Chapter 17
The pounding on the door woke Sheena abruptly, getting louder and louder before she could reach it and throw it open. She was furious to be awakened in such a rude manner. Seeing Colen standing there grinning as if he hadn’t made enough noise to wake the dead only made her angrier.
“Must you make such a racket?” she snapped.
“Must you take so long to answer?”
“I was sleeping!”
“Och, ’tis late for that,” he replied.
“I dinna care what time it is,” Sheena retorted. “I’ll be going back to bed now.”
“Nay, lass.” Colen shook his head, still wearing that infuriating grin. “You’ve been ordered to appear below, and so you shall.”
Sheena had been in the process of yawning, but that stopped her. “Ordered? Who dares order me? Him?”
Colen chuckled. Her indignant expression was just what he’d expected.
“He says he warned you last night no’ to be hiding up here any longer.”
“But I…I had hoped…” She swung around. What a fool she was to think wishing something away would make it go. “What else did he tell you about last night?” She turned back, facing him squarely.
“More than he cared to admit.”
“Then you know he asked me to handfast?”
“Aye.”
Sheena frowned at his expression. “And what do you find so amusing about it, I’d like to be knowing?”
“You’ll tell him nay. He’s expecting an answer today and is waiting for it now. An impatient man, my brother. He canna stand waiting for anything, especially something he is no’ certain of getting.”
“But today?” she gasped. “He said I could think on it.” She began to pace the room. “And what will he do when I refuse him, Colen? What do you think?”
“He’ll no’ give up any more than I did. You’re the first he’s asked to handfast, so you see he’s quite serious about you, Sheena.”
“But I would never handfast. ’Tis a man’s convenience, and one I dinna believe in.”
“Yet, ’tis considered honorable, especially in the Highlands,” Colen pointed out.
“Maybe, but how often does it really lead to marriage? You have a man and woman handfasting for an agreed-upon time, and in all respects they are wed. Yet when that time is over, the man can reject the woman publicly, and they go their separate ways.”
“The woman has that privilege, too.”
“True, but the man is no’ changed by it, or thought the worst of for having failed. But the woman is no longer a maiden and is known to have failed, no matter the reason. You think another man considering her will no’ think long and hard about that?”
Colen shrugged. “I’ve never thought of it that way.
But handfasting is a tradition older than both of us, and I’ll no be arguing over it now.
I’m no’ the one asking you to handfast. I dinna need time to see if we can be happy together—I know we can.
’Tis Jamie you’ll have to be telling all this to, for after the tragedy of his first marriage, he’s sworn never to marry again unless he’s tried his bride-to-be. ”
“This is all beside the point, Colen. I’ll no’ be handfasting or wedding your brother. Now I’ve asked you what he’ll do when I tell him so, and you say he’ll no’ give up. What does that mean, Colen?”
“I dinna know what he’ll do, Sheena, truly,” Colen replied gently.
“I suppose he’ll ask you again and again until you say yes.
But Jamie’s never met with anything like this ’afore and how he’ll handle it is uncertain.
” He brightened. “Then again, you can solve everything by telling him you’ll wed me. He’ll leave you alone then.”
Sheena plopped down on the bed, angered by his suggestion, however lightly given. “You do think all this is amusing, this fix you’ve put me in! Aye, ’tis your fault I’m here. ’Twould serve you right if I did marry your brother!”
“If that is what you want—”
“What I want! Sweet Mary!” She shot off the bed, raging. “You know what I want! Take me away from here. You can—he’ll let you. Take me away ’afore he kills me!”
“Dinna talk like that!” Colen shouted back. How could she say anything so shocking about his brother?
Sheena glared at him, her blue eyes sparkling with jewel-like radiance. “Do this, dinna do that—’tis all I’ve heard since I’ve been here! No’ even my father ordered me about like this. If you were not so much like my brother, I’d be hating you like I do Sir Jamie!”
“You’ve a brother?”
She clamped her mouth shut and walked past him through the door. Colen caught up with her on the stairs, but she wouldn’t stop.
“Sheena!”
The stairs leading to the second floor were circular and narrow. Sheena wouldn’t look at him, but concentrated on her footing instead.
“Leave me be, Colen. The great laird is waiting.”
“Have you a brother?”
“Aye, a brother, a father, sisters, cousins! I told you I’ve family, but would you believe me?”
She stalked down the second floor passage to the stairs that led to the hall. Colen was right beside her, growing just as angry as she was.
“We’ve been over this ’afore, Sheena!”
