Chapter 60
Julian
Forcing my fingers into Aiden’s mouth, I thrust them in and make him suck on them. I slide them over his tongue, and he shudders beneath me as he takes them. He’s pliant, but his eyes remain wide and attentive, alert. Good.
All the while, I keep toying with his cock, being the attentive lover I am, but only until he’s crawling towards another orgasm. At that point, I reluctantly slow my touches, but it’s worth it when Aiden whimpers around my fingers from the denial.
Smiling, I slide back, pressing loving kisses to the ink on his chest as I make my way down. He unfurls beneath me, his body arching into every touch, but when I press my fingers against his entrance, he locks up again.
I lighten the pressure, circling his rim gently, but he remains rigid, and I know he will until I give him something else to think about. I swipe my tongue over his tip.
Aiden relaxes, and I immediately slide the first finger in.
“I don’t like it!” he shouts, tensing back up. “I don’t like it! I don’t like it!”
He tries to sit up again and again, but I push him back down.
“Relax,” I growl, sliding my tongue up the length of his cock. He trembles, furrowed brows twitching as I do it again. It sedates him enough that he stays quiet as I pull my finger out before pushing it back in.
I go slowly, giving him time to adjust, but even so, Aiden remains wound up for much longer than I ever have. Maybe this really isn’t for him.
I wanted us to try something new, but if he didn’t like it, then we could stop, and—
“Ugh!” The sound slips free when my finger curls slightly upward.
I flick my gaze to my wide-eyed mate’s face, and a smile soon pulls my lips apart.
Pressing back in, I tease Aiden’s entrance, stroking those little huffs from him before slipping the finger out. I glance at the lube on the nightstand and stretch over quickly to grab it.
I squeeze the cold liquid onto my fingers and over his rim before pressing two fingers against his entrance. It’s tighter, but Aiden adjusts much quicker this time—because now he wants it.
He may not admit it, or even know it yet, but I see the way he slowly eases his thighs open, see the way his hips push down every time I thrust my fingers inside.
It’s still his first time, though, so I pay special attention to his cock whenever he shows signs of discomfort, mixing in the pleasure with the pain until the pleasure is all there is.
“I-I—ahh … I don’t l-likeee this!” he grinds out when I’m teasing him with the tip of a third finger. He squirms, unsure what to do with himself or the unfamiliar pleasure cresting inside of him—but I know exactly what to do.
“Yes, you do,” I chuckle as I drive the three fingers all the way inside him.
Aiden’s eyes bulge, and his back arches as cum shoots from his stiff cock.
It lands on his chest, painting his skin with evidence of just how much he loves this. Wide eyes stuck to the ceiling, Aiden groans as he rides out his orgasm. I haven’t even touched his prostate yet.
Aiden moans freely, pushing himself back onto my fingers to wring out his orgasm for everything it’s worth. When it eventually passes, he slumps back onto the bed with a fresh sheen of sweat over his brows.
I carefully slip my fingers free and he shudders. Arousal gathers in my cock as I lean forward, feeding the urge to claim the alpha beneath me.
I take his lips with mine, and Aiden immediately kisses me back, sliding a hand over my neck to pull me closer. Those lovely jolts of electricity pulse between us, feeding the ache for more until I can’t wait a second longer.
I sit back, resting on my heels while Aiden lies there with his legs spread until he peers down at my cock. He shuts them immediately, gulping when he glances back up at me.
I bite back a laugh as I grab his hands and pull him up and into my lap instead. The second he’s upright, Aiden releases a small breath and slides his hands over my shoulders.
Clearly, not hovering over him just yet is a good move. Aiden shifts, getting comfortable—until he feels my cock brush against his entrance, and then he’s all tense again.
“It’s not a weapon,” I whisper as I peer at him.
“Feels like it,” he grumbles, and I can’t help but laugh.
Peppering Aiden’s jaw with soft kisses, I lather him with affection until it slowly undoes him. Aiden sinks into it—into me—as he wraps his arms around me. When I make my way back to his lips, he opens without hesitation.
Kissing deeply, we share a moan as our nipples rub against each other, each brush like a jolt of electricity that stokes the lust burning between us. I feel like I’m on fire by the time we finally part, breathless and teeming with need, but I keep my slitted eyes on him and wait.
Aiden pants and shifts again, but after a moment, he nods hesitantly. I almost groan my relief.
Lining myself up with his entrance, I let Aiden adjust to the feel of me before slowly—very slowly—pushing in.
