Chapter 14
Zen
L exi and I had an awesome day together. We have similar interests, so we spent the day working on our computers, and the conversation just kind of flowed. Now, we’re sitting in my living room enjoying a nice bottle of wine. I’m not usually a wine kind of guy, but I got some as a housewarming gift from Walter, and this seems like a good time to open it.
I can’t help but do a compare and contrast in my mind between being here with Lexi and being at the clubhouse with one of the club girls. The club girls are nice. They’ve got a thing for bikers and go out of their way to be accommodating. I realized long ago that one club brother is pretty much like another in their world. We’re interchangeable. It’s because all they see is the cut. I’m tired of superficial relationships where I’m treated like every other brother. I want a woman to see me, not just the Savage Legion cut.
Lexi sees me for our similarities. To her, I’m a fellow computer geek. She doesn’t know enough about my club to be impressed by the fact that I’m a fully patched brother. To her, I’m not just another interchangeable brother in the Savage Legion. She likes what she sees when she looks at me. She likes my body, my tattoos, and the way I touch her. She likes talking to me about computers, my life, her family history, and how we can catch the crazy fucker cyberstalking her. She likes and appreciates my protection. This feels very real to me, it’s like there’s a huge void in my heart that only she can fill. I find that the more time I spend with her, the more I want her.
When she drains her glass and crawls closer to me on the sofa, I reach for the bottle of wine. She shakes her head. “I want you, not more wine.”
Her eagerness pleases me. She’s much younger than me—twenty-one, which seems young because I’m thirty-one. But when she says she wants me and looks at me like I’m something special, well, what man can say no to that? Not this one. I want her too much. So, I reach for what I want, and she comes willingly into my arms.
When our lips meet, it’s an explosion of lust between us. I’m pulling her close, and her hands are roaming over my body, unbuttoning my shirt, and she’s running her soft hands over my chest. I’m so lost in the kiss that I don’t realize she’s opened my pants and is helping herself to my cock until I feel her hands on my heated flesh. I feel like I’ve been walking around nursing this hard-on for most of the day—because I have. Now, this woman apparently wants to take her turn at giving me pleasure. And I’m there for it.
I pull her shirt over her head and then remove her bra. I sit on my sofa with my thick cock waving in the air between us while she pulls off her pants one leg at a time. Staring at her breasts swaying as she moves is mesmerizing.
I reach out to touch her, but she pushes my hands away and scoots back to cover the head of my cock with her pretty pink mouth. The feeling is out of this world. I lean back and watch her laving my cock with her tongue. She alternates long, luxurious strokes with shorter ones targeting the head of my cock. Her attention to detail is amazing, as is the way she runs her tongue around the rim of my cockhead. Nothing a woman has ever done to me feels this tender and sweet. Normally, the girls are like vacuum cleaners, sucking with a vengeance. I don’t find forceful sucking sexy, not at all. But this thing with Lexi is nothing like that.
Her generous attention not only feels amazing, but the visual of being sucked off by her flips all the right switches for me. She’s acting more like an old lady, with the way she’s so careful and particular about giving me pleasure. The moment I think of her that way, the thought of wifing her up sticks in my brain. I gently grip her long, black hair in my hand and pull her off my cock, hoping that will break the spell she has over me. When I gaze at her face and see my precum smeared across her lips, my balls tighten up. Her tongue comes out to swipe along her bottom lip, and it’s the most erotic image I can think of. There is literally nothing in my general fund of knowledge to compare this to.
I come to my feet with Lexi in my arms and walk her to my bedroom. I love having an armful of beautiful, naked woman. When she lays her head on my chest, I realize she truly feels perfect in my arms. I like it so much that putting her down on the bed takes the wind out of my sails just a bit.
But I’m a man on a mission to give as good as he gets. So, I slide down onto my knees, drag her down to the edge of the bed, and spread her legs. I can still see how aroused she got from sucking me off, and it makes me feel wanted and desired by this lovely woman.
“What are you doing?” she asks timidly.
“If you’ll allow it, I’m gonna put my mouth on you like you did for me. Trust me, you’ll like it.”
“Alright, I’m game. It’s just that no man has ever done that for me before.”
I brush the knuckles of one hand over her pussy. She trembles beneath my touch, and I tell her, “Then it looks like I’m the lucky man who gets to make up for all the oral sex you never got.”
Her expression says it all. She wants this, with me, tonight. I waste no time parting her slit gently with my hands to get that first look at her womanly treasures. To say she is beautiful would be an understatement and I’m eager to put my mouth on her. I give her a long, hard lick that ends at her clit, and she writhes beneath my mouth.
I tease her, seeking out all her pleasure spots. Lexi is easy to figure out. She reacts strongly to what she likes and moans my name when I hit the perfect spot. Her softly spoken noises are like music to my ears. I can’t ever remember enjoying myself so much with a woman. Just when I’m starting to settle down, her whole body convulses in a strong orgasm, and she comes with a gush on my tongue. I delight in the way she whispers my name over and over again as she tries to catch her breath. I continue to lap at her, because it’s hard to stop. I decide to tidy her up a bit by cleaning up all that delicious honey with my tongue, and she doesn’t object. Of course, she doesn’t, because she likes having my mouth on her as much as I like tonguing her.