“Aye, but we never reached truth,” she stormed. “You are selfish, Colen, selfish and stubborn. If you had any feeling for me at all, you’d see I hate it here and take me back to where you found me!”
“To what good?”
Sheena was so enraged that she shrieked, “For my good!”
She had just about reached the open archway into the hall.
A man stood there, a handsome man of lean build.
Whether he had been about to leave the hall or enter it, Sheena couldn’t tell.
He was looking up, drawn by her voice. What had been an expression of open curiosity turned to awe when Sheena took the last few steps and stood before him.
She was a vision of dark-red-haired fury.
Sheena was struck with acute embarrassment, knowing this man had heard her tirade. Oh, the arrogance of the laird who had given the order to drag her down there! What sport for these Highlanders to see their laird abuse a Lowlander! She must never give him an excuse to berate her in public.
Colen was right behind Sheena, but the man didn’t see him. He was blocking their way into the hall, and although Sheena was too flustered to point that out, Colen was not.
“Your pardon. Black Gawain.” He spoke curtly.
Black Gawain’s surprise gave way to a winsome smile. “Och, Colen, where are your manners? I’ve no’ met this lovely lass—”
“Nor need you!” Colen snapped.
“Have a heart, lad.”
“Nay, you have a care,” Colen returned, unrelenting. “She’s spoken for.”
“Is she now? By you then?”
“The lad is mistaken.” Sheena took matters into her own hands. “And I am Sheena, late of Aberdeen, sir.”
“And desirous to return there?”
She blushed. “You heard that?”
“I assure you ’twas no’ intentional.”
Colen was bristling over Sheena’s behavior and Black Gawain’s obvious interest in her. What chance did he have when older, more experienced men offered suit? He did not consider Jamie a threat, not really, not the way Sheena felt about him. But Black Gawain was an unexpected challenge.
“You’ve detained us long enough, Black Gawain,” Colen said coldly. “My brother awaits us.”
“Och, well, I’ve business with Sir Jamie myself,” Gawain said agreeably.
“Naught that canna wait, I trust?”
“’Tis sorry I am to be disappointing you, lad, seeing as you’re eager to be rid of me.
No’ that I blame you, mind you.” Gawain grinned, his eyes caressing Sheena admiringly.
“But the girnal’s in need of repair because of the heavy rains we’ve been having.
I’ll be talking to Sir Jamie now, and so you’ll allow me, lass… .”
He offered his arm, and Sheena took it, remarkably at ease with this man and surprised by the fact.
Darkly handsome he was, and gallant—for a Highlander.
Is that what makes him likable? she asked herself.
She had been too much in the company of the rough, overbearing MacKinnion brothers, that was it.
Black Gawain had manners, courtly behavior she would take for granted at home but had been missing at Castle Kinnion.
Sheena managed to appear calm as they approached the laird’s table. She was even able to meet those hazel eyes, cloudy green just then, and inscrutable. James MacKinnion was keeping his feelings tightly hidden, as was she.
Jamie rose, marveling anew at her beauty, her flawless skin, those bright, clear blue eyes, the masses of hair floating down the gentle curve of her back.
Quite formally, Jamie took Sheena’s hand. He had given this much thought. “I had begun to think our guest wouldna join us. You’re no’ ill, I trust?”
Sheena’s gaze fell from his. “Just weary. I didna sleep very well.”
“We have that in common, then,” Jamie murmured softly with unmistakable meaning. He pulled her closer, offering her the chair next to his, forcing her to sit.
Sheena was flustered by the blatant reminder of Jamie’s desire.
Black Gawain was standing back a little way, also confused by the remark.
Sheena wished she could explain to Black Gawain, or protest. He could make an ally.
But was he not Jamie’s man? Would he even speak to her again, now that Jamie had made his interest in her clear?
Just as Colen stepped forward to take the chair to Sheena’s left, Black Gawain moved smoothly in front of him and took that position.
Colen was angry enough to challenge his cousin, and would have if Jamie had not given him a sharp look of disapproval.
With heightened color, Colen turned away and left the hall.
Jamie turned that dark look on Black Gawain.
“What brings you here, cousin?”
“Do I need a reason to come to this hall?” Gawain grinned.
“You provoked my brother.”
“Did I? Well, young Colen has a thing or two to be learning about the ways of fighting for a fair lass.”
“And you’ll be teaching him?”
Sheena squirmed, her nerves jumping. The underlying anger was growing. They were talking over her, as though she weren’t there, yet the fight was because of her. Her hand was still being held by the man she feared. His fingers were surprisingly warm, strong.