Chapter 16Jules
CHAPTER
SIXTEEN
JULES
For the last several hours, Gavin and I have been dancing around one another, doing our level best not to make Thane uncomfortable as we helped him unpack, fed him lunch, and spent a few hours in the backyard where he hopped around in the grass, enjoying some time as a carefree rabbit.
It’s late when he’s finally comfortably settled in Baz’s old room, and the boys—including Silo—have been warned by Gavin not to come home for a few more days, mostly so Thane can have the time and space to heal without answering any hard questions. I’m desperate for some time alone with my mate. My cock is so hard it has a heartbeat of its own. If I get any wetter I’m going to leak through the seat of my pants.
Gavin isn’t in a much better state.
He shuts our bedroom door with a snap and flips the lock before advancing on me with an almost feral gleam in his gaze. My heart skips a beat and I take a few steps back, but not in fear. I have no reason to fear Gavin, but the way he’s stalking me—confident and determined, like a predator on the hunt—makes my belly clench. Mostly with desire.
My gaze drops and the evidence of his need for me is front and center. How we managed to stop ourselves from sneaking away and getting lost in one another hours ago when the need to be together is so white hot, is a mystery we may never solve. Not that I have any interest in solving it right now.
I reach for Gavin with a whine, more than ready and willing to be naked and pinned under my mate, for him to take me apart and put me back together again. He scoops me up and drops me on the bed without a word. Neither of us needs to speak to know how badly we crave one another.
Our bond ties us together—not just physically, but emotionally as well. The longer we’re mated, the better I’ll know what he needs when he needs it. He’ll know me just the same.
Gavin yanks my pants down my hips and throws them on the floor. My hard cock slaps against my tight abdomen. We tear at one another’s clothes and are naked in record time, but being naked isn’t enough. I tilt my hips, wanting my mate’s hard cock buried in my womb, but he grasps the back of my thighs and shoves my knees to my chest.
His mouth is hot on my hole, his tongue insistent as he licks my rim and sucks the slick from my body with a hungry moan. It’s not the hard cock I want but it still feels so good I have trouble drawing a decent breath.
“Gavin. Gavin.” I shove my fingers into his hair and ride his mouth. His beard scrapes against my sensitive flesh. He eats at my dripping hole like he’s starving and I’m his favorite meal. I heave for breath and try to keep my voice down when he shoves his tongue inside of me. Every touch is pleasure. Pure ecstasy. How I’ve gone this long without knowing how good being touched can feel, I don’t know. “Please. Please. I can’t—” I choke on a moan.
He nips at my inner thigh and licks the bite to soothe the sting. “What do you want, baby?”
“Your cock,” I whine as I tug on his hair.
I want him to fuck me with more than his tongue.
“Not so soon. I spent four days breeding you; your body needs rest.” He licks my balls before pulling one into his mouth. I whine and scratch at his scalp. He can’t be serious. I’m not as fragile as I might look, and I need him so badly. Is he really going to deny me?
“I need you inside of me.” I need my mate to breed me again.
He sucks my cock into his mouth in response and I cry out, hitting the back of his throat when I thrust between his lips. He doesn’t pull back, just hums around my shaft and sucks me harder. My eyes burn and I blink back tears. Gavin teases the slit of my cock as he rolls my balls between his fingers, then circles my wet hole. I whine and press towards the touch. He shoves two fingers second knuckle deep inside of me.
It’s not enough, not by a long shot, but it’s something and I fuck myself on his fingers. Just as I reach the edge, so close to falling over I can feel the heat of my impending release in my balls, Gavin pops off my cock and pulls his fingers from my hole.
“No. No. Gavin, please! Fuck. Please.” I clench his shoulders as my hole gushes and clenches around nothing. Being empty is the worst feeling right now.
He did this once or twice when I was nearing the end of my heat—pulled back just as I was ready to spill and let me calm down before taking me to the edge again. Is that what he’s planning to do now? I can’t handle that type of torture when I’ve wanted him for hours and held myself back.
“Easy, ba—” I jerk up and shove him back. Gavin’s eyes widen as he falls flat on the mattress. “Jules?—”
“No. I need you.” I climb into his lap, reach behind myself and grasp his hard cock.
“Wa—” He grunts and grasps my hips as I align him with my wet hole and push back, taking him into my body in one long smooth glide.
The way he stretches me open and the pleasure that races up my spine is everything. I moan and close my eyes as he sinks into me. “So good.”
His fingers bite into my hips and I set a hard and fast pace once he’s buried to the hilt in my body, fucking myself harder than he would have if he’d just listened when I told him I needed him.
“Fuck, baby. You need my cock that badly?” Gavin bends his knees and thrusts into me.
“Yes.” I grasp my leaking cock and stroke myself as his cockhead hits my womb. If I’m pregnant it’s probably not a good idea for him to fuck me that deep but it doesn’t stop me from wanting to feel him buried inside of me.
“Love you needy,” Gavin grunts, dragging me down to his chest and rolling me to my back. He sinks into me and I cry out, tossing one arm around his neck and holding on as he slams into me over and over again. His breath is hot on my chin as we both gasp for breath. I tip my head back and Gavin slots his mouth over mine, taking control of me in all ways.
I never thought I’d like surrendering to an alpha as much as I enjoy doing so with Gavin. Maybe the problem was never me but the alpha my parents promised me to. He’s nothing like Gavin. My mate makes it easy to submit as he rocks into me and I continue to stroke my cock. He’s the kind of alpha that can be trusted.
“Gavin.” His name is more moan than anything. “I’m close.”
“Good boy.” He nips along my jaw. “Be a good omega for your alpha and come on my cock. I want to feel just how wet you can get for me.”
I whine and lift my hips. Gavin sits back on his knees and pushes my thighs apart. His gaze is hot and needy as he watches himself sink into my hole with nothing but lust and pure alpha satisfaction.
Maybe I should be embarrassed that I’m so exposed, but I’m not. For one, he’s my mate. Secondly, Gavin saw me, fucked me, in every possible position when I was in heat.
At one point he pulled me into the shower and pressed me against the wall, fucking me deep as we attempted to get clean. This is just more of that—my mate taking care of me and enjoying it at the same time.
I lift my heavy balls with my free hand. Gavin swears under his breath and I cry out when his cockhead starts to breach my womb. He pulls back and I shake my head, wrapping my legs around him and attempting to tug him in again.
“I’ll get you there, but not like that.” He clasps behind my knee and pushes it to my chest before he uses his free hand to probe at my hole. I’m gushing slick, so much so I can feel it on my thighs. The blanket below me is damp too. “Want to see if you can fit a finger or two alongside my cock, baby?”
What? Is that even possible? My cock twitches as I bite my bottom lip.
I’m not against trying but... Gavin’s cock isn’t small by any definition of the word. If I wasn’t so wet every time I took him inside of my body, it would hurt—I probably wouldn’t be able to fit him at all, and now he wants to try to shove a finger inside of me beside his cock.
“It’s up to you, Jules. And if you don’t like it, you can tell me and I’ll stop.” Gavin teases my hole as he rubs my thigh with his free hand and waits for me to decide.
I swallow. “Okay. I want to try.”
Maybe it will feel really good. Maybe it won’t.
I’ll never know if I don’t try, and I trust Gavin to stop if I tell him to.