Chapter 31
Yasu
“You’re fucking kidding me, right?” Reiko looked over my shoulder at the rest of the band.
“I wouldn’t lie about something like that.
It makes me wish they’d allow you back here more often than they do.
” I explained, then watched as my sister let out a huff,then marched in the direction of where I knew Toshi and several of the other label executives would be hanging out.
Sometimes I wondered why they put up with us, but we made them a shit ton of money.
We deserved to be treated with more respect than we got.
What didn’t surprise me was the way Itsuki jumped me after that, wrapping his legs around me.
I had to rush to hold him up. It was a task since it was harder to get a good grasp on him with all those petticoats in the way.
In a way, they also helped because now I was free to grab hold of his ass and no one was any the wiser to what I was doing.
I gave the firm globes a little squeeze, laughing when Itsuki’s face heated, but I loved seeing those little reactions from him now.
He kissed my cheek before jumping out of my hold, tackling Ryosuke as well. The other two members of the band didn’t seem to mind that they were never on the receiving end of the guitar player’s love attacks.
We went back to the changing room, started switching into our street clothes, although for Itsuki, that normally just meant taking off his numerous petticoats.
He loved them, but he didn’t like trying to squeeze into train cars or the subway with them on.
Most days we didn’t stand out much. Except for maybe him.
Itsuki hadn’t ever given a damn what people thought of him or the way he dressed.
It was one of the things I loved about him.
Tatsuki left first, saying something about how his girlfriend would be waiting for him. Riku wasn’t too far behind him. No one ever really knew where he went besides home if he didn’t come hang out with the band.
I didn’t want to leave until Reiko came back.
She’d been gone for a while. That wasn’t normal.
She normally went to chew out Toshi and was back relatively quickly, but by the time we’d waited for an hour, I went to find her.
While she was more than capable of taking care of herself, she was my sister.
I’d never forgive myself if something happened to her.
“You’re such an asshole.”
That was her voice, and while she was clearly insulting someone, there was a playful edge to it I wasn’t expecting.
“Come on, babe. It’s one of the things you love the most about me.”
What the hell? I knew that voice well. What was Toshi talking about?
When I rounded the corner, I didn’t expect to find our manager leaning over my sister, who was giving him the biggest heart eyes I’d ever seen. What the fuck was happening there.
I immediately saw red.
“What the hell, Reiko.”
Her eyes widened as she shoved Toshi away from her, pushing herself in my direction. Betrayal almost didn’t cover what I felt in the moment because Reiko was the person we’d trusted to look out for our well-being when the label had tried to shove us down again and again.
“Otouto-chan. Please wait.”
I snorted, shoved through a door to the outside, where I startled Ryosuke, who was leaning against a wall smoking a cigarette. I’d never touched the damn things in my life, but I wanted one so fucking badly in that moment.
Reiko came bursting through the door behind me, crashing into my back because I’d been so distracted by the red-headed man standing there.
That needed to stop.
That’s what he was becoming. A giant ass distraction. The more involved with him I became, the more my life seemed to be spiraling out of control. Ryosuke was danger wrapped in a pretty package.
“Yasu. Please listen to me,” Reiko had tears in her eyes. I hated Ryosuke seeing her like that because, while I was angry, she was still my sister and she deserved to have some dignity.
But... anger got the better of me. I spun to face Reiko, Ryosuke be damned.
“How fucking long has that been going on? Fucking Toshi? Really? I thought you had a lot more class than that.”
My sister flinched at my words but didn’t back down.
“It started off as me trying to get him to be nicer. I’ll admit to how fucked up that is. I don’t know, Yasu. Yeah, he’s a complete dick sometimes, but the more I’ve gotten to know him...”
I scoffed.
I couldn’t sit there and listen to my sister defend the man who had been messing with our heads so damn much lately.
My throat constricted as I marched down the alleyway, ignoring the pleas of my sister to stop and let her finish.
Crying would be even more humiliating. I wouldn’t give the label that win.
They’d already torn down my band enough.
Maybe it was time to look into new representation.
We had to be close to the end of our contract terms. That was something I’d have Reiko look into, but now that she was sleeping with the enemy?
“Stop.”
My lungs seized as a hard body pressed me into the bricks of the building I was passing. The street was empty and quiet, and while I’d lost my sister, it looked like Ryosuke had followed me.
“What the hell do you want?” I spat at him, trying to break free from his hold, but he wasn’t having it. Ryosuke only pressed harder into my shoulders, making the cold stone behind me bite into my flesh a little harder.
“Would you calm down for just a second?”
I rolled my eyes.
“Calm down? Why the fuck would I do something like that?” I finally gained the leverage I needed and pushed Ryosuke back, but before I could make it very far, he had me pressed face-first into another wall.
“You little shit. Come on. I know you’re upset, but you’re turning a good night into a shit-tastic one.”
I huffed a humorless laugh. “A good night? We’re living in the same world, right?”
Hot breath trickled against my ear. I hated that it sparked my body to life. My cock twitched in my pants and I was more than a little aware of all the places Ryosuke pressed into my body.
“From where I’m standing, we had a successful show. Who the fuck cares what Toshi tried to say at the beginning. We know better. He’s full of shit and we know that. You’re the one choosing to let it go to your head.”
I fought against Ryosuke’s hold once more. There was a lot of truth to what he was saying, but I’d seen his anxiety right along with everyone else. He could talk a big ass game, but there was no hiding just how fucking terrified he’d been before taking that stage.
“Fuck off. It’s not like you’re my master or anything.”
That was a mistake because Ryosuke only pressed me harder into the wall. It became harder and harder to breathe with how little space he was giving me, but I somehow craved the contact. I wanted him to rough me up a little. It got me hard in ways I had never experienced before.
“Is that so?” he purred into my ear as he ground his hardening dick into my ass.
This was such a huge ass mistake. We shouldn’t be doing this in public at all, where anyone could see us.
Sure, this was a quieter part of Tokyo, but that didn’t mean that no one would come down this alley.
“Seemed to me like you liked it when I gave you orders.”
I slammed my eyes closed because he was right. When we were behind closed doors and the clothes came off, he unlocked a part of me I never knew existed. While I was normally the one in control in most of my relationships, it was nice to hand over the reins and not have to think.
“Fuck you.” The fight in me was dying. I groaned when Ryosuke ground against me again. This was so stupid, but he was effectively taking my mind off what had just happened back at the concert venue.
“Mmm, I think I’d rather fuck you.”
I should have stopped him, but the next thing I knew, Ryosuke was on his knees behind me, his hands on my waist as he opened my pants, lowering the material just enough to expose my ass to the cool evening air.
“What the hell are you doing?” I asked, but it broke off into a gasp as warm hands spread my cheeks and the hot muscle of Ryosuke’s tongue found my hole.
Alarm bells clattered in my head. Should we be doing this without Itsuki present? But then Ryosuke forced his tongue inside me, and all thoughts of resistance flew out the window, and all I could focus on was the pools of desire that swirled low in my gut.