10. Catherine
CATHERINE
I should tell him. I keep thinking over and over that I should tell him I’m a virgin. But I know what he wants, and I know what he’ll think.
I can’t lie that a part of me has always wanted to wait for him to be my first.
He closes the door to his condo and locks it with a loud click. I turn around, standing in the middle of his living room. Suddenly it becomes all too real. My body tingles with excitement, but also fear. What if I’m not good? What if it’s not what I’ve conjured up in my head?
I start to feel anxious and my nerves threaten to get the best of me, but then he turns around and reaches for his belt.
My pussy clenches with need when I see him unbuckle it and reach for his zipper.
My breaths come in pants as I drop to my knees.
He gives me a sexy grin and walks slowly to me.
I’ve never done this. But I want to. He shoves his pants down and his dick springs free.
It’s so big. Oh my god. That’s never going to fit in me. “Open up, kitten,” he says as he strokes it. I place my hands on his bare thighs and I stretch my jaw as far as I can. He brushes the hair off my shoulder and pulls it into one hand, gripping at the base of my skull.
“You have no fucking idea how sexy you look right now.” I look up at him as he pushes his cock into my mouth. I shield my teeth with my lips and try to push him as far back as I can. I barely get half of him in.
He groans with satisfaction as I push him deeper. I pull back and hollow my cheeks as I bob my head on his cock, each time trying to shove him down deeper and deeper. My eyes burn as I push him down my throat. I try breathing through my nose, but it’s hard.
Just as I start thinking I can’t do this, Ryker pulls away from me. “Fuck, you feel too good. I’m gonna cum before I’m done with you.”
His confession makes me feel a little better. I nervously scoot backward and wipe my lips as daintily as I can as he steps out of his jeans and pulls off his shirt.
My eyes travel along his body. He’s a fucking sex god. My panties are practically soaked as he crouches down in front of me and lifts me into his arms.
The movement is sudden, and I let out a small shriek.
“You’re wearing too many clothes, kitten.” Ryker slips his hand up my shirt and pulls it off of me as he carries me to the bedroom.
My heart beats faster and I try to soothe my nerves by crashing my lips against him.
He moans into my mouth and unclips my bra. I want to hold onto it and cover myself, but I let it fall. It’s all or nothing. And I want it all.
He breaks the kiss and drops me on the bed, making me bounce. My arms instinctively cross over my chest. He opens his mouth and I know what he’s going to say, but before it comes from his lips, I pull my arms away and let him look at me.
He gives me a wide smile. “Good girl.” His eyes travel over my body with appreciation as his deft fingers unbutton my pants and pull them off of me. The rough jeans rub against my ass as I lift my hips and lie there in only my thong. He leans down and pulls my hips to the edge of the bed.
“I’ve waited too fucking long to taste you.” He pushes his thumbs through the thin material, and the sound of the thin lace fabric tearing fills the room.
I close my eyes and lean my head back as he lowers his head to my pussy.
I can’t believe this is happening.
He lifts my legs over his shoulders and I feel a cool breeze against my heat. My nipples harden, and part of me wants to hide. Part of me wants to rock my pussy in his face to get off.
He takes a languid lick, and I have to open my eyes to watch. It’s so gentle and warm, it’s relaxing more than anything at first. But then he flicks his tongue against my clit, and my body bows and jumps at the sensation.
I look up as I hear the sound of him opening a drawer to his nightstand. I let my head fall back as he licks my pussy again and then pulls back to tear the condom wrapper open while he sucks my clit.
A rough chuckle vibrates up his chest as he grips my thighs and pushes me down, sucking my clit into his mouth. My mouth opens wide and my body tries to move away from the sensation. He suctions my clit and pulls back with a pop , and the sensation pushes me over the edge. I can't take anymore, and I cum violently. Waves of pleasure crash through my body.
I’m vaguely aware that he’s pushing my body up the bed and caging me in. The heat and tingling pleasure rise and fall in slow waves.
“You look so fucking gorgeous when you cum.” He cups my right breast and rolls my nipple between his fingers. My body writhes under him. “We gotta work on your control, kitten,” he says with a bit of humor as he pinches and pulls my nipple. The slightly painful sensation is directly linked to my clit.
He lowers his lips to my ear as he lines up his cock, nudging the head between my pussy lips and he whispers, “Although I do love how responsive you are.”
