3. Lily Calloway
CHAPTER THREE
LILY CALLOWAY
“Is this an interrogation or a meeting?” Ryke asks roughly. He slouches on our navy Queen Anne chair with a deep scowl, sweat stains seeping through a Penn track shirt.
There are only three people who could have possibly spilled my secret. And the guy at the top of my suspect list has yet to crumble. Although, very little ruffles Ryke Meadows.
And here he sits—edged, all hard-lines, his eyes perpetually narrowed and his demeanor cocky and self-assured.
He managed to become a part of Lo’s life.
He infiltrated our group, and he has never made a move to leave.
He either cares about his brother so much that he’s willing to endure almost anything or he’s scheming for something greater—something that could overturn my whole world.
So it’s true that I’ve been hammering Ryke with questions, and I’m about one step away from shining a blinding light in his face to get real serious. But I have a right to freak out. My life is seconds from crumbling.
Lo passes Ryke a bottle of water.
I shoot Lo a wide-eyed look. He shouldn’t be giving him sustenance until we have answers. That could have been our only bargaining chip.
“Who says he gets water?” I blurt out.
Their brows crinkle as though I’ve lost some brain cells. Okay, so I’m being irrational. What else is new?
Ryke raises a hand. “I’m sorry, but is anyone else concerned for my safety here? ”
Lo ignores his brother and clasps my hand, pulling me to the sofa. My leg touches his, but the closeness doesn’t calm me. Since I read the text, panic has overpowered my chance at being composed and sane.
I don’t want to act like this, but my only other way of coping with high-stress situations involves grinding and climaxing and everything I’m not allowed to do.
Rose’s heels clap down the hallway. “Connor should be here any minute now.” She sits on the pale yellow loveseat adjacent to the couch, crossing her ankles. In a black pleated skirt and a high-collared silk blouse, she looks far classier than anyone else in the room.
“Great, so you can direct this interrogation on someone else,” Ryke says, eyeing me with a tad bit of scorn.
But in Ryke Meadows’ case, there’s probably a little pinch of love in there.
At least I hope we made some progress while Lo was in rehab.
Sure, we had a rocky three months, but Lo was always our common ground.
But if he’s behind some larger plot to ruin Lo’s life—and consequently mine—I’ll never forgive him.
Lo runs a hand on my bouncing leg, trying to settle my nerves. “I’m going to take care of it, Lil,” he says softly.
Ryke gives him a dark, furtive look. I’ve seen it before. It’s the kind you share with someone when you have a secret.
I gasp. “Have you done something without me?”
Lo shakes his head. “No.” He won’t meet my eyes.
I smack his chest. “You’re a lying liar, and we’re supposed to be truthful.”
“Well,” he draws out the word, “if the guy keeps texting us, we may or may not be able to cross Aaron Wells off our suspect list.”
“May or may not?” Rose says. “That sounds like no progress.”
“I did what I did. I’m not going to take it back.” His voice is sharp .
All I hear is Aaron Wells , and I go cold. “What did you do?” Aaron is not someone I ever want to see again.
Rose mutters something under her breath that sounds like vandalize.
“I just talked to him,” Lo says.
I look to Ryke for verification. Clearly he was a part of this plot, which only makes me more nervous.
“Yeah, we just talked,” Ryke says. “All of Aaron’s texts were deleted, which was suspect.”
Lo nods in agreement, and then he leans closer and kisses my cheek. “Okay?” he whispers to me.
I don’t think that’s the right word. I stare at the rug with a faraway gaze.
“What about Ryke?” Rose asks. She holds a small teacup between her tight fingers. She offered me a glass earlier, but I declined. I’m not sure my body can handle ingesting anything else today. I’m already bloated with fear.
Ryke groans. “Not this again. ”
“You know about Lily’s sex addiction. You could have told someone.”
He glares. “So do you.”
“Be real. She’s my sister. I’m not going to backstab her.”
“And she’s my brother’s girlfriend,” he snaps back. “Why don’t you focus your attention on the guy who could easily spill this information for a fucking price?”
“Don’t you dare.” Rose points a warning finger at him.
“Why? Connor came into the picture around the same time I did. He learned about her sex addiction at the same exact time as us, and he has more to gain than we do. And he has less to lose.”
“He would lose me,” Rose retorts.
I never wanted to believe that Connor could turn on me like that. I still won’t entertain the thought for longer than a second. He’s too nice (in his own way). But Ryke…
Lo scrutinizes his brother for a long moment. “Maybe Rose has a point. ”
“What?” Ryke leans forward. “You can’t be serious.”
“You may be my half-brother, but you’re also a liar. I think we established that the moment we met.”
