Chapter 29 #6
I knew he was right. I had been exposed to the cameras only on that one quick walk down the hall to Chief Curry’s office, and Fritz and Hosty, both big men, had had me under the arms, blocking the best photo sightlines.
Also, I’d had my head down because the lights were so bright.
There were plenty of pictures of me in Jodie—even a portrait shot in the yearbook from the year I’d taught there full-time—but in this era before JPEGs or even faxes, it would be Tuesday or Wednesday of next week before they could be found and published.
“Here’s a story for you,” Hosty said. “You like stories, don’t you? Things like this ‘Open Window’?”
“I’m an English teacher. I love stories.”
“This fellow, George Amberson, is so stunned with grief over the loss of his girlfriend—”
“Fiancée.”
“Fiancée, right, even better. He’s so grief-stricken that he ditches the whole works and simply disappears.
Wants nothing to do with publicity, free champagne, medals from the president, or ticker-tape parades.
He just wants to get away and mourn his loss in privacy.
That’s the kind of story Americans like.
They see it on TV all the time. Instead of ‘The Open Window,’ it’s called ‘The Modest Hero.’ And there’s this FBI agent who’s willing to back up every word, and even read a statement that you left behind. How does that sound?”
It sounded like manna from heaven, but I held onto my poker face. “You must be awfully sure I can disappear.”
“We are.”
“And you really mean it when you tell me I won’t be disappearing to the bottom of the Trinity River, as per the director’s orders?”
“Nothing like that.” He smiled. It was meant to be reassuring, but it made me think of an old line from my teenage years: Don’t worry, you won’t get pregnant, I had the mumps when I was fourteen.
“Because I might have left a little insurance, Agent Hosty.”
One eyelid twitched. It was the only sign the idea distressed him. “We think you can disappear because we believe… let’s just say you could call on assistance, once you were clear of Dallas.”
“No press conference?”
“That’s the last thing we want.”
He opened his briefcase again. From it he took a yellow legal pad.
He passed it over to me, along with a pen from his breast pocket.
“Write me a letter, Amberson. It’ll be Fritz and me who’ll find it tomorrow morning when we come to pick you up, but you can head it ‘To Whom It May Concern.’ Make it good.
Make it genius. You can do that, can’t you? ”
“Sure,” I said. “Romance at short notice is my specialty.”
He grinned without humor and picked up the champagne bottle. “Maybe I’ll try a little of this while you’re romancing. None for you, after all. You’re going to have a busy night. Miles to go before you sleep, and all that.”
10
I wrote carefully, but it didn’t take long.
In a case like this (not that there had ever in the whole history of the world been a case exactly like this), I thought shorter was better.
I kept Hosty’s Modest Hero idea foremost in my mind.
I was very glad that I’d had a chance to sleep for a few hours.
Such rest as I’d managed had been shot through with baleful dreams, but my head was relatively clear.
By the time I finished, Hosty was on his third glass of bubbly.
He had taken a number of items from his briefcase and placed them on the coffee table.
I handed him the pad and he began reading over what I’d written.
Outside the thunder rumbled again, and lightning briefly lit the night sky, but I thought the storm was still distant.
While he read, I examined the stuff on the coffee table.
There was my Timex, the one item that for some reason hadn’t been returned with the rest of my personal effects when we left the cop-shop.
There was a pair of horn-rimmed spectacles.
I picked them up and tried them on. The lenses were plain glass.
There was a key with a hollow barrel instead of notches.
An envelope containing what looked like about a thousand bucks in used twenties and fifties.
A hairnet. And a white uniform in two pieces—pants and tunic.
The cotton cloth looked as thin as Hosty had claimed my story to be.
“This letter’s good,” Hosty said, putting the pad down. “You come across kind of sad, like Richard Kimble on The Fugitive. You watch that one?”
I’d seen the movie version with Tommy Lee Jones, but this hardly seemed the time to bring it up. “No.”
“You’ll be a fugitive, all right, but only from the press and an American public that’s going to want to know all about you, from what kind of juice you drink in the morning to the waist size of your skivvies.
You’re a human interest story, Amberson, but you’re not police business.
You didn’t shoot your girlfriend; you didn’t even shoot Oswald. ”
“I tried. If I hadn’t missed, she’d still be alive.”
