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Abraxas
It was almost uncomfortable how much she looked like Blair. I knew it wasn't her.
Apart from the eyes, her soul gave her away. The darkness hovered in her, but she hadn't gone Rogue yet. She was fighting it and she had been fighting it for some time, a long time.
No other Lycan I had come across had been able to fight it off for so long. Once the darkness sets in, they have weeks, maybe months at most. Yet somehow, Neah had been fighting it for well over a year, maybe even most of her life. Unaware that it was even there.
A Hunter's instinct would be to kill her. To put her out of her misery. To end her before she does too much damage. But even I could see there was something different about her.
The edges of her soul are tinted black, but unlike others, the majority of it is bright. It shouldn't be possible and yet, here I was, seeing it for myself. Like she was in a constant battle. She hadn't won it yet, but she was trying.
They ask more questions, trying to get more answers from me about Blair.
Mallory tells them that Blair killed my parents, but there is so much more to it than that.
And that is something I didn't share with anyone. But they wanted to know and they kept pushing and pushing apart from Neah who was quiet.
They didn't need to know anything else about me. I came to do a job and that was all that mattered.
Neah stands and I find myself standing too. I tuck the gun into my waistband as Dane leans down to kiss her cheek. A similar gesture that I would make to my mate.
I wanted to speak to Neah alone. I wanted to see if the colour of her soul would change. "Can we speak?"
"Why?" Her walls go up immediately as she stares back at me. Big blue eyes trying to process what my plan could be.
"I'm used to working alone. I'm used to hunting in a certain way. If I'm to work with you, I need to know how you operate, what your intentions are and what you are planning." It was a lie. I could already see how she worked. Act first, think later, common for those that have lived a life of trauma. Maybe that was when the darkness started.
"I don't think that is a good idea." Crimson eyed Dane mutters.
"Is she not capable of making her own decisions?" I challenge. She was his mate and technically a Luna of his pack and an Alpha in her own right. She was far from weak.
"It's not her judgement I'm questioning." He mutters back.
"I said I wouldn't hurt her. Unlike you predictable Wolves, I am able to control myself."
I flick my eyes back to Neah who was hovering by the office door. Her hand already on the handle ready to leave and yet she hadn't.
I pull the gun back out my waistband. Her eyes follow it as I drop it onto Dane's desk. I could still kill her if I wanted too. But maybe this would make her feel at ease. Instead, I see something else.
The light of her soul dims to grey and her eyes darken. It took a lot less time than I expected. I wonder if she knew what was causing the darkness. Or whether she had been convinced it was something else.
Her hands clench into fists at her side and she shakes her head, puffing out her cheeks.
It takes a minute before her soul is glowing with light again.
She had more control than what her Lycan liked.
Her Lycan is the darkness at the edge of her soul, feeding on her pain, her anger, pushing unwanted thoughts into her mind.
"Go see your boys." I mutter. Her soul instantly brightens, pushing the edges back until it's so bright that I have to look away from her.
I know she is confused. She hadn't mentioned her sons to me.
"What the fuck was that about?" Damien snaps at me as Neah leaves
"Wind that fucking head in. I'm not here to help you." I snarl back at him. His eyes flicker to my gun on the desk. "Go ahead, do you think that's the only one?" ""ENOUGH!" Dane snaps
"You saw something when you were watching Neah, didn't you?" Mallory asks with her brows knitted together. "The same as how you didn't shoot me."
I don't answer her and turn my attention back to their leader.
"She was bound, right?" My guess was two or three times, which in theory should have killed her.
"Four." Dane tells me "How the hell did you know that?"
"Hunter." I mutter, trying to understand how she could have been bound four times and still be alive. But it did show one thing. How fucking powerful she really was."Does she shift?" "Not anymore. Why?"
"Her Lycan is the one responsible for pushing the darkness on her."
"That doesn't make any sense. We don't have Lycan spirits." Damien is shaking his head at me. "If that's how you turn Rogue, that makes no sense."
"You don't, but I know what I see."
They stare at me like I'm mad. A look I was all too familiar with. I laugh at them, so fucking predictable.
"I'm not in the mood for games." Dane speaks, staring at me.
"Yet you let those fuckers in your life. You know that's one of the things Rogues do, right? They play you to get what they want."
I see Damien clench his teeth. He was so furious that it was fucking hilarious. "I am not a Rogue anymore." He seethes
"So you told me. It doesn't mean I have to believe you. I would rather trust what I see."
"What does that mean?"
"Exactly what it sounded like."
"Damien, go check on Raven." Dane tells him.
"Another Lycan?" I muse. How many were already hidden here?
"No. My sister."
"I would want someone more trustworthy to check on my sister."
"They are mates."
"Another one? What the fuck is going on here?" Wolves and Lycans don't just get paired up. I had been watching Lycans and Rogues for years, learning everything about them. Wolves were never in the picture, well not as mates. "Who was mated first?" "Neah and myself. Why?"
"You know that isn't normal."
"World is changing." Mallory mutters
"Yet one thing stays the same." I rise to my feet again and move to the window, running their words through my head. "What's the connection?"
""What?" Blondie mutters
"Neah and Dane. Damien and Raven. Blondie and Mallory. Who else?"
"It was Jenson and Jess. Jenson is Raven's twin. Jess died." Dane purses his lips together and glances at Blondie, "And now Jenson is mated to Blair."
I raise an eyebrow, I did not see that coming.
"It's not what you think." Mallory tells me. "He got himself mixed up in some weird shit with her and now he is in the hospital dying. They aren't fated mates. He claimed her."
"Did he now?"
"He was pissed off with me." Dane groans
"I can put him out of his misery." I offer
"I'm capable of doing that." He snaps back at me.
Fucking Wolves. They are all so damn touchy when it comes to members of their pack. there was nothing worse than seeing someone suffer. Their death dragged out in the hopes they would heal.
"Can he get information to her?"
"He's in a coma."
It takes a lot to put a Wolf in a coma. Something else must have been happening. Though I know he won't be waking up ever. They never did. Yet as I look at Dane, I realise he has hope that the guy will survive. If he does, it would be a fucking miracle.