“Oh come on.”
“Let’s go back a few months. You came into my life, told me you’re some student wanting to do a fake project on heirs to billion-dollar companies?—”
“Lily made that lie up,” Ryke interjects.
I gape. Way to throw me under! But I already came clean to Lo about that, so there is only a morsel of shame.
Lo rolls his eyes. “Whatever, you knew the whole time that I was your brother, and yet, you never said a word to any of us.”
“You’ve got to be shitting me,” Ryke says.
They must have had this argument multiple times while Lo was in rehab.
I wasn’t allowed to visit him, but under some strange guidelines, Ryke was.
I’m a little confused how their relationship has developed since I’ve been away from Lo—but clearly bitterness has festered.
Lo lets out an unhinged laugh. “I’m the bastard .
I tore apart your parent’s marriage when I was born.
You should hate me. I would hate me.” He takes a small breath.
“And then I would build an elaborate scheme to tear me down. Piece by piece. Starting with Lily. So forgive me if I’m having a hard time trusting you one-hundred-and-ten percent. ”
I can’t tell if Ryke is angry or upset by Lo’s declaration, but I know this goes beyond my silly accusation. Deep hurt fills Lo’s words.
“Really? Even after everything I’ve done while you’ve been in rehab?” Ryke asks.
“You mean keeping your cock away from my girlfriend. Yeah, thanks.”
My eyes bug. I would jerk away from Lo if his hand wasn’t pressed so tightly to my hip.
Something’s wrong. I can sense it. We handle stress differently.
I fuck and he drinks. Now that we can’t do either, we’re both trying to learn how to deal with it in a healthy manner. Trying is the key word here.
“You know that’s not it,” Ryke refutes.
“Sure.”
This one word makes Ryke look more livid than the past twenty, and I think this is it . Ryke is about to throw up his hands and leave. Lo tenses beside me, probably expecting the same thing. We alienate people. It’s what we’re good at.
“If I wanted to hurt you by creating some elaborate plot, I would have already screwed Lily. And I sure as hell wouldn’t bother spending time with you.”
I want to trust Ryke, mainly because he’s the only family Lo has for support, but he’s a good liar like Lo said. He even fooled me.
Lo flashes his usual bitter smile, normally accompanied with the raise of his bourbon. I can’t make sense of where his thoughts lie.
Before I can whisper in his ear to ask, the front door opens, and the silence settles like a weight. Connor’s loafers hit the hardwood, the noise heightening the tension.
He appears from the foyer, his thick wavy brown hair styled perfectly, as though he’s ready for a congressional speech at any moment.
He slips his cellphone in his black slacks, his white button-down tucked in the waistband.
From afar, he inspects Ryke’s stiff posture on the Queen Anne chair and Lo’s death clutch on the couch’s armrest.
“I missed something,” Connor states. “Was it good?” He looks to Rose.
“Only if you enjoy the unintelligible mumblings of Neanderthals.” Her tone is pure ice.
“Good one, Rose,” Lo says flatly.
But Connor rubs his lips to keep from smiling further. And when Connor smiles at my sister, I instantly straighten up and lean forward like two orbiting stars are about to touch and kiss. I want to be present when they do .
Lo pinches my hip as Connor takes a seat next to Rose, sliding his arm along the back of the cushion behind her.
“You’re my girlfriend,” Lo whispers huskily in my ear, teasing me to take his side of things. But in a game of wits, I should choose the smart option and go with my sister. Or Connor. Lo is a losing battle.
“You’re my boyfriend,” I say the obvious. He edges closer, and my heart pounds, his lips right there. Kiss me. Kiss me. Kiss me.
He eases back.
Damn. I wish I had Professor Xavier’s power, but then again, I wouldn’t want to force Lo to kiss me. I’d want him to want it as much as I do.
Connor gestures a hand between Ryke and Lo. “I’m sensing tension here.”
“Lo was just thanking me for not fucking Lily,” Ryke says.
“Exactly,” Lo replies, his voice equally as dry.
Connor doesn’t even blink. “Must be a brother thing.” He casually turns to Rose, whispers something in her ear and presses a light kiss on her cheek.
I cannot believe I’m envious of a kiss right now.
But I really am. I want that kiss. Not from Connor!
Just to be clear. From Lo. I want the kiss from Lo.
My cheeks redden just accidentally thinking the wrong thing. Jeez.
“You okay?” Lo whispers.
I nod, squirm a little, and rest my cheek on the crook of his arm, safe in his embrace. His muscular body dwarfs my overly skinny frame. I’m working on being healthier too. All skin and bones is not a good look.