26. Sabs #2
He drags it over his head, revealing the stunning map of ink painting his torso. There’s a serpent surrounded by waves that cover every inch of him. I paw at his pants, sliding my hand under his waistband to greet his silky tip. I can’t wait to have him inside me. It’s been too long…
Irritated by the scratchy feel of my clothes, I hoist my tee off and unclasp my bra before Drax has a chance to, dropping both to the floor. Drax stares at me, gaping as I pry off my wet leggings, getting instant relief when I’m no longer trapped in the clingy fabric.
“You’re perfect.” His eyes roam over me, clearly admiring what he sees as his enormous hands grab my ass, kneading my skin.
I squeeze my eyes shut as a massive cramp comes from the base of my stomach.
“What is it?” He tenses. “Did I hurt you?”
“It’s just the cramps,” I groan. “They get worse… until I get…”
“Until you get a knot.”
“Please, Drax.” I wrestle with his belt, the jingling metal making me crazy with frustration. “I need you.”
“Sabs…” He pulls back slightly. “Maybe we should wait for the others? I don’t know if I can… If I’m going to be enough.”
Insecurity blankets me, my bottom lip trembling. “You don’t want me?”
“No, fuck, no!” He grips my shoulders, the contact sending a carnal bolt of lightning through me. “I always want you.”
My pussy pulses. “Then give me what I need.”
“I-I-I…” He looks down, his voice quiet and unsure. “I haven’t had sex since… You know. I don’t know if I can lock you. It’s different for alphas who present late.”
“I don’t care if you can lock or not.” Pure need overrides my brain as I shove him down onto the bed. “I just need your cock inside me before I self-combust.”
He nods, flashing me a small smile as I tear his pants down. I’m not sure what I’m expecting to see, but there’s no obvious ball of muscles at the base of his cock like a typical alpha knot. Still, his cock is thick and long, and like the rest of his body, covered in ink.
“Woah…” I stroke his length, tracing the inked dagger on his shaft. “This is new.”
“We haven’t had sex in years,” he reminds me. “Not since that one time.”
“Doesn’t mean I haven’t thought about it.” I bend down, swirling my tongue around his velvety head. His thighs clench, turning as hard as stone. God, I want this. I want him.
I climb on top of him, leaving a shimmering trail of slick across his stomach.
“Your slick…” His eyes roll back. “It smells… I didn’t know anything could smell so good.”
I straddle him, my knees on either side of his head.
He grasps my hips so hard that it’ll leave marks tomorrow as his tongue laps at my folds.
I whimper as I gaze down at him, gyrating onto him and taking what I need.
His tongue is extraordinarily wide, a rough, warm muscle that ripples across my clit.
My skin tingles from the friction as I grind against him, not stopping until an orgasm rolls over me in a crashing tidal wave.
Despite the bliss and euphoria, the sight of him licking my clit makes my empty cunt throb with jealousy.
My discomfort has been temporarily abated, but I need more.
I crawl back down his body. I taste tart cherry on his lips as we kiss, taking his girth in my fist. He’s so wide I can barely wrap my fingers around him.
“You’re on birth control?” he asks.
“Obviously.” I sink down onto him, letting out a satisfied moan as my body stretches to accommodate him. “Fuck, Drax. Your cock feels…” I take him as deep as I can. “Incredible.”
I ride him hard, the wet slapping of skin on skin filling the nest.
“You’re soaking me.”
“It’s all for you, alpha.” I’m lost, in an almost hypnotic trance, only focused on riding him. My muscles burn from exertion, but I can’t seem to figure out how to fuck him as hard as I’d like. I let out a huff as I climb off. “Fuck me from behind,” I command. “Hard. Like your life depends on it.”
Drax’s brown eyes light up. “That I can do.”
I flip over, but before I can even arch my back, he yanks my hips to him. He grabs my ponytail before clasping my scalp and pinning my face to the pillow, entering me with a brutal, plunging force.
“Yesssss!” My cheek is squashed into the bedding as I turn my head to the side, screaming out.
“You don’t know how many times I’ve dreamed of this.” He slaps my ass, the sound piercing the air before he thrusts again, years of pent-up frustration coming out in powerful, driving strokes.
“More!” I beg. “Don’t you dare hold back!”