Aiden grimaces, his former peace disappearing as he fists my hair.
I ignore the ache at my scalp as I keep going, only stopping when the tip slips inside and he releases a shuddered breath, only to suck another in quickly.
I close my eyes as pleasure like nothing I’ve known threatens to take me apart. I want to drive deeper, to sink every inch of my cock into this sweltering heat, but I stay as I am, holding onto him just as tightly as he clings to me.
Aiden gasps, labouring for his breath, but eventually, his fingers loosen their cruel grasp. I push the rest of the way in then, sliding in until every inch of me is completely buried inside him.
Aiden’s hole is tight and I almost come on the spot when I bottom out. I grit my teeth not to, have to clutch his body so that I don’t start fucking into him because Goddess, he feels so good. But I don’t. Aiden gave me an incredible first time, and he deserves the same.
He trembles in my arms as his cock softens, but he doesn’t tell me to end this. He focuses on breathing, and I help him along with soft kisses along his jaw and down his neck.
I don’t take what he’s giving lightly. I know, as an alpha who’s been on the other side of this, how big this is. So I wait until he’s really ready for me.
An eternity seems to pass before Aiden nods stiffly against me, murmuring a soft “okay” that I’m too desperate not to heed.
Easing his hips up, I rock mine back as my cock slips out of him. Only my tip sits inside him before I thrust back in. Aiden’s teeth clench, he works in a breath, and I try not to lose control as pleasure swathes over me.
I move slowly, refusing to go any faster as I rock into my mate, watching him closely until the pain fades and is replaced by the bliss I know all too well. It felt good to have something against your prostate—something stretching you out—even better when that something was your mate.
Something else that felt great was being inside your mate. I hadn’t been sure if I’d like this, but Goddess, help me, I’m inside of Aiden, and already, I can’t get enough.
Aiden groans first—a short, huffed sound that soon grows louder until they erupt into full-scale moans. Hard again, his cock leaks between us, coating me in his scent.
Wanting more, Aiden tries to rock back, but I dig my fingers into his waist to stop him. He clenches around me next, trying to coax me into going faster, but I resist. Not just yet.
“You … Y-you can go fa-ah-ster, you know,” he pants, glaring at me through slitted eyes.
“I don’t want to,” I reply, tilting my hips to drive a little deeper.
Aiden throws his head back, moaning as I dip my head to lick up his neck. I thrust in again, a little harder, and that’s all it takes.
“Oh, Goddess! I’m go-gonnaa—ahh!” Aiden moans as he paints my chest with his cum, drenching me in it until there’s no hint of my scent beneath.
I shudder beneath him, barely keeping my mind from fraying as he squeezes down on me. He was already perfect—already too tight and good—but now … Oh Goddess, now … My vision flickers with black at the edges as I still his hips, trying to hold on.
Aiden’s orgasm rattles through him, leaving his stiff cock twitching above mine. He’s barely breathing by the time his body stops shaking and he looks at me. His lips part to say something, but I don’t have any more patience to hear it.
If he can speak, then he can take my cock.
Until now, I’d kept my thrusts shallow, focusing on filling him rather than hitting his prostate. But now, I grind my cock up against that sensitive bundle of nerves.
Aiden’s mouth falls open, his entire body shaking before he empties himself again.
He clenches around me, and my vision swims as I thrust myself into him, stroking myself with his hole.
“Oh, fuck! Oh fuck!” he gasps, nails digging into my shoulder. “Fuck!”
He clings to me as I fuck him, jolting in my lap, taking every brutal thrust until his head falls back in ecstasy.
I watch his chest, groaning before I duck my head to suck his nipple into my mouth. There’s cum on it and I lap it up greedily, moaning at the taste. His nipple pebbles between my lips and Aiden’s moan crests as I sink my teeth in a little.
“Ju-Ju-Juhlian!” he stutters and Goddess, I’m leaking in him now.
It makes so much sense why he’s always on top of me. This feels amazing—having him cling to me … hearing his moans … having him look at me with those dazed, lust-stricken eyes … feeling him clench around me …
“Goddess,” I moan as my balls tighten and the hairs on my arms lift. I’m close.
Pushing Aiden down, I lay him onto the bed before I slide between his parted legs and sink back inside him. He arches, and I barely manage another thrust before my pleasure surges, wrapping itself around me as I come.
I empty myself inside him, filling my alpha with my cum while he clenches around me. He moans beneath me, revelling in the pleasure like it’s his orgasm, stretching out every blessed second before it frees me and I fall on top of him.