind that I did without thinking it through. I had to bite my lip to stop myself from whimpering from how good he felt.
Fuck.
I really needed to get out of here.
Having him hard and pressed up against me made me squirm.
“Rub your ass against me one more time, and I’m going to stuff you full of my cock.”
A shiver went down my spine, and I heard Neo’s low growl in my ear. I lay still from the shock…and maybe a bit of embarrassment. Neo did no such thing. The hand that was around my waist moved, so his palm was now resting below my waist. His fingers spread wide and his pinkie was so close to my mound. This was the moment when I usually felt self-conscious. Having someone hold my belly. It was soft, not firm, a bit of weight that refused to go away no matter how much I tried to exercise. Right now I couldn’t even think about it because Neo was rubbing his hips against my ass.
“Get off me, you jerk,” I hissed. He laughed. His tone was low and sensual, and instead of repulsing me, it was having the opposite effect. “You were supposed to stay on your side of the bed.”
“I did, but you kick and punch when you sleep. The only way to keep you still was to keep you in my arms.”
There was a possessive edge that thrilled me when he said that last part. I had no reason to feel this way, especially not when this lust was wrapped in betrayal.
“You should have slept on the couch then,” I spat back.
Neo’s hand moved lower. His fingers were so close to cupping me through my silk pajama shorts.
“You stilled when I wrapped my arms around you, letting out a contented little sigh. Then you wiggled your delicious ass against me. What did you expect me to do, Lou?”
“Not grope me, you asshole.”
I could only hope my voice sounded more annoyed than breathless so I could keep some of my dignity.
Neo moved his hand, and he cupped me through my pajamas. I closed my eyes when I felt the curve of his smile against my neck.
“Seems to me like you like it,” he drawled. “Hate me all you want, Lou, but your needy little pussy wants me.”
I bit my lip as he rubbed me through my pajama bottoms. His thumb added friction to my clit. He did it a few times, alternating between focusing on my clit or using the heel of his palm and rubbing it against my pussy.
The pressure felt amazing, combined with the way he was grinding his hips against me.
It was pathetic that I was close to coming from his heavy petting.
“Fuck you,” I spat, trying one last time to get away so I could think, but it just made it worse. The heel of his palm rubbed against me. My movement caused me to grind against his hand involuntarily.
It felt so good, and I was wound up so tight. I closed my eyes when I did it again, and then again. My breathing was coming in labored. Neo cursed but he kept up with his ministrations.
“So warm. I can feel how wet you are. Fuck, Lou, you feel so fucking good.”
“Neo,” I whimpered when it was obvious that my grinding wasn’t going to bring me relief, it just getting me more worked up.
The use of his name did it.
Maybe because I acknowledged him or the needy way I said it, but it was like a rubber band had finally snapping. Neo shoved my shorts down, leaving me only in my panties and my tank top. He then moved me so I was lying back, and he was hovering above me, supporting himself with one hand.
His eyes were right between my legs. If I weren’t turned on, I would be mortified.
“Spread those legs, baby, show me the mess you made for me,” he growled.
When I didn’t do as he said, he brought his free hand between my legs. He skimmed the edge of the waistband of my peach lace thong.
“You bought these for me?” he asked, lifting the band and letting it snap against my skin.
My pussy throbbed.
I scoffed.
He didn’t let me get another word in. He moved the lace to the side and inserted three fingers in me, and I hissed as he stretched me.
“Don’t lie, Lou. Every fucking month there were charges to La Perla. You wanted me to see…you wanted me to notice,” he taunted as he pushed his fingers out slowly and slid them in, causing me to get wetter.
Neo dropped his weight on me. He glided his nose along the slope of my neck. My chest rose and fell rapidly. Something that caught his eye too because he began to kiss his way down my neck to my chest, and then he peppered kisses on my cleavage as he fingered my pussy.
“As far as I’m concerned…all your undergarments are mine.”
As he said this he rose to his knees. I gasped as he pulled out of me, missing the fullness his fingers gave me. Neo grabbed onto my panties from either side and he pulled until the delicate material tore away from my body.
