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Neah
His hands grip my thin waist as his crimson eyes search mine. "Are you sure this is what you want?"
I nod my head.
"Neah, I need you to say yes or no."
I feel the lump building in my throat. My stomach was tying itself up in knots. Was this really what I wanted?
"Will it hurt?" I whisper. I knew he needed to bite my neck. I knew he needed to sink his canines as deep as they can go. I knew he needed to taste my blood and to leave his Wolf venom in its place, permanently connecting us. There was a catch though, to confirm the bond, we had to have sex.
"A little." He tells me
"Wh...what will happen to me?"
"Immediately? Nothing other than feeling satisfied. Within forty eight hours you will go into heat. Are you prepared for that?"
"You mean, I will want sex?" I whisper
"Want it, need it, become desperate for it."
"I don't have my....monster."
"Doesn't matter, it's what happens to a female when marked by a male Wolf. If you were human, it would still happen."
He cups my face with a large hand. "I promise, I will be gentle, the first time. So is it a yes or a no?"
"Yes."
His lips hit mine with force as he pulls me in against him, holding me flush against his body.
His lips quickly move down over my neck.
Once again little bolts of electricity shoot through me in the exact spots his lips have touched.
He pauses just above my collarbone, his teeth rake across my skin, searching for the perfect spot.
His tongue flicks over my skin and as his teeth begin embedding themselves, I let out a little whimper.
Alpha Dane holds me in place as his teeth sink a little deeper. A few seconds pass and he starts to suck. I could the warmth of my own blood run down over my skin.
When his teeth start to retract, he licks the wound, cleaning up any drops of blood that had escaped and plies my neck with soft kisses, working his way back towards my lips.
As he kisses me, I feel that same dull ache inside of me. He pulls the band from my hair, letting it fall freely. His hands comb through it, suddenly balling up as his kiss deepens.
Was I daydreaming again?
"No you are not." He mutters breathlessly
He could hear me?
"I can." He smiles as he kisses me. "How many times have you fantasised about me, Neah?"
"I....I haven't." I lie
"Really?" He murmurs as his lips make their way down over my neck, his hot breath makes my skin tingle. "So you didn't think about me slipping my finger into your pussy? And you definitely didn't think of my tongue flicking over you." I could hear the amusement in his voice.
The dull throb becomes more of an ache and when his hands slide up under my white tee, I don't stop him.
His fingers quickly find my nipples, kneading them between his thumb and finger. His eyes lock with mine. "You have blood on your top, take it off."
I do as I'm told, keeping my eyes on his the entire time. His hands move to my jeans and he slowly unfastens them, letting his fingers skim across my skin, sending more bolts of electricity through me.
He pushes them down a little, just enough to get his hand inside and cup my mound. Over my panties, he strokes a finger right over the centre and the ache inside me grows. I wanted to feel him inside of me.
He pushes a hand down inside my panties, sweeping a finger just inside.
"Is this what you want?" He mutters with a smile. Amused that he can read my mind.
I nod my head and he pushes his finger in a little deeper, making me groan
"But it wasn't just the one you wanted, was it?" He is still grinning as he pushes in a second finger, making me gasp and clutch on to him.
He moves them in and out of me, enjoying the quiet moans that come from my lips.
When suddenly he picks me up and falls on top of me on the bed.
I could feel his hardened cock pressing up against me, but he moves away, taking his fingers out of me and burying his face between my thighs.
His tongue flickers over my clit, licking up my juices until he pushes it inside of me.
A long quiet moan leaves my lips as my back arches and my thighs clamp around his head.
He repeats the process, even when my body starts juddering against him.
His tongue becomes more urgent.
Intense pleasure rolls through me in waves and as I still, he positions himself between my thighs, the tip of something hard pushing against my swollen pussy.
"This may hurt a little." He whispers to me and pushes himself a little into me. Whimpering at the pain, he plants his lips on mine. "It will only hurt the first time."
He pushes himself in, a little at a time, allowing me time to adjust. When he is fully inside me, he rocks his hips a little, sliding himself back and forth as he watches me. As my lips part and I moan his name, he drives himself in a little harder, slamming himself into me.
The more I moaned, the more eager he became, slamming himself into me over and over again until once again, my body is spasming from the orgasm. Exploding inside of me, he falls forward on top of me.
His lips kiss every bit of skin as he continues to rock his hips, emptying himself inside of me.
"Is that what you wanted?" He asks quietly
My fingers feel the bite mark on my neck and I nod my head.
"Next time, don't try and hold your moans in. I would rather you let yourself go." He tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear.
"Come on, you need a shower."
He walks across the room and turns the shower on. Alpha Dane sticks a hand out to me. "Come."
I catch sight of the dried blood on my neck and shoulder as I walk past the mirror.
Alpha Dane pulls me into the shower with him.
Pushing me up against the cool tiles as he forces a knee between my thighs.
He passionately kisses me under the hot water as my arms lock around him.
"I'm not done yet." He mutters, lifting my legs around his his hips
He suddenly stops to look at me and I was grateful that he was holding me steady, I felt like I was going to pass out. My head felt fuzzy and everything sounded so loud. The shower droplets sounded like gunfire as they hit the floor. Even Alpha Dane's breathing seems to echo.
There was a funny smell that filled the
shower, a woody smell, trees, maybe?
"NEAH?"
My hands go over my ears, why was he shouting at me?
"NEAH?"
Alpha Dane continues to shout my name as my ears ring. Eventually, he stops and turns off the water. Grabbing some towels, he wraps one around me first. He is frowning, but I don't think it's aimed at me. I was just grateful for the silence.
He walks me back to the bed and sits me down. I watch him go to the closet and pull out some clean clothes for me before he proceeds to dress himself.
He motions for me to stay here and quickly hurries out the room. He returns a few minutes later and beckons me to follow, but he doesn't speak.
Alpha Dane leads me into his office where Raven was waiting. The room had that strange woody smell that I had smelled upstairs, but it was mixed with something else.
"Why.... why is no one talking?" Why did it sound like I was shouting?
Alpha Dane and Raven were talking to each other but through mind link. I watch how Raven's head bobs up and down and frowns.
"Will someone...." I cover my ears, I couldn't stop shouting yet I was certain I was talking normally.
'I think I have finally figured out why Kyle didn't reject you properly.' Alpha Dane's lips didn't move, but his voice is warm in my mind. Reassuring and calm, when it felt like my head was going to explode.
'To break the binding.' He continues, 'You needed to be claimed. You couldn't be claimed while he was still in the picture.'
Raven steps towards me and holds out little orange foam shapes 'They will help. Just until you adapt.'
Raven carefully pushes them in my ears.
"Better?"
"Thank you." I mumble
"Everything looks and smells different too, right?" Alpha Dane asks
I nod.
"That woody scent you smell is most likely my personal scent to you. The other scent in this room belongs to Raven. Everyone has them, though mine will be stronger because I marked you." "I'm...I'm no longer bound?" I mutter
"It seems like my mark broke the binding. Everything seems loud and different because you never had to adjust to it. It will take time, but you will get used to it."
"I'm not bound?" I repeat my question, trying to make absolutely sure I understood what he was saying.
"No. But I do think that you should meet Devon now."