The Temptation of Truth (The Hometown Heartless #4)

The Temptation of Truth (The Hometown Heartless #4)

By Brit Benson

Prologue

Sometimes, they die because we love them too much.

Sometimes, they bloom because we finally let them breathe.

I used to be someone else.

Someone loud with wonder and hope. Someone with big plans and a restless need to see the world.

I used to dream of greenhouses and poetry and cities I couldn’t pronounce. I used to write until my mind was calm and my hands ached for relief. I used to fear nothing.

Not losing people. Not losing myself.

Not never being found.

Then came grief, and with it silence. A yawning sea of darkness so wide and deep and heavy that it nearly swallowed me whole. It blotted out the sunlight. It cloaked everything in despair, sticky and thick, making movement difficult. Making breathing difficult.

When the dreams started to fade, I let them. I didn’t reach for them. I didn’t try to save them. I didn’t try to save myself. I was content to drown in the darkness. To let it suffocate me.

And then...

Then came her.

I didn’t mean to fall for her. I didn’t mean to forget the ring or the promises I made while I was still too numb to understand them.

I didn’t mean to ache at the sound of her laughter, or yearn for the softness of her lips, or memorize the soft curve of her waist like it was mine to keep.

Like it was made just so my hand had a place to rest.

I didn’t mean for the dreams to return. I didn’t mean for them to include her.

I didn’t mean for any of it to happen, but it did.

And somewhere in that mess—somewhere amidst the stolen glances, the broken boundaries, and the overwhelming temptation of truth—I started to bloom again.

Not because she loved me.

Not even because she saw me.

Because I dared to grow toward the light.

I dared to breathe.

And it changed everything.

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