My shriek was loud, but Neo didn’t stop there. For someone who struggled with feeling petite, Neo made me feel like I might break. He pulled my camisole from me, moving me as he saw fit.
I was left panting in just my bra. Neo was just as out of breath as I was. I should say something, maybe fight him some more, but for the first time ever I was at a loss for words.
Neo didn’t hesitate like I did. He brought his fingers back down between my legs. This time he teased my entrance, then brought a single digit to circle my clit.
“Such a fucking little slut, aren’t you, Lou?” Neo taunted as he dragged his finger and slid it inside of me. “You’re so fucking turned on.”
So was he. I could see the imprint of his dick through his boxers, and even in the dark I could see a patch where it got darker from his precum.
Neo went back to playing with my clit, alternating between circles and adding pressure. He did it until I couldn’t hold back any more and I let out a moan.
“Should I finger you until you come like this? Desperate to have me fill you?” His gaze was intense, and I found I couldn’t look away from him. I ached so bad, but l didn’t want to beg. I didn’t want to lose this fucked-up game we were playing. “Your needy little cunt is begging to be filled.” He smirked at me as he grazed my opening. “The way it clenches against nothing.”
Neo always had a talent for driving me insane, and this was no different. I was doing so good until he inserted two fingers inside of me and hooked them, rubbing that spot inside of me that I had trouble finding with my toys.
“Fuck,” I whimpered.
“I need you on my cock, Lou,” he groaned.
His words turned me on even more. He was always cool and collected, but he was as out of control as I was in the moment.
One second, I was still lying down, the next, Neo flipped us until I straddled him. If there was one position that made me feel uncomfortable, it was having to be on top. I tried to move away, but he didn’t let me. His hands came to my waist, his fingers digging into me.
“You’re so fucking beautiful.” His revered whisper was the only reason I stayed still.
Neo’s hands were on my thighs. He rubbed them up and down, altering between caressing them and digging his fingers in them.
“Imagined these thighs wrapped around me so many times,” he groaned as he moved me so my bare pussy was right over his boxers-covered hard-on. He then moved his hands up from my thighs and curved them so he could grab my ass cheeks.
Neo cursed.
“This fucking ass has been driving me insane,” he admitted as he used his hold on my body to move me.
He was hitting all the right spots. My hips started to move of their own accord. I brought my hands to his chest so I could better grind against him.
“Don’t come,” he demanded. “I need to feel your pussy clenching on my cock.”
“I’m close,” I whimpered.
That spurred him on. He lifted me enough so he could work his boxers off. His dick sprang free. God, how was it that he was perfect everywhere? He was long and thick, and the head was red and leaking.
My mouth actually watered.
All our confrontations were leading to this moment. There was no warning, and no hesitation on my part, when he sat me down on his cock. My nails raked against his abs because of how good he felt.
“Neo.” His name was a low whine.
“Fuck,” he cursed.
He undid my bra, and as soon as it was off, he threw it across the bed. He leaned into me and popped one of my breasts into his mouth while he pinched the other with his hand. His other arm wrapped around me, holding me still, and all I could do was hold on to his shoulders. Even though I was on top, he was still in charge.
“Perfect tits,” he groaned around my nipple.
The way he nipped, licked, and softly bit me, I believed him. It was like he couldn’t get enough. His hand dug into my thigh and ass but caressed my navel softly. He tugged at my belly button piercing and kissed all over my neck and chest.
“Tempted to keep you like this… Warming my cock while I feel all of you.”
A desperate sound left my throat, and I could feel his laughter pressed against my chest.
“But you’re fucking gagging for my cock, aren’t you, baby?”
God, he was arrogant.
He took my other nipple into his mouth and then let it go with an audible pop. The asshole leaned back and put one of his hands behind his head while the other held on to my ass.
“Use my cock, Lou,” he said between gritted teeth as he pushed up against me. Mierda. That felt good. “Fuck yourself on me. I want to see your perfect tits bouncing as you fuck me.” Another thrust. “Use me. Show me how much you hate me.”
And I did. I held on to his abs as I used him for my pleasure. My head was thrown back as I finally let go. God, he felt good. He alternated between kneading my ass or my hips, knowing I would have bruises on me. It would serve as a reminder that this was real.
