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Neah
'He's saying that we are going to die.' Nyx murmurs. I couldn't tell if she was angry or amused. Either way, she sounds....content.
"I may be lacking in certain areas, but I know exactly what he means!' I snap at her
She sighs, 'We will have pups eventually. He is our mate. We are bonded to him. We might as well.'
Her words don't reassure me as I make my way back to the bedroom. In fact they just make me more anxious. 'Exactly.' I snap, 'Eventually!' 'Then lie!'
'I'm rubbish at lying!'
Nyx falls into silence. She had quickly learned when to back off, knowing that her words were falling on deaf ears. It was easier to think when I couldn't hear voices. Easier to get caught up in my own words as I try to figure things out.
I laugh to myself as I drop on the bed, still fully dressed. If it wasn't for Dane, I would have thought the voice would be a sign of me losing my marbles.
My eyes move to the clock, it was almost four in the morning.
I was exhausted and something told me it was going to be a long day.
Barely keeping my eyes open and rolling onto my stomach, I close my eyes, just a few hours, that was all I needed.
Screams echo around me.
People are running and shouting for help all while I just stood there, watching, caught in the commotion.
As someone moves, blood-caked faces come into view. My parents. My stomach plummets and my lungs shrink. My heartbeat is so loud it rattles through my head.
I wanted to go to them, but I couldn't move, my feet superglued to the floor. Their names don't even leave my tongue as I try to call out to them.
There's pure chaos around me and tears begin to burn my retinas until I see him. Trey, hiding in the shadows. A smile so big it made him look scary. He watches them, hidden from sight, he had been waiting for this. Fingers curl around my wrist until I'm being dragged away.
"She poisoned them!"
"Get her out of here!"
"Neah! What did you do?"
I stare into Cassandra's eyes. No emotion behind them as she pulls me away from the nightmare. I look up at her, but not as a child, but as the woman I've become.
"Stupid girl!" Her hand slices across my face. She says something else too, but I hear Dane calling me. How was he here?
My face turns in all directions, looking for the source. Cassandra's painted talons grip my face, squeezing my chin and forcing me to look at her.
"Neah, wake up! Neah, you are having a nightmare!"
I gasp as I'm ripped from the memory. My lungs seem to fight the oxygen that's trying to fill them. My heart races and I feel beads of sweat running down my face. "You're okay. You are safe." Dane whispers
"It....It wasn't a nightmare. It was...a.... memory?" I couldn't be sure if it was, what if I was just seeing what I wanted to see? What if my own subconscious is playing tricks on me? "Your parents?" He asks quietly,
I nod, tugging my sweat drenched top off. "I think...I think Trey was there that night. But I can't be certain."
Dane asks me to run through it with him while pulling me against him. His fingers comb through my sweaty hair and not once does he interrupt me.
"Is it just my mind, or do you think it's a piece I forgot?"
"You said it was like you were seeing it through adult eyes? There is a good chance that the memory is right. As pups, we tend to see what we want to see, blocking out what we don't deem as important. But nevertheless, it is still there and still present." They were the reason I never got to grow up with loving parents. And why? All to be in a position of power one that neither of them was entitled to.
"I want them dead, Dane." I want to see the blood pour from their eyes just as it did my parents. I wanted to be the last thing they saw as their life faded away. But it would mean that I needed to lie, or I needed to let him put a pup in me.
Either option felt wrong.
'It will keep us alive.' Nyx whispers
"They will be dead soon enough," Dane murmurs in my ear
He kisses my cheek, slowly moving down to my neck.
His teeth graze over my skin as he nips at my flesh and a quiet groan leaves my throat.
He slowly moves down the bed, his lips trail over my skin, leaving spikes of electricity that make my nipples harden.
Taking one in his mouth, his tongue flicks over the top, making it impossibly harder when suddenly he bites down, sending a strange new wave of pleasure through me.
As his eyes flashed up at me, locking onto mine, I knew exactly what he was doing. He was taking the choice away from me and I didn't want to stop him.
I feel the warm trickle of blood leak down the side of my tit. His tongue works fast to capture any drops before he repeats the process with my other nipple.
