30. Calliope
Calliope
I brace myself on my elbows. Bax brings me to the edge of climax twice before putting me in this position.
I've never done anything with anal, but I'd always wanted to try.
If my heat starts in the next few weeks, it's a good idea to see if I would like to do something like this now that I have a pack.
Or if it's something best left in my imagination.
I take a deep breath and consciously release my muscles like he suggests. He pulls apart my ass cheeks, smoothing over the tight entrance with both of his thumbs. They're lubed. Then one thumb pushes in and it's a sharp burn as it pops into place.
For a moment I wonder if this is really a good idea.
Then Bax brings his middle and ring finger down to swipe at my clit as his thumb puts more pressure on my ass.
The sharp sting turns to eye crossing pleasure.
When I'm close to the edge, he pulls out.
I whine at the loss before I feel his thick head at my back entrance.
He begins to push, and I feel only burn.
It's so much tighter than my pussy. It's painful, and I'm not sure I want to continue.
Bax moves in slow, careful thrusts, only adding a little at a time.
Considering how blown his pupils are, and how close his alpha is to the surface, this seems like an exercise in willpower.
I can tell the rut is close. But instead of horrifying me like the idea should, it makes me… gush? I want to see Bax lose control.
He begins kissing up my spine, and one of his hands curls around to tweak my nipples every time he thrusts a little deeper, adding a level of pleasure to the pain. It has me gushing while I moan.
"That's it, Cali, you're gonna take my cock like a good omega.
I promise it will feel so good." As he says this, his hand shifts from my nipples to my clit while his other hand holds him up against the headboard.
He rubs on my engorged nub as he thrusts the last few inches of himself into my ass.
His balls rest on my pussy, and he sucks on my right earlobe and pants into me.
He settles there for a bit, letting me adjust.
When I can't take it anymore, I push back into him.
He sees this as the invitation it's meant to be, and begins to pull out shallowly and then thrust back in.
As he does, the pain morphs into pleasure.
At first, the pleasure is small, subverted by its painful counterpart.
Then, the pleasure is intense, rivaling the original discomfort it took to reach this point.
Like Bax promised, the pleasure is fierce in a way I've never experienced. It's too bad my pussy feels so empty at the same time. If there was only something to fill it. Soon, Bax is thrusting into me harder and faster while his hand continues to circle and tweak my clit.
"Bax!" I cry. "I'm coming!" and with that, I tip right over the edge, clamping down on his thrusting cock as I scream my release into his room.
He thrusts a few more times, and then I feel hot liquid coating my insides and trailing down the backs of my legs.
He hasn't knotted me, which is fine since his cock alone is a lot to handle my first time.
He slowly extracts himself, gets up from the bed, and leaves the room. I'm in a boneless puddle on his bed when I start to worry. Have I done something wrong to make him leave? But then he comes back with a warm washcloth and wipes up our mess on me.
Bax throws the cloth across the room and then moves the blankets around so he can tuck them around me and then lay at my side.
He scoops me close to his chest and begins purring louder than I ever thought possible.
"Was that okay, Raindrop?" he asks, and the question nearly breaks me.
It's so shy and so considerate. He's clearly been restraining himself for my first time doing that, and it's perfect, though I secretly wish for the time that he comes to me unrestrained and selfish.
"It was amazing," I tell him honestly. The way that the pain and discomfort had morphed into mind-blowing pleasure is something that I'd imagined for a long time.
I can't wait to do it again. His nose finds the crook of my neck, and he scent-marks me.
I turn over, and every inch of me is enveloped in the best snuggle of my life.
"Bax," I begin.
"Hmm?" he hums, clearly settling in to fall asleep.
"Where is your family? I know Connor and Seth's family background. But where are yours?"
"Oh, they're an alpha and an omega, single pair no pack, retired to Florida," he says.
"They actually don't live far from Seth's sister.
They used to live in Lansing, and I went to Michigan State University where I met the guys.
When I graduated, my parents moved. I'm an only child, so there wasn't a reason to stay.
"I moved up here with my pack. Then Clara moved up here when she was looking for work.
Her mom is my mom's sister, so I agreed to give her a job and let her live above the Café.
The rest is what you know." I snuggle into his side.
This is something I love about Bax. He's so straightforward and earnest. It makes me feel safe.
Soon, he's snoring behind me and I happily follow him into slumber.