Chapter 9
Riley
Against my better judgment, I lift my hand and ring Mac's doorbell, already having made several trips from the car to bring all my supplies.
He doesn't smile when he tugs open the heavy door. Instead, he frowns down at the bags and boxes of things I've brought with me.
"What is all that shit?" he asks, pointing to the items.
"Really?" I snap, already annoyed at the light bloom of sweat beginning to coat my skin because it doesn't matter that it's the end of December. Texas can't even make up its mind what season it is and stay that way for any length of time. "You're the one who said you needed a full meal prepared."
"And that requires one of those giant mixers?"
I chew the inside of my cheek in an effort to keep from jumping on him and clawing his eyes out like a spider monkey.
"You said to bring what you need to make a meal," I say, my tone low and as even as I can make it in this moment. "I don't know what you have. Do you have a mixer?"
"No." He huffs.
"Then I need it." I reach down and grab the straps of one bag before walking past him into the house. "Bring all that other stuff to the kitchen for me."
I arrow in that direction because standing beside him with wet hair and smelling like the shower gel he has in his bathroom won't keep me in the frame of mind I need to pull this night off.
I avoid looking over in the direction of the stairs that I know lead to his masculine bedroom.
Despite the twenty-minute pep talk I gave myself in the mirror before leaving my house, I'm finding it very difficult not to let my memories from that night creep in and take over. It was insanely perfect until it wasn't. I can't ever forget how massive of an asshole he was, no matter how badly I'd like to be under him again .
I blame low self-esteem for thinking it would be okay to get tangled up in the sheets with him again. He treated me poorly, and it's not okay.
I'm blown away by his kitchen. The double oven, the pristine condition, and the layout are perfect for any chef to be successful in making a meal. I'm jealous of what he has as I step up to the counter and run my fingers along the cool granite countertop.
"Why so much stuff?" he grumbles as he places several bags full of food and dishes on the counter.
"I already told you that," I whisper, still enthralled by his kitchen.
"This is too much shit, Riley," he mutters before walking away to get yet another load of things I brought.
Ignoring him, I let my eyes skate over every available surface. The things I could do in a kitchen like this are endless.
"Sure is a lot of stuff to use in less than two hours," he says as he carries in the mixer and places it beside the other bags.
"Excuse me?"
"The McGees will be here at six."
"The text you sent said seven thirty."
He blinks at me, making me wonder if he really did take a hammer to the head a few times.
"I changed the time because I forgot my favorite show is premiering season five tonight. Can't miss it."
"And you didn'tthink that would be something I needed to know?" I growl, ready to walk right out, but I know how that will look.
The McGees would show up, and there would be no food. It wouldn't be his fault for not telling me about the time change. All of that blame would land on my shoulders.
"How difficult is it to make a meal?" he asks, and I can see by the look on his face that he legit has no idea what goes into preparing a meal for guests. "Is there something I can help you with?"
"Seriously?" I snap as I rush to pull ingredients, bowls, and utensils out of the bags. "Just stay out of my way."
I see his shoulders lift a few inches as if I had just said exactly what he was hoping I would before he walks away.
Once he leaves the room, I pull my phone out of my pocket, pop my earbuds in, and begin a fast-paced playlist, one that never fails to get me in the right headspace to cook.
I take a moment for myself, closing my eyes and pulling in several deep breaths in an attempt to calm my nerves. I'm in a rush, but I don't have to feel rushed.
"You know what you're doing," I whisper. "Just cook."
When I reopen my eyes, a new sense of calm has entered my blood. I'm ready for this, and despite having an hour and a half less time than I thought, I can do this with only a few minor tweaks to the menu.
To save time later, I work on prepping the vegetables, regretting my choice not to do this earlier. That part of me that enjoyed the other night wanted to spend more time around him tonight, and doing a lot of the prep here rather than at home allowed it.
I don't bother looking at my watch because there's nothing I can do to slow down time, and I'm going as fast as I can manage.
The song I've had on repeat for the last couple of weeks comes on, and I swear I feel the rhythm in my soul. I sway my hips, singing a lot to the part I understand, as I drop my eyes to look at the fire under the pan of oil. The pot I brought for this is way too big, and I realize I could've spent less time with it by doing two different batches of chicken spring rolls instead of one big one.
My Asian-inspired menu for tonight is more like tapas, where there's a variety of different things to taste. I was feeling a little petty about Mac demanding that I make a full meal rather than a tasting like I had suggested so he could pick exactly what he wanted.
I know that his giving me free rein on what to make will also leave fingers pointed at me if anyone is disappointed. Although I have complete confidence in my cooking skills, I know the folks around here have a particular palate and prefer things as they've always had. They aren't very keen on stepping outside of those comfort foods and trying something new.
My goal with my business is to help people change those hard-and-fast food requirements. I want people who have doubted me to try my food and admit that they were wrong, that there is a place for me in this town.
"Get hot," I mutter when I flick water droplets into the pan, only for nothing to happen.
Almost every other thing is ready, and I waited to the very end for these, so there's a greater chance that they'll still be hot once they're served to the McGees. Mac doesn't seem like the type to have a cocktail hour before the meal, so I'm working on the assumption that they can sit down to eat almost immediately after their arrival.
I squeal when I'm spun around so quickly that one of my earbuds flies across the room, but I don't have time to look and see where it landed before Mac has his lips pressed to mine .
"What are you—" I manage when he pulls back for a second to catch his breath, but the words disappear when he lifts me, urging my hips around his.
Threads rip in the hemline of my dress with the stress of having my legs spread so wide, but then his mouth is on me again, his boots thumping loudly on the slate flooring as he carries me from the room.
I once again feel subconscious about my weight, but it fades when he traverses the stairs with his lips on the skin of my neck without so much as a grunt for extending the effort.
"I think you were put on earth to fucking drive me insane," he says as he shoves his bedroom door open so violently that it hits the doorstop and bounces back.
He manages to catch it without even looking before it can slam into my back, and in the next breath, he drops me to the bed.
I stare up at him, dumbfounded and blinking, as he reaches into his wallet and pulls out a foil packet before tossing his wallet away as if it doesn't matter where it lands.
"Turn around," he grunts as he unzips his jeans. "Ass up."
"You've got some fucking ner—"
The words fall away when he pulls out that magnificent cock of his.
Does it really matter that he was rude the other night? The sex was out-of-this-world good.
"You've got some nerve," he argues as he rolls the latex down his length. "Shaking that ass of yours in my kitchen. Ass up, Riley."
I know there will come a time later when I'm home and aching from the echo of him inside of me, when I'll be able to work through my regrets, but I don't have the power to speak them now.
Instead, I do his bidding, turning over onto my hands and knees at the edge of his bed and pointing my ass at him.
The groan that erupts from deep in his chest sends a wave of chills up my spine, my body fully on board with what's about to happen.