Chapter 6
HAYES
My body lays limp, Cat tucked close to me, both of us dripping with sweat and working to catch our breaths. Another night fueled by desire and lust and a burning need to be close to another has us completely exhausted.
What started out as a one time thing –according to Cat– turned into a long Fourth of July that had us both seeing fireworks until the sun came up and now, weeks later, we’re falling into each other two to three times a week. But still we hide it from our friends and family.
I can’t take it any longer, but Cat insists on it.
It seems she still isn’t convinced that we can be more than friends.
I’m ready to announce to the world that Cathia Villalobos is mine and forever will be.
She’s scared, I can tell, but I can’t blame her.
If she’s really had as many bad relationships as she says, I’d be terrified to take the leap into another that may be destined to fail.
But I told her she had nothing to worry about. I had no intentions of letting her go.
“Talk about flip it and reverse it,” she pants and kisses my chest –or rather the side of it.
“All you were missing was the cowboy hat, darlin’.” I love it when she takes the reins, so to speak. Her power over me is fucking hot. Tonight, though, I needed to be the one in control.
She squeezed her thighs around my head as I drank her sweet pussy.
Her nails clawed my back when I fucked her hard and deep as she lay beneath me.
And I watched her plump ass as she rode me reverse cowgirl style.
Her body trembled and she moaned over and over, as her hips rolled in perfect cadence.
It made me want to take her down to the barn and see what we could do on the bucking barrel. I bet it would be phenomenal.
“I’ve got one of those in my closet, but I’d rather wear yours,” she purrs.
“Don’t fuck with me Cat. You know what it means when you wear a cowboy’s hat.”
She pushes up to lean over me, her long brown hair curtaining her face. I smooth it behind her ear and run my hand down her cheek.
“No. What does that mean?” She’s being coy, but if she wants to play naive I’ll make sure she is completely clear on what I mean.
My hand slowly traces the line of her neck, over her collarbone, and down to her round tits. “It means you’re mine, and everyone will know it. So if you’re ready to tell the world about us, I’ll plant it right on top of your beautiful noggin in front of the entire world.”
She smiles, her eyes still heavy with satisfaction, and runs her fingers through the short, trimmed hair on my chest. “I want that…most of it,” she admits.
“It's letting the entire world know that I’m not ready to reveal. I love having this bubble where no one knows our business and we can keep it as just ours. Once the news is out, we’ll never have another private moment. ”
“So? Don’t you want to be out with our friends and able to hold hands and kiss without sneaking away to the bathroom? They’re going to start getting suspicious about our timing if they aren’t already.” I continue to run my hand all over her fevered skin like I’m trying to soften hard clay.
“You don’t understand,” she whispers and looks down at her hand. “Cami and CeCe and Viv give every intimate detail about their sex lives, and I’d like to have some sort of privacy.”
I waggle my brows and ask, “Oh yeah? Like what? Any juicy stories?”
“Juicy? More like jarring. Shocking. Terrifying, if I’m being quite honest. I can rarely look Nix or Luca or Vaughan in the eyes after one of our girl’s brunches.
I can tell you about birthmarks, scars, sounds, size.
The things they talk about are only found in smutty romance books.
Your ears would bleed. They’re worse than guys. ”
“I doubt that, darlin’.”
“Okay. Well how about this? Did you know that Nix fucked Viv so deep in her ass once that she couldn’t wear underwear or pants because it hurt for anything to be near her ass?
She sat on those little blow-up life preservers for a week because it hurt to sit.
She literally told us he stretched her hole to the size of a melon. Is that too much for you?”
I swallow, my eyes growing larger with every word she speaks, and now I’ll never be able to look at Vivian the same way again. I knew they were a bit freaky as they don’t really hide it from us, but I could’ve gone without knowing Nix practically made her a skin suit.
“Are you ready for me to share how you shoved your fingers inside my pussy while fucking me becuase you wanted to feel when you filled me ‘to the brim’?” she asks and I cringe.
“You got me there.” She nods with that I told you so look. “But I don’t want to wait too much longer. I want everyone to know that you’re my girl. What would you say if we told the group at your birthday party?”
“Hayes,” she pans. “That’s less than four weeks away. A lot could change between now and then, not to mention after. Let’s just keep it our secret.”
I push up on my elbows, effectively pushing her off of me. “Are you embarrassed by me, Cat?”
“No,” she says quickly, sitting up in bed, the sheet falling to her waist and exposing her from neck to navel.
“I’m not embarrassed by you. In fact, I don’t really understand what you’re doing with a woman like me when you could literally have anyone you want.
I see the way all of those girls look at you when we go places.
I’m surprised they aren’t throwing their panties at you when you walk by. They’re feral for you.”
“Are you? Feral for me?” She gulps and I see a shiver roll through her body.
I don’t care about any of those other girls. The moment my lips touched her was the moment I vowed off all others. Cat is the one I want, and no one could touch her beauty and charm and intelligence with a thirty foot pole.
“Let’s not talk about this right now, okay. I just want to lay in bed with you for a few more minutes before my stomach starts barking because I’m hungry and you have to leave to get me food.”
I chuckle at her pouty face. “Oh I’m leaving to get you food, am I?” She nods and pushes me until I fall flat on the bed. “Okay. Fine. Anything for my girl.” I tap the tip of her nose and her smile lights up the dim room.
The number of years I’ve waited to call Cat mine and it’s finally here. But will she want my heart the way I want hers?