CHAPTER 18
Min-Jun took his things into the bathroom and began to undress. He didn’t like to go to bed without showering, so he took his clothes off and put them aside and entered the shower. Some old memories flashed before his eyes, but he tried not to think about anything, just to finish his task quickly.
He closed his eyes and let the warm stream hit his face. As he wet his hair and skin, he heard the door open.
Damn… I thought he fell asleep.
He turned off the stream and began applying shower gel.
He heard Aidan taking off his clothes and having troubles with it.
Min-Jun laughed to himself, when he heard Aidan cursing, but Aidan soon joined him.
Aidan pressed his naked body to Min-Jun’s and wrapped his hands around him, and Min-Jun gasped.
“No, sir. Stop.” Min-Jun turned and ran the water. Aidan gasped in shock and backed away, almost falling. Min-Jun grabbed his forearm and steadied him, saying, “If you want to touch me, you need to shower first.”
Min-Jun pulled Aidan towards the stream and applied the shower gel on his skin as well.
He showered them both at the same time while Aidan was holding onto Min-Jun’s shoulders.
Min-Jun was running his hands over Aidan’s toned muscles, making sure he covered all spots.
When he came across Aidan’s waist, he noticed Aidan’s hardness hanging up waiting for attention.
“Shit…” Min-Jun muttered under his breath, squeezed the bottle to get more shower gel and grabbed the erection. He stroked it a few times, feeling himself getting hard with each movement.
Aidan swayed back and forth, moaning from his touch. His weight became too much for Min-Jun to handle, so Min-Jun ended with his back pressed to the tile wall. Aidan leaned into him while Min-Jun’s hand was still firm around his cock. He thrusted in urgency and groaned in Min-Jun’s shoulder.
Min-Jun turned on the water again to wash the foam off.
With one hand he stimulated Aidan’s dick and with the other he rinsed Aidan’s back.
He wished he could push him away, and demand the distance, but once the man’s hands were around him and his mouth sucking the side of his neck, he was too weak to do anything, so he just surrendered.
I should not give in so easily, but I can’t resist him… And he is drunk. I should leave once I manage to talk to him; it’s not like I would stay or anything.
Aidan moaned and panted as his orgasm built up and dug his teeth into Min-Jun’s skin.
“A-Auch! What are you-?” Min-Jun complained but trailed off as a wave of arousal coursed through his body as well.
Aidan pressed him harder into the wall and increased his pace. He came with a loud groan and stiffened. Min-Jun was still hard and aching for relief, so he reached for his own flesh to finish himself off while Aidan breathed heavily against his neck.
***
Aidan was lying on his stomach, and his head was turned to the side where Min-Jun was lying now. Strands of his messy blond hair were covering most of his face, and his lips were slightly open as he snored.
Min-Jun smiled. He remembered it was the first time he saw Aidan sleeping.
He sleeps like a baby…
He wasn’t feeling sleepy yet, but Aidan on the other hand fell asleep as soon as he touched the mattress.
Well, still, once Aidan gets back to normal, he will go back to his life, right? This will be just a little help from his side. At least he can do that much.
He turned off the night lamp and closed his eyes. His mind was still active, but he hoped he would soon fall asleep.
***
A gentle movement on the bed and the weight around his waist disturbed his sleep. Min-Jun’s brows furrowed as he lay on the bed with his eyes closed, still wishing to continue sleeping. But unfortunately for him, such a thing was not possible, because the questions disrupted his sleepy mood.
He felt a movement in the bed — but he lived alone.
Is someone breathing down my neck?
Min-Jun abruptly opened his eyes, panicking, and at that same moment he noticed that he was not sleeping in his room at all.
He moved his head to look around the room, remembering where he was.
It means that the person sleeping next to me is…
Chocolate eyes met blue ones.
Aidan was looking back at him with the same astonishment.
Their faces were only inches apart with Aidan’s arm still resting around Min-Jun’s waist. Min-Jun’s face warmed, and a slight blush formed on his cheeks, but he was quiet.
Aidan spoke up first, “Min-Jun?”
“Aidan…”
“What are you doing here?”
“Elena asked me to come.”
“Why?”
Min-Jun tried to pull away, but Aidan kept him in place firmly.
“She noticed that you started drinking a lot in the last few days… And she was worried.”
“Mhm... But it still doesn’t answer my question. Why are you here?” Aidan pressed.
“She thought I might help?”
“Help with what?”
“Your drinking problem.”
“I don’t have a drinking problem.”
Min-Jun frowned. “See what I mean?”
Aidan’s face darkened.
“You wanted to talk, so here I am,” Min-Jun added.
_
Aidan quietly stared at him. He remembered seeing Min-Jun with his boyfriend and his blood stirred.
“The two of us have nothing to talk about,” he said and pulled away.
Min-Jun’s eyes widened. “Are you fucking kidding me? You were begging me to talk with you, and now this?”
Aidan was silent and sat at the other end of the bed feeling his head throb. He gritted his teeth and sighed. “Go home. Your boyfriend is probably waiting for you.”
Min-Jun got to his feet, and Aidan heard him change. Then he heard him pack his bag and slam the door.
You would leave me one day too anyway… I don’t need you.
_
What was I thinking? I am so stupid!
Min-Jun rushed downstairs, disappointed and broken.
I shouldn’t have come here! I knew it was a mistake.
“Mr. Han? Where are you going?” he heard Elena’s voice and turned to face her.
“I’m going home.”
“So soon?” she asked and approached him with a worried expression. “What’s the matter?”
“I can’t help him.” Min-Jun shook his head.
“But what happened?”
“Nothing. He needs professional help.”
Elena stood speechless.
Min-Jun tightened his grip on his backpack. “I’m sorry, but there’s nothing I can do. Goodbye.”
He was glad she didn’t try to stop him. He opened the front door and hurried towards the main gate, not bothering to wipe the tears that rolled down his cheeks.
I’m a fool… I’m such a fool…
He found himself on the street and decided to walk all the way to his apartment. The streets were empty, so he didn’t try to quiet his sobs.
Why… Just why?
As he walked down the street, he heard a car approach him, but he didn’t pay attention to it.
The engine seemed unusually loud, but he hardly noticed.
Immersed in his own thoughts, Min-Jun was unaware of his fate until the front of the car collided with his legs.
When his body helplessly flung in the air, the adrenaline kicked in; the overwhelming pain shot through him like an electric wave.
He hit the top of the car, rolled over, and fled on the road.
Am I going to die? But I don’t want to! I’m still too–
Those were Min-Jun’s last thoughts when he hit the concrete and his world turned to black.