Chapter 33 #2
I stare at him—sweet, ridiculous Aiden Calderon. The same wolf who laughed at kids tripping and would race down streets butt naked when he was drunk enough. And apparently, also the wolf who spent time on sex-health websites before getting in bed with a guy. My embarrassment melts away.
“Aiden,” I say, smiling as I face him properly. “I’m not in pain. You made sure of that. And besides, I’m a werewolf, not a human. I don’t break so easily.”
“Well, good. That’s good,” he says awkwardly, which only makes my smile grow wider as my heart flutters.
“Yeah, it is,” I reply, as I take a measured step back.
Keeping my eyes glued on him, I retreat step by step, dragging my feet as I put space between us. His brow twitches, discomfort prickling through the bond—until my grip on the towel slackens.
The fabric slips down one hip, and his eyes immediately dart down to the strip of exposed skin, hunger flashing in his eyes. I smile, letting the towel slip lower, inch by inch, until it slides off the other hip and falls in a lazy pool at my feet.
Aiden’s eyes slide over my body, and he watches me in a near trance, frozen. His throat works around a swallow, and the heat in his gaze sharpens until it feels like a physical touch against my skin.
I step into the shower, unhurried. Steam rises as I twist the handle, the spray roaring to life. Water cascades over me, soaking my hair, my chest, my thighs. I push wet strands from my face, then glance back at him.
He hasn’t moved. He’s still watching me, dark eyes burning, and the intensity of it makes goosebumps race up my back.
“Well … are you going to fuck me or not?”
Aiden stays still for a moment before my invitation finally computes, and then he can’t move fast enough. The shower door wobbles behind him as he slips inside and drives me into the wall, his mouth crashing onto mine.
His tongue slides between my lips as his muscled thigh wedges between mine, grinding up and making me whimper at the glorious friction that sends pleasure straight to my balls. I try to hold onto him as I crane forward, but he grips my wrists and pins them beside my head.
I shudder hard as Aiden ravages me. He moves with the confidence of an alpha, and my body relents, vibrating with how desperately I want to be the subject of his desire.
He grinds his cock against me, leaving a slick trail of precum that the water washes away before I can think of having a taste.
A strained whine falls from my lips as he breaks away to kiss his way down my neck. He licks and bites until his tongue drags over my fresh mark. I jerk, my body seizing with pleasure. Aiden only tightens his grip on my wrists and presses closer before he takes the marked skin into his mouth.
My eyes roll back and just like last night, the contact has me barrelling into the warm, blinding pleasure as an orgasm claims me. My cry fills the bathroom with the shower’s steam, but it breaks on my tongue as Aiden sucks and bites, making my mind crumble.
No one warned me about this part—how unreal it feels for your mate to pay attention to the mark after it’s been given. It’s overwhelming, addictive. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it.
My body trembles as I ride it out, with Aiden still lapping at the spot while he grinds his cock against me. The onslaught of sensations almost feels like a punishment, as cruel as it is wonderful. I fear, and hope, it will never end.
Finally, he releases my wrists. I open my eyes and find his, and all I want is more.
My hands slip into his wet hair, and I grip it tightly as I pull him up for a kiss. Our lips move in sync as sparks fly, both of us aroused beyond measure under the water crashing over us.
Before he can get the better of me again, I push him, driving him into the opposite wall. I catch the way the surprise in his eyes shifts into something darker, pleased—and then I’m on him, kissing him with the same fervour he’d shown me.
Aiden’s hands grab my hips, tugging me into him, and as his fingers dig in brutally, a smile spreads across my lips. I love it when he’s rough with me.
“Oh yeah?”
Aiden’s hand comes down on my ass, hard, and I moan as the sting spreads throughout my body.
“What are you—ahh!” I’m cut off when his hand comes down again, on the opposite side before he kneads away the ache.
My lips part to tell him off, but only my rushed breaths come out.
