29. Autumn
Up until this point I had been living my life by missing out on all the very best parts of it.
I wanted to be sad about that but right now I was so blissed out and relaxed that I didn’t think I was actually capable of being sad about a damn thing.
I hadn”t had very many orgasms before in my life and absolutely nothing like what I’d experienced on that table tonight.
At first I had read about them in one of the books I wasn’t supposed to be reading. Then I had to try it out for myself and it had been nice, to say the least. But I had always feared getting caught with my hands down my pants and was too afraid to do it often.
It was way better when someone else did it for you, especially when they used their mouths to do it.
Mason laid me down on my bed with a very soft spoken, “Don’t fall asleep on me just yet, beautiful. I’m going to get the shower started and running so I can get you all cleaned up and ready for bed.”
That was sweet of him and I definitely needed a shower and to clean myself up. In between my thighs was a wet sticky mess that I did not want to sleep with like that.
I heard the shower start and I sat up, pulling my dress up over my head and off. I dropped it to the floor and was sitting on the bed completely naked when Mason walked back into the room.
He paused mid-step and I was pretty sure I had surprised him.
I had no idea what had happened to my underwear but I hoped they weren’t lying on the floor in the greenhouse because that would be incredibly embarrassing.
Mason walked right over to the bed and picked me up again as if I weighed nothing. I loved having him carry me around. It made me feel weightless and precious. Two things I had never felt before.
“Try not to get your hair wet, okay. Unless you want me to blow-dry it for you because I don’t want you being uncomfortable sleeping with wet hair.”
That was smart and seriously sweet. I wouldn’t have thought about that if I were by myself. I would have just slept with my hair wet and been miserable and uncomfortable the whole night.
He placed me on my feet next to the steaming shower and began digging through the drawers on the counter. He pulled out a hair tie and began playing with my hair. With gentle fingers he pulled my hair back into a low ponytail. My hair was too short for anything else.
When he was done he put his hand on my butt cheek and gently pushed me into the shower.
I stumbled and turned around to face him. His eyes dropped down to my bare breasts and filled with heat.
He wanted me but I had a feeling he was going to be a gentleman and do absolutely nothing about it.
I didn’t like that.
This was my coven now, they were all mine. And I wanted each and every one of them in every single possible way that I could have them.
I could be greedy when it came to my very own coven. Why not?
I needed to be courageous though and make the first move with Mason I was sensing.
I held out my hand to him and was glad to find it steady and not shaking with the nerves I was feeling. “Will you join me? I would like for you to join me. Please.”
Shit.
I probably shouldn’t have added that please at the end there because it sounded needy and desperate.
Both of which I likely was but did not want him to know about.
“Are you sure you want me to do that?” he asked me in a quiet, serious voice. “You’ve had a long night and I want you to be sure. Once you say yes there’ll be no going backwards.”
I frowned at him, not completely understanding what he was saying. I thought we were already past the point of going back. I didn’t want to take anything back. I had already made my decision and they all knew I wanted this, wanted them. I had made myself very clear in that greenhouse.
“I’m sure, Mason.” That was as much bravery as I had in me.
It was all the answer Mason needed because he began stripping down until he was naked.
I refused to look away from him.
I had seen plenty of naked men before but none of them had interested me in a sexual way. I had been curious, yes, but that had been it for me. Hard to be interested in anything else when everyone hated you and treated you like you were garbage beneath their feet.
Now I was far more than curious and Mason was a very big boy everywhere.
Oh goodness, I had no idea what to do with all of that. But I was sure I would have a good time attempting to figure it out.
“You look nervous. Don’t be. I’m not ever going to do something that’ll hurt you and if you don’t like something just say so and I’ll stop immediately.”
I licked my lips. I wasn’t nervous. I was excited and very curious.
He placed his hand on my lower belly and gently pushed me further into the shower and beneath the spray of hot water. I tilted my head to the side, making sure to keep my hair from getting wet like he’d earlier told me to do.
Mason pressed his front to my back as his hand slid up between my breasts. He grabbed me by the front of my throat and titled my head back. His lips kissed at my throat and he nipped at the underside of my jaw.
I moaned as I pressed my ass back into his groin.
“You’re such a sweet little kitten. So responsive. I fucking love it.”
I didn”t have it in me to be embarrassed anymore tonight. He was right anyway, I was indeed very responsive to all of their touches and kisses.
“Let’s get you cleaned up, kitten.”
I whimpered when he pulled away from me. I think I was becoming highly addicted to their touch and I wasn’t quite ready for Mason to take his away just yet.
