Chapter
Date: August 13, 2006 8:22pm
From: [email protected]
Subject: re: Are you ok?
Sam,
So you were right in your last email. I was a mess. Not sure I would use the word depressed, but I was close. Your email hit a nerve. You were right. I needed to find something for myself. And one of the easiest things I can change right now is how I dress. I haven’t worn jeans in over … honestly I don’t know how long it has been. So, even though I wasn’t feeling like myself, I went and bought some jeans. Three pairs! Nate was furious, but I wore them every dang day and slowly, I felt like the old Maria was coming back. My choice in clothes is still causing issues, but when it comes to Nate, everything is an issue.
How did both of us end up in these marriages? Do you ever think about that?
Love, Maria