31. TATI
Chapter thirty-one
TATI
I wake up to the soft morning light filtering through the sheer curtains, a dull throbbing in my head. The events of the previous night come rushing back to me—the celebration, the drinks, and the wild abandon with which I'd thrown myself into.
I stir in my nest, reaching out for my Alphas instinctively. My hand brushes against warm skin, and I smile, recognizing the familiar touch of Ashton. But as I move closer, I notice a hint of movement from the corner of my eye.
"Good morning, my sweetheart," a deep voice rumbles from behind me, sending shivers down my spine. Ryder’s strong arms wrap around me from behind, pulling me back against his bare chest. I can feel his morning erection pressing against my lower back, and a wave of desire washes over me, dispelling the remnants of my hangover.
"Mmm, good morning to me," I purr, leaning into his embrace. I turn my head to kiss Ashton, who is now fully awake and smiling at me with those captivating brown eyes. His lips are soft and warm against mine, his hand gently caressing my thigh, slowly moving upward.
Ryder's hands are roaming too, his touch sending sparks of pleasure through me. He knows exactly how to make me feel alive, Ashton swallowing my moan as Ryder's fingers slip between my thighs and run through my folds. Holy shit, this is definitely one way to wake up. A moan falls from my lips as I squirm between them, Ryder pushing a finger inside of me.
“Seems our Beta woke up a little needy. Ash, is there something we can do about this?”
I’m about to ask where Carleen is when Ashton just hums, still kissing me. Then he wraps a hand around my thigh and drags it over his hip, opening me up. I expect him to thrust inside of me but he’s still wearing his pants—which just leaves Ryder. The head of his cock presses against my entrance, slowly stretching me open.
Yeah, there’s no fucking way I’m ever going to be able to take his knot. Holy, fucking hell, he’s huge.
Ashton chuckles, breaking the kiss. “Big isn’t it? Like a fucking monster but it feels so fucking good, little doe. You can take it. I know you can.”
I gasp as Ryder pushes further, his purr settling any anxiety creeping in. He goes slowly, inching his way inside until he’s fully seated. "Oh, gods, Ryder," I breathe, my head falling back against his shoulder. Ashton's hands are on my breasts now, kneading and teasing my sensitive nipples, his touch contrasting with the deep, powerful thrusts of Ryder's cock.
Ryder holds me tightly, his hands gripping my hips as he begins to move, his pace slow and deliberate. Each thrust sends waves of pleasure through my body, my orgasm building quickly. I am so close but I want to hold on, to savor this moment with my Alphas.
As if reading my mind, Ashton leans down and whispers in my ear, "Let go, Tati. Come for us." His hot breath against my skin sends me over the edge. I cry out, my body convulsing around Ryder's cock as my orgasm washes over me.
Ryder grunts, his thrusts becoming more urgent as my pussy clenches around him. "That's it, sweetheart. Milk my cock," he growls, voice thick with desire.
I’m lost in a haze of pleasure, my body still trembling from the aftershocks of my orgasm, when I feel Ryder’s cock swelling inside of me. Panic takes hold until I realize that his knot is pressing against my entrance but not actually inside of me. And because I’m a sucker for punishment, wanting more, wanting to be selfish, I jam myself backward, my pussy swallowing his knot whole.
And now it’s swelling inside of me, my senses overwhelmed as it stretches me impossibly wider. Ryder is both growling and purring as I breathe through the stretch but it’s just on the side of too much. “Oh, fuck!” It sends me spiraling into another wave of pleasure as I come again, Ryder then coming inside of me. I feel so fucking full, so completely possessed by Ryder.
“Shit, sweetheart. I didn’t think you were going to take my knot.”
“I really wanted it,” I push out, my voice strained as my Alphas hold me through another, third, smaller orgasm. I am definitely not going to be doing this every day. Maybe once a month? Twice a month?
As I lay there, panting, I become aware of a presence at the door. Carleen’s signature scent fills the room, a wild smile on her face. “I only came to say that breakfast was ready but I can always wait and watch the show if you need another round.”
I groan but with nowhere to go, I just bury my face into the pillows beneath me. It’s an awkward twist, made even worse as Ashton slides two fingers between us and starts playing with my pussy stretched around Ryder’s knot. There’s no fucking way that—
He stuffs them in beside Ryder’s cock, a cry for relief tearing from my throat. I both want more and hate this sensation. “One day, we’ll both fuck you here, little doe. Both fill you and knot you until you pass out from pleasure. Maybe we’ll overwhelm you. Let you taste Carleen while we’re filling you.”
My gaze darts to Carleen by the door, a hint of desire lingering in her expression. Oh, she wants that. But that’s a tomorrow thing or next week thing. I’m going to be sore as fuck, Ryder’s knot already deflating as Ashton slowly lets go of my thigh. I groan at the loss of Ryder’s cock but quickly push to my feet and scurry to the bathroom before someone can claim a shower with me.
As much as I love the three of them, I need a minute. Oh, goddess, I love them. I’m not even sure when that happened. Needing to say something now, I rush back out to my nest, falling to my knees and grabbing Ryder and Ashton’s hands. “I love you. Fuck, that should have been a little more romantic but I do. I know it’s too soon to say it but my feelings aren’t changing.”
Maybe I should have waited till after my shower because saying it to a naked Ryder and a half-naked Ashton after they just rocked my world makes this moment even more awkward. Ryder laughs, pulling me into a firm hug. “I love you too, sweetheart. And I don’t think there’s a timing on when you should or can say it. If it feels right, then it’s fine.”
I’m pulled away from Ryder, Ashton peppering kisses all over my face. “You already know that I love you, Tati. You’ve been my little doe for far longer than you’ve been my Beta but you’ve always been mine. And now that I get to keep you, fuck, this is probably the best day ever.”