Chapter 14 - Sophia
I couldn’t believe that I wanted him so badly. All of him. My body craved his touch. Leaning back slightly, I removed my top. Dropping it to the floor, Kolya smiled at me. Even his smile was turning me on. It was so sexy.
Slipping off the table, I placed my hand on his chest. Softly, I pushed him backward until he was standing by the couch. I shoved him lightly so he would sit down. Clumsily, I undid my pants. I breathed in deeply, trying to calm the rush of emotions.
Bending a bit, I slid my pants down one leg at a time. Turning my back to him, I loosened my bra, letting it drop to the ground. Looking over my shoulder, I bit my lower lip. I felt like a schoolgirl.
Kolya jumped up, grabbing my hips. He pulled me backwards onto him. His hands moved like lightning. I felt them closing over my breasts and squeezing. Leaning back against him with my eyes closed, I allowed the flood of pleasure to spark my senses.
He lightly tugged at my nipple. I moaned as a ripple of pleasure ran through me. He moved his hand down my body, over my stomach, to my panties. Using his fingertips, he ran them smoothly down my thighs and back up.
Gripping my hips, he came up and turned me around. Sitting on his lap, I felt his cock throbbing under me. It was big and hard. Placing my arms around him, I leaned in, kissing him softly.
I gasped as Kolya grabbed my ass firmly. Lifting one hand, he slapped one cheek. I got frightened, but it was thrilling as well. Biting my lower lip, I smiled at him. He stood abruptly, swung around, and placed me down on the couch.
He removed his shirt in one swift motion. Watching him was exhilarating. I’ve been dreaming about this. I hadn’t seen him without a shirt yet. I wanted to know what lay under the clothing. He moved more slowly as he removed his jeans.
Kicking off his shoes, he slipped out of the pants. Grabbing his underpants with his thumbs, he pulled them down rapidly. His hard cock popped up. He was a big man. A strange feeling of lust surged through me.
Moving my hands to my breasts, I squeezed them as I licked my lips. “Are you teasing me?” He asked softly as he lowered himself before the couch. Kolya grabbed my legs, placing his hands on my thighs. He pulled with meaning, moving me down the couch until my ass hit his chest.
I breathed out hard at the sudden movement. Kolya smiled at me as he took a deep breath. Leaning over, he placed a tender kiss on my neck. His hands moved over my shoulders and down my body. I could see the look of admiration on his face as he studied me.
Moving back, he placed a soft kiss on my stomach. Bending his head down, he licked my pussy. The thrill sent shivers through me. I couldn’t keep the moan inside, and it was louder than I thought. Glancing up at me, he grinned before giving my pussy another lap or two of his tongue.
My body shook and shivered. I had never felt anything like it before. Grabbing his face, I pulled him up to me. I pulled him into a deep, passionate kiss. He tasted like cherries as he softly pushed his tongue into my mouth.
I felt him rubbing his cock on the outside of my pussy. Suddenly, I felt an intense pain as he pushed into me. Pinching my legs together, I tried to stop it. At the same time, I accidentally bit down on his lower lip. I could taste the blood in my mouth as he pulled up.
He stared at me as he licked his lip. The look on my face must have been one of horror. “I’m sorry,” I whispered in a shaky tone. I had no idea what was happening. My body wanted him and rejected him at the same time.
Kolya gently stroked my cheek as he spoke. “Have you done this before?”
Shaking my head, I replied softly. “No.”
His eyes widened as he pulled back and rose quickly. He held his head as he turned and walked towards the table.
Getting up, I moved to him. “Kolya,” I whispered. Wrapping my arms around him, I placed my hands on his chest. “Please don’t be angry.”
His hands grabbed mine as he replied. “You’re a virgin. Why didn’t you tell me?” Pulling my hands off his chest, he turned, looking into my eyes. I could see the concern in them.
I had no idea why it upset him. “I didn’t think it was a big deal,” I said, shrugging.
He held my hand as he pulled me back to the couch.
He sat down, pulling me to sit next to him.
He glanced at my hand as he softly caressed my fingers.
Then he let out a deep sigh before speaking.
