Maggie
I don’t know what I’m doing.
Something happened when I saw Carter sitting there all cuddly with Tatiana.
What happened was this:
I didn’t like it.
I didn’t like it at all.
Which, I know, is incredibly unfair. I’m the one who’s made it very clear Carter should not be associating with me, and now
I see the vaguest wisp of a new relationship forming, and I’m ready to destroy it, a sandbox bully kicking down barely begun
castles.
It’s demented.
Because I wasn’t lying when I said things are going great with Chord. He’s sweet, he’s smart, and, sure, he gets a little
trigger happy with the social media, but I really like spending time with him.
There’s only one major problem, as far as I’m concerned:
He’s not Carter.
It’s also possible that seeing Carter with Tatiana took me back in time.
Back to a summer day many moons ago.
When I first saw Carter with Vivian.