“I wouldn’t blame yourself too much on that score. That’s a big room up there, and a .38 doesn’t have much accuracy from a distance.”
True. You had to get within fifteen yards. So I had been told, and more than once. But I didn’t say so. I thought my brief acquaintanceship with Special Agent James Hosty was almost over. Basically I couldn’t wait.
“You’re clean. All you need to do is to get to someplace where your people can pick you up and fly you away to spook neverland. Can you manage that?”
Neverland in my case was a rabbit-hole that would transport me forty-eight years into the future. Assuming the rabbit-hole was still there.
“I believe I’ll be okay.”
“You better be, because if you try to hurt us, it’ll come back on you double. Mr. Hoover… let’s just say that the director is not a forgiving man.”
“Tell me how I’m getting out of the hotel.”
“You’ll put on those kitchen whites, the glasses, and the hairnet. The key runs the service elevator. It’ll take you to B-1. You walk straight through the kitchen and out the back door. With me so far?”
“Yes.”
“There’ll be a Bureau car waiting for you.
Get in the backseat. You don’t talk to the driver.
This ain’t no limousine service. Off you go to the bus station.
Your driver can offer you one of three tickets: Tampa at eleven-forty, Little Rock at eleven-fifty, or Albuquerque at twenty past midnight.
I don’t want to know which one. All you need to know is that’s where our association ends.
Your responsibility to stay out of sight becomes all your own.
And whoever it is you work for, of course. ”
“Of course.”
The telephone rang. “If it’s some smartass reporter who found a way to ring through, get rid of him,” Hosty said. “And if you say a word about me being here, I’ll cut your throat.”
I thought he was joking about that, but wasn’t entirely sure. I picked up the phone. “I don’t know who this is, but I’m pretty tired right now, so—”
The breathy voice on the other end said she wouldn’t keep me long. To Hosty I mouthed Jackie Kennedy. He nodded and poured a little more of my champagne. I turned away, as if by presenting Hosty with my back I could keep him from overhearing the conversation.
“Mrs. Kennedy, you really didn’t have to call,” I said, “but I’m honored to hear from you, just the same.”
“I wanted to thank you for what you did,” she said. “I know that my husband has already thanked you on our behalf, but… Mr. Amberson…” The first lady began to cry. “I wanted to thank you on behalf of our children, who were able to say goodnight to their mother and dad on the phone tonight.”
Caroline and John-John. They’d never crossed my mind until that moment.
“Mrs. Kennedy, you’re more than welcome.”
“I understand the young woman who died was to become your wife.”
“That’s right.”
“You must be heartbroken. Please accept my condolences—they aren’t enough, I know that, but they are all I have to offer.”
“Thank you.”
“If I could change it… if in any way I could turn back the clock…”
No, I thought. That’s my job, Miz Jackie.
“I understand. Thank you.”
We talked a little longer. This call was much more difficult than the one with Kennedy at the police station.
Partly because that one had felt like a dream and this one didn’t, but mostly I think it was the residual fear I heard in Jacqueline Kennedy’s voice.
She truly seemed to understand what a narrow escape they’d had.
I’d gotten no sense of that from the man himself.
He seemed to believe he was providentially lucky, blessed, maybe even immortal.
Toward the end of the conversation I remember asking her to make sure her husband quit riding in open cars for the duration of his presidency.
She said I could count on that, then thanked me one more time.
I told her she was welcome one more time, then hung up the phone.
When I turned around, I saw I had the room to myself.
At some point while I’d been talking to Jacqueline Kennedy, Hosty had left.
All that remained of him were two butts in the ashtray, a half-finished glass of champagne, and another scribbled note, lying beside the yellow legal pad with my to-whom-it-may-concern letter on it.
Get rid of the bug before you go into the bus station, it read. And below that: Good luck, Amberson. Very sorry for your loss. H.
Maybe he was, but sorry is cheap, isn’t it? Sorry is so cheap.
11
I put on my kitchen potboy disguise and rode down to B-1 in an elevator that smelled like chicken soup, barbecue sauce, and Jack Daniel’s. When the doors opened, I walked briskly through the steamy, fragrant kitchen. I don’t think anyone so much as looked at me.