“Your first time should be different. Special, something you want, with someone you care for. You don’t have to do this because I forced you to marry me. ”
Placing my free hand under his chin, I lifted his head. “I want this. I want it with you, and now is the perfect time,” I said, staring into his eyes. “Believe me when I say I want this with you. It’s not about forcing me anymore. I want you!”
He sat searching my face for a moment before replying. “Okay, if you are sure this is what you want.”
Leaning in, I kissed him a little harder. Moving quickly, I got into his lap. He pushed one hand through my hair, staring into my eyes. Biting my lower lip, I fluttered my eyelashes. My entire body was screaming for his touch.
Kolya sat up, kissed me hard as he lifted me to position me correctly on his lap. I felt his cock throbbing at my pussy’s entrance. I lowered myself onto him slowly. This time it wasn’t as painful, just uncomfortable.
Moving up and down his shaft, I controlled the pace. Kolya lay his head back, closing his eyes. I could see he was enjoying it. I started moving faster as feelings of pleasure replaced the tenderness.
Kolya took hold of my hips, lifting me a bit as he started moving up and down. Something in the way he was doing it was different. The pleasure coursing through me increased rapidly. Leaning my head back, I moaned into the air.
Lowering me, he gripped my ass tightly. Placing my hands on his chest, I steadied myself as he increased the pace. I was overcome with desire that I didn’t even realize I was digging my nails into his chest. I flung my head back, closing my eyes as my body tensed and released.
I felt my pussy tightening around his cock as I came. Then I felt him release shortly after me. Looking into his eyes, I felt tired and ecstatic all at once. He smiled as he moved my hair back behind my ear. He shifted and placed me down next to him on the couch as he regained his breath.
“Thank you,” I breathed out. “I enjoyed this.”
He nodded and got up. I watched him as he dressed. Once he was done, he came over and kissed my forehead as he spoke. “Thank you.”
I turned to grab my clothes, and when I turned back, he was gone. I hadn’t even heard the door open or close. I wondered why he left so quickly. Did he not enjoy it as much as I did? It looked like he did. I felt a bit unsure of what had just happened. Maybe he just had work to do.
I spent the rest of the day completing the files I could. He had already left when I came out of the small room. One of the guards was waiting to take me home. At home, I couldn’t find him either. I had supper alone and went to bed. It was a little upsetting, but I knew he had a lot of work to do.
The next morning, he was gone when I got up. I had breakfast alone and took my car to the office. I asked around, but no one seemed to know where he was. Everyone had different ideas. The next couple of days were all the same with no Kolya in sight.
Then, as I arrived home on the fourth day, I found him on his way out. I was excited to see him. But as I entered the house, he was on his way out. “Where are you going?” I asked, confused.
Kolya gave me a tight kiss on the cheek as he replied. “Sorry, I have work issues I have to handle.” I watched as he walked out and left.
My heart felt heavy. The sigh that escaped pronounced it clearly. After my normal evening routine, I lay in bed wondering if I had done something wrong. I felt so bad, I battled to sleep.
In the early morning hours, I convinced myself that I had nothing to do with his actions. He may not have enjoyed it or had regrets, but I didn’t. I tried telling myself it was a mistake. But couldn’t get my mind or body to agree.
Closing my eyes, I could still feel him. It felt right and good. I felt we had connected on a new level. The way he filled me… I sighed, turning my head into my pillow. The way his muscles pulled as he lifted me, the way he held me, his tender kisses, it all felt right.
I felt warmth run through me as I thought of him. I had to open my blankets for some cool air. His abs were so firm, so delicious. Closing my eyes, I drifted off. I woke up shocked. Looking around, I noticed I was still in my room.
Sitting up, I rubbed my face. That dream felt so real. I was sweating. Looking down, I noticed my bedding was also soaked. Getting up, I pulled it off the bed, taking it to the bathroom as I went to take a shower.
Opening the shower, I let the water run as I undressed. Even my panties were soaked, which was new to me. As the water ran over me, I couldn’t help but remember my dream. The way he touched me. His soft, tender lips, his hands exploring my body.
Spreading my legs slightly, I rubbed my pussy with one hand.
Using my other hand, I steadied myself against the wall.
The warm water running over my body as I played with my pussy was soothing.
I couldn’t help myself. I had to. I wanted more of him.
The feelings were so intense during my dream, I had to do something. I moaned lightly as I came.