I closed my eyes as he washed my body with soap and tried to keep my little noises of needy pleasure to myself so he didn’t think me a very greedy girl. Which I absolutely was becoming, more so by the second.
I felt every touch as if there were a live wire inside of me that sparked to life with every little gentle touch and caress of my body.
I broke and a sob escaped me when he ran soft and gentle fingers between my legs, washing away any trace of what had been done to me on that beautifully crafted table Raven had made.
He washed me clean while I just stood there and let him. It was quiet between us, with only the sound of the water running and my heavy breathing to be heard.
When I was clean and rinsed off thoroughly he turned the water off and lifted me once again in his arms.
He carried me out of the shower and sat me down on top of a folded towel on top of the counter.
He picked up another towel and proceeded to dry off every inch of my skin before using the same towel to dry his own body off.
He dropped the towel to the floor without a care in the world and cupped both of my cheeks in his strong and capable hands.
“I lied earlier when I said there’s no stopping this once we get started. I’m going to give you one more chance to say no and I’ll put you to bed and let you sleep for the night. If you say yes though you’ll be giving your body to me and not just for the night. There’ll be no take backs from that. I’ll want it for forever. Eventually I’ll want your heart too, but I’m smart enough to know it’ll take some time for me to earn it. But, know this, kitten, earn it I will. And that’ll be mine forever too.”
Inside my chest my heart was beating out of control at hearing his words spoken with so much careful conviction.
Did I want what he was offering to give me?
With all of my soul, yes, I wanted it.
In answer, I leaned in and pressed my lips to his.
That was all the answer he needed.
He kissed me back with a hunger that threatened to swallow me whole and I would happily let it.
He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him, clinging to him as he carried me into the bedroom.
He put his knee into the bed and laid down on top of me, with our bodies just touching but him managing not to crush me.
He started out kissing my lips and down across my jaw and to my throat, leaving a trail of wet, burning heat in his wake.
He trailed kisses down my chest, pushing my breasts together and nipping at my flesh. He sucked and bit at my nipples gently with his teeth and my hips arched up so I could press myself against that impressively large cock of his.
It was hard and hot as I rubbed myself unashamedly against him. He grunted as I wrapped my legs around his hips, pulling him in as close to me as he could get, and it still wasn’t enough.
His cock slipped through my wet folds and I moaned as it brushed against my clit.
“Mason, please,” I whimpered.
“Fuck, kitten. I don’t want to hurt you.”
He was going to hurt me if he didn’t fuck me already.
“Please,” I begged as I slid my hands down his back and dug my fingers into his firm asscheeks, attempting to pull him in even closer.
“Fuck,” he groaned hoarsely as his hand slipped between my thighs.
He ran his fingers between my wet folds and I felt him grip hold of his cock.
He probed at my entrance as he grabbed hold of my thighs and spread me even wider apart for him.
The tip of his cock pushed inside and I sucked in a sharp breath at the sudden intrusion.
I felt like I was being stretched apart as he kept pushing his way inside of me until I felt so full I was afraid I would never be able to move again.
I was certainly fuller than I ever had been before.
I was slightly uncomfortable and I didn’t think I had drawn in a full breath since he’d started pushing his way inside of me.
“Breathe, kitten,” he murmured as he let go of my thigh and wrapped his hand around my throat. His thumb pressed into my jaw as he tilted my head up. May lips eagerly accepted his kiss as he shifted his hips, moving inside of me.
I whimpered into his mouth as he began fucking me. All I could do was hold onto him as I felt every stroke, every touch, every single inch of him.
He held onto my throat with a gentle grip as he pressed his forehead against mine.
He swirled his fingers around my clit, applying just enough pressure to set me off again.
I cried out his name as I came for him, my pussy tightening around his cock in a vise like grip as I spasmed around him.
“Fuck, kitten. That’s it, take all of me as we come together. You were fucking made for me. Made for this cock.”
I was beginning to think that he was right. I very much was made for him, his coven, and certainly his cock.
Mason trailed sweet kisses all over my face and down my throat as I lay in a boneless heap beneath him. I was no longer able to even hold onto him as my eyes drifted closed and the exhaustion of the day and all I had experienced had finally caught up to me.
He chuckled as he pressed a sweet kiss to my lips.
“That’s right. You sleep, my kitten. I’ll take good care of you,” he promised.
I felt him as he slid out of me and I think I whimpered at the loss of him but I couldn’t be certain because I was asleep a few seconds later.