He pounds into me so roughly that I nearly lose the ability to think, thrilling at the way he replaces the pain from my heat with an explosion of pure pleasure.
Before I can take my next breath, I feel a bizarre, building pressure coming from the base of his cock.
It feels like he’s inflating. A sudden surge of heat hits my entrance, then boom!
Drax’s previously smooth shaft seems to balloon at the base. A firm, stretching ring expands to seal us together, like a life ring suddenly inflating as all the blood rushes to it. He lets out a guttural grunt, his entire body shuddering as he shatters.
His knot isn’t the same solid mass of muscle like the knot of other alphas; it’s spongier. Regardless, it still creates the same vacuum seal of intense pressure, locking us together. When he empties a hot rush of cum inside me, I mewl in satisfaction.
“You look so fucking hot, taking me like that.” He turns to check us out in the mirror. He spanks my ass again, watching my skin ripple. “I love seeing us locked.”
“I didn’t know that you could...” I rub against him. “Do that.”
“Neither did I. Well, I wasn’t certain. Was it…?” His cock twitches inside me. “Okay?”
“Okay?” I let out a long exhale. “It was everything I needed.”
I lower myself down, lying flat, before Drax’s weight presses down on top of me. “The doc said it might be different than a standard knot,” he answers my question. “But I didn’t know how good it was going to feel. Damn, it was the best thing I’ve ever experienced.”
“Congrats on losing your alpha virginity.” I grin as he gently rolls us over, still attached, so we’re lying on our sides. His arms wrap around me, making me feel unfathomably safe. “I guess it’s only fair. You took mine, after all.”
“What?” His arms tense. “I didn’t know that was your first time… You never said…”
“I didn’t want to tell you at the time, I thought you’d change your mind.”
“We could have made it more special,” he mutters.
“Why?” I tease. “Was the bathtub in your parents’ house not romantic enough?”
It had happened during one of his mom’s famous parties.
We’d snuck some beer away from the adults.
Despite Drax almost knocking himself out by hitting his head on a tap, it was everything I wanted.
Most importantly, it was with someone I trusted.
Afterwards, when the alcohol wore off, we promised never to speak of it.
We didn’t want it to make things weird and because my brothers would probably have killed him.
We vowed to stay friends, and despite the odd makeout session and fooling around over school holidays, we never had sex again… Until now.
“I’m happy you were my first.” I nuzzle into his chest. “We’re even now.”
“How do you feel?” He rubs my arms. “You still feel a little warm.”
“So much better.” I sigh in bliss. “The cramps are completely gone.”
In fact, my body feels… utterly sated. I half-expected to spiral into a total heat craze, needing to be fucked for days, but weirdly, I’m calm.
Even my connection to Adler seems a little distant.
He’s still there, humming under my skin, but it doesn’t feel like an overwhelming pull anymore.
More like a radio channel that I could tune in and out of at a whim.
Maybe this means the bond has finally settled?
“My teeth are aching, though.” Drax winces, moving his jaw. “Maybe I need to visit the dentist.”
“That’s an alpha thing, babe,” I chuckle. “You need Teeth-Numb gel. Laz went through tubes of it when he was courting Faye.”
“Really?”
“It means you want to bite and claim,” I explain. “It’s an alpha instinct. Perfectly normal.”
“I’d love to bond with you.” His body tenses, before he seems to catch himself. “I mean, maybe. One day. If that’s what you want.” He sighs deeply. “I just… I was never enough for you before.”
His knot deflates quicker than a standard alpha as he slips out of me. I turn to face him, curiosity leading me to steal a glance at the swell at the base of his cock, watching it smooth over as if it were never there.
“You’ve always been enough, Drax.” I cup his cheek.
“Being your friend was just easier. I kept you at a distance because I was afraid of hurting you. Because I thought that if I allowed myself to get close to you, that I’d have to let you go eventually.
A part of me always knew I was being selfish for how I was acting, but I just couldn’t bring myself to stop it because I didn’t want to let you go. You deserved better.”
“You’re all I ever wanted.” He presses a soft, tender kiss to my lips. “I chose to stay.”
“I’m glad you did.” I stroke his face. “And now we know why. Now we’re exactly where we were always meant to be.”