Aiden smirks before he leans over my shoulder. He’s staring at my ass. I know that, but I’m not exactly sure how I feel about it—about how he grips me and spreads me open. But I’m biting back sounds that might tell me.
“F-fuck,” I whimper as he slaps both my cheeks. He growls low before he grabs me firmly and grinds me into him. I know I’m being loud, obscenely so, but I can’t help it with the friction of his cock against mine.
“Aiden …” I moan as he rocks us together, denying me what I really want.
Head tilting, his lips claim mine again, swallowing my whines—and then my stunned gasp when one of his fingers slowly presses into me.
His claim on me last night is still evident by the way my body lets him in without resistance, and even with just one finger, I find my eyes rolling in pleasure as he drives it deep.
He curls it, stretching me before he adds another.
I should tell him that he doesn’t need to prep me, but I love the feeling of his fingers inside me.
It isn’t dirty, but it feels like something I shouldn’t want—because it’s Aiden driving those thick fingers inside of me, Aiden making me moan his name—and I love it.
By the time he has three fingers inside of me, I’m a sobbing mess as I push down on his fingers, shamelessly driving them deeper.
“By the Plains, Jewels,” Aiden groans as he watches my hips move.
“Aiden,” I beg, and it’s all I can manage.
He eases his fingers out, and I don’t get a chance to hate the emptiness before he’s slamming my back into the wall. He lifts me suddenly. Heart racing, I wrap my legs around him, hands scrambling to hold on before he thrusts his cock into me.
A ragged gasp tears from my lips. I shut my eyes tightly, clenching down automatically against the sting and then shivering at the intrusive fullness inside of me. He’s so big.
“Relax, baby,” Aiden whispers, kissing my cheek before he drags his tongue along the length of my ear, knowing that it’ll make me do just that.
I tremble in his hands as he attacks my weak spots with his mouth, and slowly eases his cock in and out until my lips part, and I think I’m drooling already. It. Feels. So. Good.
I’m not sure if it should feel this good, but Aiden inside of me, stretching me, claiming me, turns me into a babbling mess.
I’m already desperate for more. His careful pace frays me, but his eyes stay locked on mine, noting every change in my expression until any hint of discomfort is gone and pleasure takes its place.
Without being told, he picks up speed, and I’m falling apart.
“There!” I scream as he hits that spot that made me see stars last night. I see them again as his hips snap up relentlessly and he fucks me into the wall. “There, Aiden!”
I’m racing towards another orgasm, and he knows it—he must, because why else would he suddenly slow down his pace? I whine angrily and practically claw at him like a feral animal.
“Please—” is all I get out before he pulls out completely, then slams every inch of his cock back into me.
“Aiden,” I whimper as his cock slowly slips out again. My heart lurches. “Aiden!” He slams back in, burying himself inside of me. “Oh Goddess!”
Aiden doesn’t say a word as he drags his hips back, letting his cock slip from my abused hole. I hold my breath, waiting, but he stays perfectly still. I meet his eyes and I know in an instant what he wants.
“Put it back in,” I beg, desperate and unashamed of it in this wonderful haze. “Please.”
Aiden groans as he thrusts back into me, making my swollen cock throb. He does it again, and again, until he’s fucking me mercilessly into the wall and I’m a bundle of open nerves, unravelling.
“I’m close,” he warns as he presses his forehead to my own, voice wrecked. “Fuck, Jewels. You feel so good. I—I’m—”
“Me too,” I tell him, clinging to him as he tightens his grip on me. “Aiden—I’m close. I’m … I—uh..nghh!”
My body binds itself in knots, toes curling as my muscles bunch, before I cry out and empty myself all over Aiden’s chest. He fucks me through it, chasing his orgasm until he’s there, and I can feel it. He finishes inside me, filling me so deep that my insides warm with his cum.
“Fuck me,” Aiden grates out as he drops his head to my shoulder. “Baby.”
I drag his lips to mine and we kiss lazily between desperate gulps for air.
