Chapter 21
As they lay awake in bed, curled in each other’s arms, Zeke couldn’t believe how right it felt.
He hadn’t come here to find a wife, as he’d said many times over the past weeks, but somehow that’s exactly what had happened.
He was at peace, something he thought he had been before, but now he realized had all been an act.
An act he played out each and every day.
He fooled himself into thinking he had everything he needed.
All he ever thought about was the studio, his work and his students.
He never thought about his own life and about what the next step would be for him.
He ignored the loneliness and solitude. To be truthful, he never thought about it until Sara was suddenly gone from his life.
His sister had become his entire world and without her he couldn’t imagine what his life would be like.
Coming here to this time and meeting Brenna showed him that there was more in store for him.
As much as he loved Sara and wanted her to be nearby, he understood that he needed to go outside of himself and make his own life, and it was becoming more and more possible with the wife he hadn’t known he wanted.
He gazed down at Brenna as her head lay on his chest, his arms enveloping her.
He never wanted to let go. Love was what had been missing from his life and he did love Brenna.
He realized then that he’d never said the words and she deserved to hear them.
He wanted her to know. He wanted everyone to know.
“Brenna …”
“Mmmm …”
“I love you.” His voice was soft, but she heard him.
Her head sprang up and propping herself on her elbow, she gazed into his eyes. The happiness he saw there showed itself in the sparkle of happy tears. “You do?” she asked.
“I do. I don’t know when it happened or how, but I do love you and I hope you’ll come with me to San Francisco. I don’t believe I could leave without you by my side.”
“Aye. I’ll come with ye. I’ve hoped ye’d ask me. Yer me husband and I love ye, too.”
Her trembling lips kissed his again and again.
Zeke gently flipped her onto her back so that he could gaze down at her loveliness.
She was so beautiful to him. He hoped she knew, but decided it best to tell her.
He didn’t want to go without saying what he was feeling ever again.
“Brenna, you are the beauty I need in my life. Not just the kind of beauty you look at, because you are very much that, but the beauty that makes everyday a worthwhile adventure. The beauty that makes everything shine a little brighter and keeps me wanting to know where this life is taking me. I know it’s someplace good and I know I want to go there with you. ”
“I can hardly speak. Me heart is so full of love for ye. I wish to be wherever ye are. I wish to go with ye on all yer journeys.”
Their lips met again and they shared sweet, passionate kisses. They’d truly made their pledge to each other. Unlike at their handfasting, now it meant something to them both.
“I’m so excited. Can we tell everyone?” she asked.
“We should probably wait until the morning,” he laughed.
“Aye. I can hardly wait. I wish to throw back the shutters and shout it to the world.”
“I think I can occupy your mind until then,” Zeke teased as he climbed atop her, laying kisses in the crook of her neck and causing her to wriggle beneath him.
This was exactly the response he wanted.
Brenna was an eager partner and for a young woman who’d never been with a man, she was a quick study.
She already knew the things that drove him mad with wanting her and she used them liberally, but this time when they made love, it was all about being intimate and sharing the knowledge that they cherished each other.
It was a slow, sensual dance that brought them both joy and pleasure.
Each touch of his hand was met with silky, satiny skin.
Each touch of her lips sent shivers of delight through his body.
When he finally entered her, it was with the knowledge that they belonged to each other.
Slowly he let their passion build, easing himself in and out as she matched his moves, stroke for stroke, until they skyrocketed breathlessly into the heavens together.
“I love you, Brenna,” Zeke said.
“I love you, Zeke,” came Brenna’s answer.
Nothing in this world would hold them back. They’d made their vows to one another and sealed them with their love. They would be together as husband and wife from the sixteenth century to the twenty-first.
***
As Brenna lay awake in Zeke’s arms, his slow steady breathing was calming to her.
She felt safe with him. She knew he’d love her and take care of her just as she would him.
More than that, she knew that she had entered into a partnership with this man.
One where she would be heard and not ignored.
She would be respected and not taken advantage of.
Most importantly she would be loved and not replaced.
“Zeke, tell me of San Francisco. Do ye live in a castle?”
“No. I’m not that important.”
“Aye ye are. Yer important to me.”
Zeke kissed the top of her head. “Thank you. I live in the home Jenna used to live in. It’s very different from what you’re used to, but I know you’ll love it. And if you don’t, we’ll find a place you do love.”