I barely have a moment to take in his words.
In one hard thrust he’s buried deep inside me to the hilt. I feel a sharp pinch and my mouth opens as a silent scream is ripped from my throat and my head flies backward. He stills inside of me and pulls away. He braces himself above me and looks down at me with wide eyes.
I can hardly breathe looking up at him. He knows. I turn my head to the side and refuse to look back at him. My pussy hurts, and I just want him to move. But he’s not.
A blush heats my cheeks as he grips my chin in his hand and forces me to look at him.
“You’re a virgin?” he asks.
I nod my head slowly and swallow thickly. “Not anymore,” I finally answer.
His eyes flash with a primal need as he lowers his face to mine and his tongue dives into my mouth. His fingers grip my hips and he moves out of me slowly.
It hurts. My forehead pinches, and I want to move away.
He pushes back in with a hard thrust and grinds his pelvis against my throbbing clit. The pleasure is so strong I have to break our kiss and release a strangled cry.
Fuck, my head thrashes around as my body heats. I feel so full.
He buries his head in the crook of my neck, kissing, licking and biting as he slowly moves in and out of me. His gentle touch is offset by the hard thrusts and his blunt nails digging into my hips.
He nips my earlobe and whispers, “I want to hear you say my name when you cum on my dick,” sending a chill down my body and leaving goosebumps along every inch of my skin. Just hearing his dirty words has me on edge.
“Say it,” he commands me.
“Ryker.” His name falls from my lips instantly. I’ve dreamed of this a thousand times, but it was never like this. Never this intense and all-consuming.
“That’s right, kitten. I’m gonna make you scream my name.”
His lips clamp around my nipple and then I feel his teeth. He massages his tongue against the tender skin, and I feel the arousal between my thighs. My head pushes into the mattress as a low, radiating desire moves outward from the pit of my belly, threatening to paralyze my body.
But then he pulls nearly all the way out and I can barely stand it. The pleasure fades and in its place is the hint of pain from his taking my virginity. I need more.
Just as I think it, he slams back into me. His teeth pull against my nipple and I go off. I shatter beneath him. My pussy clamps around his dick, and my body heats with my release. My breathing stops, and I cry out his name.
He lifts himself up again and pushes his thumb against my clit, rubbing slow circles with soft pressure.
Oh, fuck. Yes! It feels so good. My legs wrap around his waist and my heels dig into his ass. I need more.
“Uh-uh,” he admonishes me. His rough voice makes my eyes snap to his as he says, “You’ll take what I’ll give you.” I can’t reply to him. The only response I can give him is a soft moan as he slams into me again. The force of his touch on my clit makes everything that much better.
The pain slips away as he fucks my body like he owns it, playing with me however he wants.
“Look at me, kitten.” My eyes fly to his and he holds my gaze as he pounds into my pussy. My body rocks with each hard thrust, but my eyes stay on his.
His mouth is parted and his eyes half-lidded as he continues his ruthless pace.
The height of my orgasm seems so high. Too high. I’m going to fall and shatter into a million pieces below him, but he doesn’t care. He pushes my thighs farther apart and fucks me deeper, pounding me with a ruthless pace.
“Mine,” he growls into my ear as he pinches my clit and I instantly explode under him. A bright white light flashes before my eyes as my body goes numb and then instantly blazes with pleasure.
I scream out his name as my back bows and my pussy spasms around his dick. I feel his thick cock pulsing inside of me as a warmth leaks out of me and drips down my thighs.
He groans in the crook of my neck and whispers my name.
I lie under him trying to catch my breath as he kisses my neck, my jaw and then my lips.
I feel exhausted and sore, wincing as he slowly pulls out of me.
As Ryker climbs off of the bed and heads to the bathroom, I pull the covers up and over my body. Insecurity quickly washes over me as the high of my orgasm dims. I clench my thighs, and the hint of pain makes me feel deliciously used. I don’t regret it, not even for a second.
But this is Ryker in real life. Not the man in my dreams. I want more. But I have no idea what he wants. A pain settles in my chest, and I try to ignore it. To me this is more than what it is to him. I can’t hold that against him though. I got what I wanted. And I got what I asked for.
I finally got the bad boy experience I knew Ryker would give me. And he has the piece of me I’ve always wanted to give him.
All I can think as I hear him turn on the faucet to the shower is, Now what?