His groans, my moans, and the embarrassing wet sounds we created as I rode him were all that could be heard.
“Oh fuck.”
Neo’s answer was to push up against me. I opened my eyes and looked at him. Maybe that was a mistake because his whole focus was on me. The hand that had been under his head was now holding on to the headboard. Neo’s knuckles were white as he strong-gripped the wood. It was as if he was trying to hold himself back.
He pushed up against me once more, and without breaking eye contact, I ground down on him.
“That’s it, baby. You’re so close now. Come for me. Need to feel it,” he said through gritted teeth, and I did. Waves of pleasure crashed over me as I rode out my orgasm. Neo stopped moving against me and allowed me to do all the work.
I was panting when I was done. And although I was embarrassingly wet, I quickly noted that it was all me. My gaze focused on him again, and the way he was looking at me, I almost came again. He let go of the board, both his hands coming to my waist, and he flipped us once again.
“Now it’s my turn,” he stated in a low voice that had me squirming. “Hands and knees, baby. I want to feel that perfect ass on me.”
He laid his hand softly on me as he helped me turn around. Soft kisses peppered their way up from my lower back to my nape.
“Look at you, all spread out for me,” he murmured against my skin. “What would people think if they knew you were desperate for me?” At that moment, he spread my cheeks and sank into me. He felt deeper this way—his thrusts were slower, not as sloppy as mine had been. “How perfect and wet you are for me.” He thrust faster and deeper. He held on to my shoulder with one hand as the other came down to rub my clit.
“Neo,” I moaned as he worked me over harder and faster.
“That’s it, baby, let everyone know who’s fucking you,” he demanded. “That you could have anyone you wanted, but you want me.”
Neo was going feral, and I was getting off on it.
“You’re such a little slut for my cock, aren’t you, baby? You are so close to coming again.”
Fuck, I was. Neo kept talking as he fucked me. He was close, I could tell.
“You look perfect with my cock in you…” Thrust. “Made for me…” Thrust. “I’m going to fill that perfect pussy with my cum.”
I was a whimpering mess.
He alternated between fucking me and playing with my clit.
“Beg me, Lou, beg me to fill you up.”
My legs were shaking and I didn’t know how much more I could take of him. I had come once already, but I was nowhere near being sated.
“Neo,” I whined.
He let go of my shoulder and instead pulled at my hair. The pain and pleasure had me going blind with want for a few seconds. I couldn’t contain the noises spilling out of me at this point.
“Please…”
“So close, baby, beg me again,” he ordered as he kept thrusting in me enough to keep me on edge, but nowhere near enough to push me over it.
“Neo, please!”
At that moment, I didn’t care if I yelled while someone passed by and knew my stepbrother was fucking me. He worked me into a frenzy that I needed relief.
“Fuck,” he grunted. “Come for me, Lou.”
I would hate myself tomorrow for the way he commanded my body, but right now, it was nirvana. Neo cursed behind me, and I felt his cum begin to coat my walls. We laid like that for a few seconds. Even though he was softening, he wasn’t pulling out of me. I could feel his cum slowly start to leak out.
When he finally pulled out, he turned me around so I was looking up at him.
We were both breathless with perspiration sticking to our temples.
The line had been crossed—obliterated. Neo looked down at me, and despite everything that was said, he looked content.
“You’re so fucking gorgeous,” he admitted as he cupped my face with one of his hands. “Naked, with my cum leaking out of you. Fuck. I want to fill you up again.”
My pussy clenched at his words, and he smiled at me, but instead of taunting me, he bent his head and finally kissed my mouth.
This kiss was slow. All our pent-up aggression had already been exorcised. He kissed me like he didn’t want to break me anymore. Like I was something he cherished and couldn’t afford to break.
My arms wrapped around him, my legs spreading to accommodate his body. I gasped as I felt his cock rub against me, missing the fullness. Neo moved from my mouth to my cheeks until he whispered in my ear.
“I’m going to lick your pussy until you’re crying because you’re so desperate to come. Then I’m going to fuck you again until everyone in this place knows who you belong to.”
I’d been Neo’s for a long time, even if I never said it aloud.