My cock is screaming for attention, but I don’t care. I’m more than happy to give her another orgasm with my mouth if she’ll let me. She doesn’t see fit to do this, though. Instead, she pulls me up and wraps her long, naked legs around me. Right now, I’m still wearing my open jeans and no shirt, so I lift myself up onto one arm and shove my pants down, kicking them all the way off.
Lexi wraps her arms around me and pulls me back down until my body is flush with hers. I keep bracing myself with one arm, so I don’t crush her smaller form. When her legs come up around my waist, and I can feel my cock lying in almost the perfect position to penetrate her soft core, that’s all the proof I need that she might be young, but she’s also a woman who knows what she wants from a man and isn’t afraid to go for it. “I guess we’re doing this thing, aren’t we?”
“Only if you want to,” she tells me primly.
“Fuck yeah, I want you in the worst way.”
She smiles up at me and runs one hand over my chest, lingering on a particularly intricate tattoo. “Good. We both have to want it, or it’s a no-go.”
I dip my head down to give her a sweet, lingering kiss. She opens her mouth, allowing me to swoop in and our tongues tangle. In this moment, I’ve forgotten everything about why I thought this was a bad idea, and I’m all in.
Lexi is just as eager for me as I am for her. I can tell because both of her hands drift down and wrap around my thick cock before guiding me into place. Never one to pass up an offered treat, I slowly enter her, slipping into her tight, wet heat. I know I’m a lot for a woman to take, so I go slow, rocking my hips back and forth to ease my way in.
Lexi gasps, and her body tenses up. I reach down and tenderly run my finger over her clit to take her mind off the obvious burn of taking all of me. It works like a charm. Before I know it, she’s relaxing into the moment with me. Her hands come up to cup my face, and she rubs my cheekbones with the pads of her thumbs. It’s a tenderness I didn’t expect, so it catches me off guard. Lexi is snaking herself into my heart faster than I imagined possible.
When I finally bottom out, I say, “I thought there for a minute that I might be too much.”
Her hands drift down and over my shoulders as she says, “Absolutely not. You’re the perfect size.”
“It’s true, then. Little white lies make the world go ‘round.”
When she laughs at my stale joke, my heart squeezes with happiness. I lift myself a little and pull out as we both look down to see my big cock sliding out of her pretty pink pussy and disappearing back inside when I thrust forward.
She murmurs breathlessly, “We look good together.”
“Yeah, we do. I’m glad we decided to steal a little time for what matters in life.”
Her head lifts to look at me, and I can see the hint of confusion on her face, so I clarify, “Personal connections and forging bonds are what’s important in life. Everything else is just window dressing. You know that, right?”
Unsurprisingly, she nods her agreement. “I do agree with that, actually. And for me, it’s about making good memories that will eventually shove all the bad memories out of my mind.”
I reach up with one hand and smooth a strand of hair out of her face. “The human brain is a storage device, among other things. It only has so much storage capacity. You might as well fill it with wonderful memories, right?”
When she nods, I can see she’s getting emotional. Time for a nice, strong fuck to take her mind off all the shit that’s been going sideways in her life, particularly over the last ten months.
I pull out again and then thrust gently back inside. Her head tips forward to rest on my chest. I concentrate on setting an increasingly fast pace. The next thing I know, Lexi has her mouth on my chest, kissing my naked skin. When her tongue comes out to swipe against my nipple, it’s thrilling and amps up my lust. It’s also unexpected enough to upset the steady rhythm of my thrusting. I recover quickly, though, and before long, Lexi is writhing in pleasure beneath me.
There is no greater ego gratification in the world than watching a woman enjoy my cock, knowing I’m the one giving her pleasure. It speaks to my soul as a man. This time, it’s even more special because it’s Lexi—my feminine counterpart, the yin to my yang, my perfect match.
I can feel her core tightening around my cock. I reach down and give her clit the attention it needs so she can come all over my cock. And she comes so hard that I think she’s going to choke my cock. It’s the most exquisite mixture of pain and pleasure I’ve ever known, and I never want it to end. Unfortunately, the continuous fluttering of her pussy begins to pull me over the edge as well. I thrust hard and fast a few times and fill her with my hot seed. Stilling inside her, I realize my whole body is locked into place as I empty myself inside her.
Lexi is back to whispering my name over and over. I like hearing my name whispered on her lips, as it’s a gentle reminder that she knows who’s giving her the best orgasms of her life. Okay, that was arrogant as fuck. But I’m flying high on the best sex of my life, and as long as I keep from saying stupid shit like that out loud, it’s all good.
When we’re both spent, I roll over with her on top and my cock still stuffed inside the warm, soft confines of her body. I grab a blanket and pull it over us so we can stay wrapped in a warm embrace for a while longer. My brain switches off, and my last coherent thought is how much I want more nights like tonight, with Lexi in my arms, in my bed, and in my life.