The bite was harder the second time around, his teeth sank deeper like when he had marked me. I gasp which seems to make him suck harder. My hands lock in his dark hair as I arch my back, forcing my nipple deeper into his mouth while my panties become more and more drenched.
A hand cups my wet spot and a finger slides back and forth over the fabric, teasing my need
His lips slam against mine as he forces me to taste my own blood. I grind myself against his hand, desperate for more than a grope. I feel him smile against my lips as his fingers move to my waistband.
He lifts my ass from the bed and quickly removes the joggers along with my soaked panties. His lips make their way up my inner thigh and his tongue quickly finds my clit,
My head throws itself back as I let out a long low moan as his teeth clamp down on my swollen spot. I grind my pussy against his face knowing that he was going to be covered in my juices as the spasms start to take over.
He doesn't stop. His tongue is quickly accompanied by his finger, bringing me to an explosive orgasm.
Before I have a chance to do anything, he flips me over, pulling my legs over his shoulders until he buries his tongue in my wet spot again
"Oh, Dane." I moan as his tongue flicks against my clit from the new angle. My thighs clamped around his head, I didn't want him to stop as my body spasmed against him
"I want you to sit on my cock." He mutters as the orgasm leaves me blissful
Turning to face him, he already had it out. His hand runs up and down the length of it as he watches me. It seemed bigger, almost wider.
Dane pulls me towards him until I'm straddling his lap, the tip of his hardened length already pressing against my hole.
He grabs my chin, forcing my gaze on his. "Slow,"
I lower myself and it's tight, tighter than it had ever been before.
"Slower!" He mutters through gritted teeth, pulling my face towards his. "I want to make sure I put a pup in you."
The moment I hit his base, he seemed to swell more, locking us together. I couldn't move even if I wanted to. His cock is buried so deep in me, I was certain I could feel it in my stomach.
His lips trail across my jaw and a hand locks in my hair, pulling my head back. His tongue flickers over the mark he gave me and seconds later I feel his teeth again, sinking deep into my flesh. A moan creeps out of my throat and the moment he hears it, his teeth sink deeper still.
He thrusts up into me, a mixture of pain and pleasure tears through my body, catapulting me into pure happiness.
As his teeth retract, I fall forward against his chest, unable to keep myself upright.
He quickly turns us over, resting himself on his elbows so his full weight isn't crushing me. As his eyes lock with mine, he thrusts into me.
"Again?" I whisper, my insides already throbbing.
"I told you, I need to be certain."
It was hours before he let me out of that bedroom. He had so much determination, it was like he was the one in heat and I was going to feel the results for days.
****
"I don't need to hear about you having sex with my brother!" Raven whines covering one of her ears as she hands me an ice pack.
I slide it between my thighs, grateful for the relief as I sit down. "I'm not telling you about that. I just need to know if it worked."
"It's too early to tell. Just be grateful that Trey and his crew haven't attacked. It means there is more of a chance of him getting you pregnant." She peers up at me over her coffee. "What made you change your mind?"
"It wasn't a change of mind. I just....." It sounded really stupid. "I couldn't choose between lying and just getting pregnant. I let Dane take control."
"Hmm, well, it would happen eventually, right?"
"That's what Nyx said. But what if it doesn't work?"
"Never in the universe of Wolves has it failed."
I feel my heart plummet "I'm not a Wolf. And Lycans are a dying breed."
There is a lapse of silence. Raven was lost for words and every time she opened her mouth, the words would disappear.
"I'm not... I'm not trying to be negative, but we do need to look at the facts."
Nyx is uncomfortably silent too and that was not helpful.
"There's signs before it will even show on a scan." Raven mutters. "Your scent, it will alter slightly to compensate for the extra hormones. Your mood might change."
I almost snorted, she didn't hear the dark thoughts I had that always seemed to pop up and surprise me.
"You will pee more. Uh, some of the women complain of sore boobs. And then there is the obvious one. No period. It's just a waiting game."
"A waiting game," I murmur. Knowing that Dane wouldn't settle for that. He was already getting antsy about Trey not turning up. It had been so quiet, that no one had seen a Lycan. And that set me on edge more than anything.