Lifting me slightly, Aiden lets his cock slip free. I feel his cum leaking out of me, and some part of me wishes he’d push it back in. Goddess, what is wrong with me?
Aiden’s arms stay wrapped around me as he eases me down, holding me upright when I’m back on two feet. I’m grateful for it because my legs feel like jelly, and I have no clue how he managed to stay standing through that. But now, it’s my turn.
I shut off the water, bringing an end to this now-pointless shower before I turn to face him with a grin.
“Julian,” he whispers, and it’s enough to make my half-hard cock perk up as I open the shower door.
Hand in his, I drag Aiden out behind me and into the bedroom, where I shove him down on the bed. His eyes go wide at first, but my slow climb on top of him earns me that look I love—half awe, half hunger.
He looks up at me like I’m an angel. I show him that I’m nothing of the sort. Holding his cock still, I lower myself onto him.
“Oh fuck,” Aiden moans as he watches his cock disappear inside of me. I hum at the feeling and settle my hands on his chest for balance. “Holy fuck, Jewels.”
I allow myself a breath, a single moment, before I bend my knees and start riding him.
I don’t know what I’m doing, but up and down seems like a sure bet, and it feels impossibly amazing, so that’s what I do. I fuck myself on Aiden’s cock until my mind becomes muddled with the pleasure of it and I can’t stop.
I clench down, roll my hips, and then do it all over again, and Aiden … Aiden lies there, watching me like he wants this to never end, but also like he’s dying to flip us so he can take control.
For now, I keep him pinned to the bed, riding him for all he’s worth.
Folding my legs under me, I dig my nails into his chest as I take him, grinding down until every delicious inch of him is buried inside me.
“Holy shit, Julian!” he gasps, throwing his head back as his hands find my hips I circle them, moving slowly while I clench down on him. “Oh Goddess,” he moans, almost chanting. “Oh Goddess. Oh Goddess. Don’t stop, Jewels.”
I don’t. I fuck myself on his cock until I can’t anymore, until I’m shaking and can only cling to him. And when I do, Aiden starts thrusting up.
Moans slip from my lips as he pounds my insides, fucking me so deep that the stars come back.
“Aiden!” I cry out as I feel another orgasm building inside me.
It’s frightening how strong the force of it is, but I want it so bad. I work my hips faster, leaning down to trace his mark with my tongue.
Aiden’s moan is loud and wrecked as his orgasm is tugged from him. He spills inside of me, warmth filling me, and I sit up a second later to reach for my aching cock, but he’s there first, stroking me fast and hard, even as he groans.
Soon we’re coming together. Tears spring to my eyes, but I keep moving on him, and he doesn’t stop stroking me.
I try to say his name, but it’s a lost thing as he tightens his grasp, squeezing out the last dregs of my orgasm. I slump, panting and wonderfully worn out.
“I’m not done fucking you yet, Julian.”
My eyes widen, but I don’t get a chance to react before Aiden grabs my hips and thrusts up into me.
“Nghh!” I choke out, the sound ripped from me which each thrust as he fucks his cum back into me. “Aiden!”
He fucks me relentlessly, without pause, without mercy, and I take it—happily. Every thrust sends pleasure shooting up my spine and makes my balls tighten. I can only hold onto him.
Then Aiden flips us, pinning me beneath him. He spreads my legs, buries himself deep, and continues his assault on my already-spent body. My eyes roll, my mouth falls open, and I’m all his.
“Yes,” I moan as he hammers that one fucking spot. “Fuck me—Oh Goddess, fuck me.”
He gets impossibly harder inside me as he fucks me faster, and then he’s sucking my mark, tracing it with his tongue, and my body goes haywire.
I try to speak, but only a broken sound escapes my throat before his canines sink into the mark.
I feel my cum spill between us, feel my body tense, and that’s all I feel before my eyelids grow too heavy to keep open, and everything goes blissfully dark.