Never in my life had I felt so good and relaxed. I finished my shower and had breakfast alone. I had no care in the world. I was sure Kolya had left for work and wasn’t worried. It wouldn’t be the first time we hadn’t had breakfast together.
But over the next couple of days, I became suspicious. I had only seen him briefly, and then our conversations were basic greetings. I understood he was a busy man. But it was coming to a point where I felt he was ducking me.
It’s been a couple of days since we slept together. I was outside enjoying his garden when my phone rang. Checking it, I saw it was Melody. I swallowed hard. I didn’t want to answer. Everything was crazy and so mixed up. But she kept calling over and over. Eventually, I answered. “Hi, Melody.”
“Sophia! Finally! Why haven’t you been taking my calls? I was getting worried,” Melody’s voice rang through the receiver.
“I’m fine, it’s just been, well, things aren’t exactly good here,” I replied. My mind drifted to Kolya and how he had been avoiding me. I was feeling terrible.
“No, Sophia,” Melody said. “What’s wrong?” I knew by her tone that she didn’t truly care. She would most likely not even understand. I’ve never seen her with anyone since I started working for her.
“No, nothing. I’m just a bit down. I don’t think we should be doing this,” I replied
“Sophia Camden,” Melody shrieked. Her tone was much harsher. “You need to stay. It’s the only way we can clear both our names and put Kolya behind bars where he belongs. You must stick it out. Swallow that pride of yours and get the job done. It’s time to get moving.”
Glancing back at the house, my heart sank to my feet.
It felt heavier than a ship's anchor. Something in Melody’s tone didn’t sound right as she continued to bombard me.
“Sophia, don’t you want to do the right thing?
Fight criminals with justice. This is what you’re doing, isn’t it?
I mean, really, once you get the information we need, you can leave.
We can put him behind bars where he belongs, and you are free.
He is a criminal after all, don’t forget that! Don’t get soft on me now.”
I had gathered some information. But the insistence and tone felt off, so I held back. I wasn’t ready to tell her what I had. “Well,” I replied. “I’ve been trying. But it’s hard. I haven’t found anything worth mentioning.”
“Okay,” Melody said. “But even the smallest thing could be vital or lead us somewhere.”
I spoke with heaviness. My chest felt like it was being crushed. Even breathing felt harder. “No, Melody, I don’t think there’s much here. I think we’re wasting time.”
“There is!” Melody screamed. “You need to dig deeper. You need to find it. I know it’s there. Sophia, you must keep looking.” She almost sounded desperate. I wondered who was pressuring her.
“Okay,” I replied. “I’ll get back to you if I find something. I have to go now.” I knew I was lying, but my instincts were warning me.
“Sure thing, talk soon,” she shot back before the line went dead.
Staring at my phone, I wondered what she was up to. I suspected she might have something up her sleeve. But I wasn’t sure how I could confirm it. There was a light knock on the door. Lowering my phone, I spoke clearly. “Come in.”
The door slid open, and one of the maids looked in. “Ma’am, dinner is served,” she said. Nodding as I got up, I placed my phone under my pillow and headed down. Kolya was already seated as I entered.
Keeping my eyes on the floor, I quickly moved to my chair. My heart was pounding in my chest. Deciding to stay quiet and not say anything, I started eating. My mind kept going back to his naked body.
Kolya didn’t speak either, which suited me. I ate quickly just to get it over with. He didn’t say a word as I got up and left. I decided to give him space as I went back to my room. I didn’t know why he was so cold. After the phone call with Melody, I didn’t even know what to say to him.
I sat on the bed for a bit, but I wasn’t tired. At ten, I sneaked down and dished up some ice cream. With my ice cream in hand, I went to the small living area and sat by the fireplace. I was trying to sort through my feelings. My heart and head were divided.
After he kidnapped me and forced me into marriage, I believed he was the enemy. Even after talking to Melody the first couple of times, I believed he was the bad guy. Yet, a big part of me no longer agrees. I feel he is good deep down.
For my entire working career, I have known Melody. But she has become erratic lately. Acting strange and out of the norm. What should I do? Taking a deep breath and closing my eyes, I tried clearing my mind.
I sat staring at the fire for most of the night. Sleep came quickly once I headed back up and lay down.