“I’m sure I’ll want to stay there. Helene lived there. Did she like it?”
“She did,” Zeke responded. “Do you like cats?”
“Aye. There are always cats around the castle.”
“Milly … that’s my cat’s name, is an indoor cat.”
“Indoor cat,” she repeated.
“That means she never goes outside. She’s very sweet. I know you’ll get along great.”
“I can hardly wait to see yrr home. What will I do there?”
“You’ll live with me.”
“Aye. I ken it.”
“Once you feel comfortable, you can come to work with me. Sara used to help me with office work. Maybe you can do that.”
“I can try. I took care of me Da’s ledgers for many years.”
“Perfect. And I’ll teach you how to fight and you can teach the children who come to the studio.”
“I’d like that.”
“We’re going to have a wonderful life together, Brenna, but if you’re ever unhappy there, no matter how much it would break my heart, I’d send you back.”
“That willnae happen. As long as I can be with ye, I’ll be happy.
” Brenna never wanted to go back to the kind of life she’d lived to this point.
Even the time before Greer and Gillian hadn’t been as fulfilling as she would have liked.
She would cherish the life she’d be living.
Every day would be a new adventure and she was eager for it to start.
“When will we go?”
“That’s the big question. I haven’t heard from Edna yet. She’s in charge of our travel.”
“Ashley has the glass ball. She can talk to Edna.”
“What?”
“I saw her.”
“You saw who?”
“Edna.”
“When was that?”
“I was in Ashley’s room, sitting on the bed with the bairns. Emma wished to play with a glass orb that also sat on the bed. It was too heavy for her, so I picked it up and when I did, it appeared there was a snowstorm inside and then I saw a woman looking out at me. Ashley said it was Edna.”
“What happened? Did she speak to you?”
“Nae. I looked away for a moment and when I looked back she was gone.”
“We’ll need to go see Ashley tomorrow morning then, or is that too soon for you?”
“I wish to go home with ye as soon as possible.”
“Alright. We’ll try to contact Edna tomorrow then.”
Brenna nestled herself into his side, placing her head on his chest and her hand on his belly. This is what heaven must feel like, she thought before closing her eyes and drifting off to sleep.
***
They were up bright and early the next morning, eager to visit with Ashley.
Dougall and Helene followed them out the door and down the path to Breaghacraig.
Dougall held Helene’s hand the whole way there and Brenna did the same with Zeke, resting her head on his arm as they walked.
The sun had barely risen in the sky. Even the birds were just waking.
Their happy songs greeted the new day from almost every tree they passed.
“I hope they’re awake,” Brenna said.
“Cailin will be waiting for me, we’re to do a short patrol of the land. I’ll be concentrating me efforts on any areas I think Munro might use if he were to come back.”
“Ashley will need me help getting ready. You should take Zeke to the kitchen and have bread and tea with Mary and Sophia. I’ll send for ye when she’s ready for visitors.”
“’Tis delicious, Zeke. Ye’ll love it.” Brenna said, her voice bright and lively for such an early hour.
“Sounds like it’s exactly what we need,” he replied.
They left Dougall and Helene at the entrance to the kitchen.
“Yer back,” Mary called to Brenna as they came through the door. “And I see ye’ve brought yer man with ye.”
“I’m pleased to meet you, Mary. I’m Zeke.”
“I’ve heard all about ye, Laird San Francisco,” she chuckled.
“Despite what you may have heard, I’m not the Laird of San Francisco, merely a citizen.”
“Me, too,” Sophia said from across the room.
“Are ye joining us for bread and tea?” Mary asked.
“Aye,” Brenna responded.
“Come sit then. Sophia get the tea. I’ll get the bread,” she said as she went to the bread oven located within the fireplace.
She took the wooden paddle and removed several loaves, one of which she placed on the table in front of them.
She retrieved a crock of honey and brought that along with some fresh butter to the table.
“So, you’re from San Francisco, too,” Zeke said to Sophia as she placed mugs of steaming tea in front of them.
“I am,” Sophia replied, sitting across from them.
“What brought you here?” Zeke asked.
“Someone I’d rather not think about,” she replied.
“Edna?”
“No. I wasn’t supposed to be here, but I was pulled through by the fog. We followed Cormac and Jenna.”